Hello 2012

Last day of 2011, looking back and thinking to myself, what a year. 

Ups and downs, many falls, struggled in putting myself back in 1 piece over and over again... Felt like I was sitting on a Mary go round, many miserable rounds on a same place same spot, can't more forward and it just keep spinning round and round.

Didn't think much about how am I going to end my 2011, thinking that it will be just as bad, no expectations, but it turns out to be the most wonderful happenings I ever have.

Met a group of new crazy friends.

Holiday wasn't wasted.

Reunion with some of my oldest friends in life.

Been waking up smiling.

Clear blue sky.

And... 

I met you. =)

Believing 2012 its going to be a year, full of hopes and dreams. A fresh and great start!

The journey begins!

Happy new year people and have a fantastic celebration! 

Random

Random pictures, those socks are cute, not mine :)

Christmas 2011

I never realized how time flies, or maybe i do,just that i didn't want to acknowledge that it was that quick...

This year wasn't really a fantastic year for me, miserable since 2009, hopefully next year will be a better year for me for you for everyone...

How long more i need to be in this situation, i guess i have no one to blame but myself, time to wake up from this nightmare already, it's been too long that i guess sleeping beauty have already woke up a few times from her prince charming's kisses... :)

Life is beautiful, isn't it? Yes it is, have no doubts about it, just by looking at the beautiful Christmas decorations everywhere, who cares if i am celebrating it alone, i don't mind just bringing my camera going down town and capture the decoration and the smiles on the happy faces... I think i'll just set that as my mission for this Christmas... Who is with me? :p

Merry Christmas people, lots of <3...

29th October 2011

Did you see these faces walking around at Solaris that night?

That night, Marilyn Manson, The Black Swan, Captain America, Marilyn Monroe, Little Red Riding Hood, Posion Ivy, The X-Men, guy from LMFAO were all gathered at the Astro B.yond IPTV Hollywood and Celebrities Night, trust me, there were a lot more celebrities there...

That night was crowded, full of celebrities....

But... There are some who came as sesat celebrities....

Nope not these group of people...

Could be these 2 fella ?

Oklah I was the sesat one, wanted to be Harley Quinn but ended up hanging my mask around my neck, so from front I looked like a vampire, while back I have a Jester mask.

Anyway, Happy Belated Halloween everybody, for those of you who were at Astro B.yond IPTV Hollywood and Celebrities Night, I am sure you guys had fun!

Left Handed

While waiting for my parents in the office, decided to Google some fact or personality about left handed people, here are some, how true is these?
Source from http://l-pawlik-kienlen.suite101.com/personality-traits-of-lefties-a46563

• About 10% of the world’s population is left-handed.
• Some doctors believed that left-handed people are more likely to struggle with breast cancer, allergies, and asthma.
• Leadership. About 66% of American presidents in the last 30 years were left-handed men. Bill Clinton, George H.W. Bush, Ronald Reagan, and Gerald Fold were all left-handed presidents. Barack Obama and John McCain are both left-handed.
• Quick thinkers. Studies have shown that lefties are “exceptional.” Australian research shows that left-handed people think more quickly when playing computer games or sports. Left-handed people also tend to earn more money.
  
• Sexuality. Research from Canada reveals this interesting quality of left-handed people: they’re more likely to be homosexual. (WTFFFFFF???)
  
• Independence: Some experts believe left-handed people are more independent because they’ve had to get along in a world that’s not made for them. Dr Peters says that lefties are “slightly more resistant to social pressures, to have more of an independent streak.”
• Adaptability: Canadian research shows that left-handed people are more adaptable than right-handed people. That is, a lefty can use her right hand to do tasks much easier than a righty can use his hand. Left-handed people seem to be able to switch over more easily.

Really? Anyone else who is a lefty?

Heart

They tell me to follow my heart...

I followed...

But when it hurts, do I still follow?

Blue Sky

Do you see what I see? Are we at the same place looking up to the same sky?

If one day I were to give up on one thing about me, i think I will give up on feelings, things are so much easier without involving this thing call feeling.

True I might not know how happy feels like, but at the same time, I don't need to have the feeling of worrying or being sad or even angry, isn't better that way?

Went to a meeting at KLCC last week and saw this group of syndrome down children having KFC, sometimes I wonder, are they actually the lucky ones? Or is it still us, the normal crowd.

Friends

Thanks for giving the poor lonely rabbit a friend, hope this fat smiling dude will walk a long journey with the cranky white bunny...

Acne popping out, painful and annoying...

Happy Tuesday people. :)

Happy Faces

Faces that will put a smile on your face too... :)

Familiar Stranger

(Picture Taken : Melaka Jonker Street)

Hello Stranger,

I know you when we were only 18...
Different time zone different culture different lifestyle...
But we did promise each other we will meet up one day...

