Breather

Woke up quite early on a Saturday morning, it's now not even 8am yet, how nice... :)
The morning was breezy, sitting on my desk, I can feel the breeze blowing in softly in my room, I feel fresh, for one morning...
Thinking forward, YTD Feb 2010, I won't be longer sitting in this room of mine, I would be already move in to the new place, and I'm gonna miss this place seriously, most of all, my dearies who are just blocks away to reach... If I were to live up till 100 years old, which I don't think it's possible and I don't really think I want to live that long, I actually already spent quarter of my life here in this tiny little hut, how could I not miss it...

I am taking a wild guess that, the leavers always felt much harder and emotional where the stayers don't get the impact so much, I can feel you when you said you were stoned for a while in your room when you got back, somehow deep down, you feel real sad...

But life goes on, no matter how many stay how many left, no matter you are a leaver or a stayer, life just goes on, and the important part is, we are all reachable, just if you are staying out of this globe, this planet, then that would be a totally different story.

Cheers people, have a great weekend.

Rain

Went for a nice dinner...

It was raining heavily outside, while waiting for the car, I looked up to the dark yellowish sky, looking at the drops of falling rain, hitting softly on the road...
Just a sudden urge, I felt like going under the rain, to walk slowly under rain, without concerning what will get wet, just felt like it, soaking myself with the night rain, hoping it will wash away all the complications and simplified it, all worries and doubts into the drain, how nice, and I will be light as a feather...

I will have to learn smiling to myself again...

Some random thing

My blog is collecting dust already, ah never mind, cleaning up bit now...
Stepping into the 3rd month of working, I see myself as a workaholic where I rather stay back in the office and finish up undone business...

This field is teaching me lots, more than I ever expected I could gained in only 2 months, you don't need a long time to see the true colour though, it's just right there for you, they don't hide and most of all, they don't need to.

Having complicated feelings so frequently, I don't know what am i thinking and what do I really want in my life, I might not be as old but old enough to plan a more further goal to achieve.

Seriously, I haven't been laughing whole heartily, it's like nothing there for me to have a good laugh, but not to be forgotten, L4D team is my current happy chips, hehehe... Missing you guys there...

I'm also seriously missing the studying life, and of course the girls, where we really laugh our ass out over the slightest thing, hahaha...

Update me people, I know I've been sort of missing, but I'm still here, still the same old me ;)

Cheers.