Feeling so tiny
Felt like I am smaller than an ant,
that I am easily crushed...
This is....
The End....
No more... I don't want more...
If you don't know how to love me, someone will...
Beautiful. Laughter. Blue Sky. Hope
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 03, 2009
A moment of 2008
Finally we have stepped into the new year 2009, where 2008 is a historical chapter that we can only refer back through memories...
First of all, happy new year peeps, hope it's not late for a greeting :)
2008
This is a year, that I crossed the different stages in my life, from a student to working, finally I've done all the studying stuff, although I wish to continue studying but well, financial doesn't allow me to do so...
Happy and sad moments, crumble up together, to make me grow up stronger, to make me realize so much more that I once do not understand.
I can't say I am totally grown up mentally, but I know I will, from differentiating dreams and reality, which is workable and which is not. Well it is always been so painful to let go some dreams when you know you can't do it at the moment, but that's life, and that's reality stepping in.
Most of all, I realized....
in the year of 2008, I lost two of my buddies...
Dear Syed, it's new year now and it's been awhile since we last saw you, hoping you are all peaceful and, of course I hope you are still looking over your crazy friends up there...
Dear Bluey, been 7 years, you have been with us, it was another powerful stab in my heart when you left us, left us crying, even mom was crying for days... Can you imagine how much you have left behind for us? Till now, whenever I stare out the balcony, it felt so empty yet it's like you are still here, we are all missing you, and each of family have put you in our little frame in our hearts, you are not forgotten, you are one bunny that made me cried for days... Even weeks... And even now...
Well 2009 is a brand new diary, every page is blank and waiting to be fill in with memories, hope it will all be colourful, even prettier than the 2008 diary!
Great Start Peeps!
First of all, happy new year peeps, hope it's not late for a greeting :)
2008
This is a year, that I crossed the different stages in my life, from a student to working, finally I've done all the studying stuff, although I wish to continue studying but well, financial doesn't allow me to do so...
Happy and sad moments, crumble up together, to make me grow up stronger, to make me realize so much more that I once do not understand.
I can't say I am totally grown up mentally, but I know I will, from differentiating dreams and reality, which is workable and which is not. Well it is always been so painful to let go some dreams when you know you can't do it at the moment, but that's life, and that's reality stepping in.
Most of all, I realized....
in the year of 2008, I lost two of my buddies...
Dear Syed, it's new year now and it's been awhile since we last saw you, hoping you are all peaceful and, of course I hope you are still looking over your crazy friends up there...
Dear Bluey, been 7 years, you have been with us, it was another powerful stab in my heart when you left us, left us crying, even mom was crying for days... Can you imagine how much you have left behind for us? Till now, whenever I stare out the balcony, it felt so empty yet it's like you are still here, we are all missing you, and each of family have put you in our little frame in our hearts, you are not forgotten, you are one bunny that made me cried for days... Even weeks... And even now...
Well 2009 is a brand new diary, every page is blank and waiting to be fill in with memories, hope it will all be colourful, even prettier than the 2008 diary!
Great Start Peeps!
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