I am sorry many years back when that one day was approaching,
I ran away...

But now I know that one day is coming again, I won't run away...
I will wait for you and say " Finally eh?..."

We have plenty to catch up, too many you might wanna be here for a month or more... :)
Greetings from Finland, you still look good from the cam I saw the other night.

Stories

Was reading some of the stories online, not sure if you ever come across certain articles,

Where you will have the familiar feeling, is like someone just wrote the story about your life, without you telling them how you were feeling...

I felt that a moment ago, and I am glad that what I was going through, I wasn't alone, and someone somewhere in this world, is sharing the same thoughts as me.

I love this picture a lot

Arthur's Day

Been really stress over work?

Been really fed up about not having a proper life?

Been telling yourself that life should be like this like that?

Been knowing friends who has been enjoying their life much?

Been wanting to have a moment of getaway?

You know what?

You should start telling yourself that you wanna celebrate and live your life!

Now sing!

Cause we gon' rock this club

We gon' light it up

Like it's dynamite!

Best part is you don't need to just youtube Taio Cruz video or listen it in a club, because you can see him live!

Yes if you have already know Arthur's day is happening this weekend, prepare yourself to throw your hands up in the air, Saying AYO, gotta LET GO!

Now if you haven't gotten yourself the tickets, all you need to do is just click here and I shall see you at Arthur's Day.

Details of THE DAY

Date: 23 September 2011 (Friday)
Time: 7 pm onwards
Venue: Speed City KL, Selangor Turf Club

YOU BETTER BE THERE!!!

Lavender

One day, if you were to bring me away...

Bring me to the field filled with the scent of lavender...

And we'll just hide in that little cozy wooden house.

Away from the city, and thinking...

This is life, our life.

Close

I rather not.
Before I completely lose myself...
I rather not see, not hear and not feel.

Don't keep coming back and tell me it's true, because I don't feel it.
At the end of the day, what matter the most has been gone long ago.

Summer Love

They say summer love are the ones that never last.

I say...

Summer love are the ones that will last forever in your memory.

Happy Dosage

Thank you for filling in the happy dosage in this empty jar.
Coffee for you. :)

And hot chocolate for me.

I hope...

Some day…

I hope to have that biggest jar of jelly beans...

I hope to have that biggest teddy bear...

I hope to have that most beautiful dress on my prom night...

I hope to have that car to drive around town with my girlfriends...

I hope to have that clothing design under my name...

I hope to have that building with the brightest light...

Some day...

I hope to be in that white wedding gown...

I hope to be seeing you in your best tuxedo...

I hope to say ‘I do…”

I hope to just live with you for the rest of my life...

Painting

There were this 2 young painters, sitting side by side, they were young, fresh, energetic and full of hope.
Both of them decided to paint a picture together 'Hey lets paint Happy?'

So they started with trees, then a hill top, then a sunset view, the picture was warm enough, enough to describe 'Happy', but they thought something was missing, then she said "Ah I know, lets paint a girl and a boy?"

So the boy and the girl were sitting close to each other on the hilltop watching the sunset, it was a perfect Happy painting, both of them are happy, the painter laid her head on his shoulder, then he said "How about putting a Future in this Happy painting?"

And there they added kids running and flying kite on the hill top together with the couple, it looks like a family now, and that feels like Future, both painters looked at each other in their eyes and smiled.

'Hey baby, lets paint an ending?' He asked, she nodded.
They added a bench, an old couple sitting on it holding hands...

Now isn't that a pretty ending? The old couple sitting on the bench, watching their grandchildren running and flying kite, while the mom and dad were just sitting there watching the sunset.

Just went she was about to keep this painting that both of them painted, someone came and told him that she wants to paint a prettier picture with him, so they walked away leaving her behind with the painting.

Sad enough she open up the paint to try and find out what was missing? It was Happy, and there is a Future, which they can imagine how pretty the Ending could be...

The rain came, the painting was gone, she tried touching it up but somehow it doesn't seems to be the one before, he came helping while she was away, no matter how hard they try, the painting was no longer the 1st one...

相信

听到了， 也选择了相信。

放吗？

  

楼梯得故事

有两张照片，一张是想上拍得，一张是往下拍的。

我拿了往下拍的，正好形容着我的心情指数。

照片：香港

Hi July

Hi July,

Someone told me you will be my good friend, and I hope so.
One day, just you, me, and a camera, we will capture moments and put them in a beautiful box.

Deal?

Kids

Was walking with mom at 1 Utama yesterday, saw this little boy at the Transformer's booth asking his dad to buy him the Optimus Prime, so cute!

I told my mom " Mummy, I really love kids, especially those with very Chinese looking ones, with really small eyes, nice pointy nose, then when they smile right, can see all the little baby teeth nicely line up, and you can barely see the eyes, so cute! I wanna have a baby now!"

