Stars for me is always that beautiful, the moon for me is always that tender and the sunset for me is always that touching, those things will always remind you how if you won't see it the next day,that's why we always drives down to beautiful beaches and places, to adore this sceneries,to show that at least I have no regrets even if I do not see them again the next day, this is the so called "Once in a lifetime scenery", how about once in a lifetime companion?
People often watch movies, they watch movies to try find their stories in it, or even wanted the story to be like what they wanted in the reality world, that's why love stories often touches hearts, especially sorrow hearts, where they tend to be so widely awake in the middle of the night, being a pathetic couch potato, watching movies, thinking which part of the movies can be apply to the real world, in order to have a good excuse to cry over it, how sad...
I once had it, I once hold it, and I am pretty sure if it ever go deeper, it will make me happy, but why do I lost it, because going deeper isn't a one sided fact to be encourage, it affects a lot, there, it stopped me from expressing myself, stopped me from telling the truth, even stopped me from letting it know, how much I love and miss it, I never believe love do works in such a way, in such a time frame, but it does, what do we call it? A miracle? Aren't miracle suppose to show happy endings? Or maybe my life's miracle isn't doing it very well, it made me restrained myself more, and start to doubt myself, are these feelings real? Yes they are, they existed and waiting to be told, but I kept them behind the walls, wishing that the whispers will never reach a single soul, a forever kept beauty, if love is beautiful...
Now... After all these, I do not wish for anything, except wishing that I could smile from my heart again, wish granted? :)
1 comment:
Life's like that, there's ups and down. Stars are like that too you know.. They twinkle but you know it's always there.
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