Quiet Night

Back in the office at 10.57pm...

I like the feeling of being alone in the office sometimes, maybe it helps me to focus and concentrate more...

The office at this hour, no it's not spooky, it's just relaxing, our office are with really dim lights, and we have pretty windows where you can actually see the city lights of KL.

Playing Michael Buble's song, I miss his concert, if he ever performing here again, I will be there.

Before I left home today, I overheard this song sang by a Chinese singer, caught 1 sentence of the lyrics.

"Everyone love someone else, but not themselves"

How true is that... =)

The Weird Feeling

Life is like an onion : You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

True isn't it, ask yourself how many layers you have peel, and how many times you weep.

Hot Air Balloon

Was at this hot air balloon thing, well, no I didn't manage to be in any of them, because if you wants to ride on one, you need to be there by 6am, like seriously? Clearly I screwed that.

But it's a new experience, I don't really see hot air balloons before even if I do, not in so many pattern and design. Here are some pictures!

Nice eh?

Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you choose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could 
Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel

Michael Buble 13th March 2011

This was the best present I ever bought for myself on my birthday, a ticket to Michael Buble concert with my favourite people too, what else I can ask more... =)

Until now, when I look back at the pictures, I still miss it a lot, and I told myself if he is gonna be here again, I don't mind paying more for his concert, because it's just worth it, really.

I was hooked on to him when I was looking for songs to download, and I accidentally downloaded the song ' I wanna go home', and I totally fall for him after the first time listening to his voice, I was accidentally in love.

That's where I started paying a lot of attention to him, listening to almost all his songs, especially when I was about to sleep, I would have this habit of listening to one or two of his songs, helps me to sleep better, all the time. 

I gotten more in love, when someone like him introduced this song 'Lost' to me, every now and then when I listen to it, it brings back memories, good ones. 

Another thing I really miss is the company trip on a cruise, that was really awesome and I am gonna miss it a very long time.

Chapter Closed

Was reading a lot of news about the victims in Japan, NZ and some other places which was affected by the earthquake, I felt a heartache.

I have been through some rough time these few weeks, ups and down, dilemma, confused, angry, sad, hopeless... But when I looked at myself after reading all those articles about this people, mine was merely nothing. 

If I have a bad day, I have a bunch of friends I know I can count on to, a family to talk to, and most importantly a home I can go back to, and just cuddle under the blanket and sleep, and even if I have a nightmare, when I wake up, I know it's just a nightmare and it's not real.

Relationship is not the main focus in life, there are so many things more to do, worth spending time worrying and planning for, instead of just restrain self at a corner thinking about things which is not worth spending time and think everything is going to be alright.

I have a bigger heart to love more than hate, to give more than take, and to forgive and forget. 

Chapter Closed. Move on.

An old friend of mine, they say we look alike, do we? Really? :)