Expecting my mom to ask me to focus on work first, family can come later bla bla bla, she said "Ya go give birth one for me, so I can play with my grandchild..." *Eh totally speechless*

I do love kids, really cute ones, if I ever have my own kids, if is a HE, I will make sure he wear really cute tiny sport shoes, polo T shirts or checkered shirt.
If is a SHE, I will make sure she wear really cute bright colour flowery dresses, and also with cute pair of shoes. 

 

My cousin's son, geram feel like biting his cheeks!

Dear Stranger

Dear Stranger,

If you happen to find my heart, 

Can you help me to keep it in a safe box,

Safe from others who wants to hurt it badly,

Because if I ever have it back,

I might hand it over to the same person,

Whom I know, he will hurt it over and over again.

I rather not have it back.

5th June 2011 - Smile

Today, I watched a few videos and I realize human being are actually strong in their mind.
No matter how unfortunate you are, but when you stand strong, you are always a better person.

Even if the whole world give up hope on you, as long as you still have faith in yourself, that's where you stand up and face them, because you are your own greatest strength, and you will be the one who will always stand by your side.

On a side note, I never really understand how to properly define someone with a sweet smile and presence, but now I know, is where no matter how bad things can go wrong, you greet it with a smile, and in exchange the world smile with you.

Smile People.

Picnic For Two?

Just the two of us

Sitting side by side

With the beautiful greenery

Walking down memory lane

Wondering how lucky we are

To have each other

All the time...

Too Many

Too many voices talking in her head...

Can't focus can't analyze can't think...

Too many faces to identify...

Can't identify which is real which is not...

Too many things that doesn't flow your way...

Can't control mindsets which doesn't belong to own self...

Too many thoughts that both brain and the heart doesn't sync...

Can't decide if I should follow the brain or the heart...

These are not pleasant feelings, not positive stress, and sometimes you just feel like screaming and hope everything will be fine soon...

The bottle is cracking, not long before it shatter by these...

Timing

She told herself that she will give another chance if he ask.

He told himself he will need more time to think about it.

She told herself that she will never walk back into his life.

He told himself that he will never make her sad again if given a chance.

Timing is just not with us all the time, most of the time.

Rain

I wish it is raining now,

So I can stand under the rain,

And no one will know.

Memories

When things are right in front of you,
You just tend to take it for granted,
And think that it would be okay,
Because you know for a fact that it might just be there for you,
Even the most silly thought that,
It will be there forever...

But forever...
It is just a different interpretation for each individual,
Some forever last a decade,
Some only lasted one day.

And when that day comes,
The only thing you can hold on to,
Are the things which will last you forever,
Those are what we call memories...

Fool

Breathing in that familiar scent in the air,
I wonder who have that same scent as yours,
Or it is just me missing the smell on your shirt that I am imagining it,
I am too good at it because...
It felt so real that I fooled myself by turning around to look for that person.

There was no one.

3rd May 2011

I know I shouldn't be feeling like this, I have enough reasons to tell myself not to feel like this, but then me being me, I judge myself quicker than anyone else, and I set really high expectations for myself, sigh...

I hope I will be doing better, don't wanna wake up every morning feeling this invisible force pressing against my chest making me hard to breath...

How I wish I can just have the pills from the movie 'Limitless', to activate 100% of my brain, know every damn skills on earth, so I can be my own everything, can exactly do what I have picture in mind and put it in real.

Or I don't mind being weird in having more than 1 brain, few more extra arms and legs to work things faster, be able to multi-task.

At the end of the day, there is no such genius pill, no such thing as having more than 1 brain and extra few arms and legs, because...

I am only human...

Goodnight people, you guys have a blast! =)

Quiet Night

Back in the office at 10.57pm...

I like the feeling of being alone in the office sometimes, maybe it helps me to focus and concentrate more...

The office at this hour, no it's not spooky, it's just relaxing, our office are with really dim lights, and we have pretty windows where you can actually see the city lights of KL.

Playing Michael Buble's song, I miss his concert, if he ever performing here again, I will be there.

Before I left home today, I overheard this song sang by a Chinese singer, caught 1 sentence of the lyrics.

"Everyone love someone else, but not themselves"

How true is that... =)

The Weird Feeling

Life is like an onion : You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

True isn't it, ask yourself how many layers you have peel, and how many times you weep.

Hot Air Balloon

Was at this hot air balloon thing, well, no I didn't manage to be in any of them, because if you wants to ride on one, you need to be there by 6am, like seriously? Clearly I screwed that.

But it's a new experience, I don't really see hot air balloons before even if I do, not in so many pattern and design. Here are some pictures!

Nice eh?