Quiet Night

Back in the office at 10.57pm...

I like the feeling of being alone in the office sometimes, maybe it helps me to focus and concentrate more...

The office at this hour, no it's not spooky, it's just relaxing, our office are with really dim lights, and we have pretty windows where you can actually see the city lights of KL.

Playing Michael Buble's song, I miss his concert, if he ever performing here again, I will be there.

Before I left home today, I overheard this song sang by a Chinese singer, caught 1 sentence of the lyrics.

"Everyone love someone else, but not themselves"

How true is that... =)

The Weird Feeling

Life is like an onion : You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

True isn't it, ask yourself how many layers you have peel, and how many times you weep.

Hot Air Balloon

Was at this hot air balloon thing, well, no I didn't manage to be in any of them, because if you wants to ride on one, you need to be there by 6am, like seriously? Clearly I screwed that.

But it's a new experience, I don't really see hot air balloons before even if I do, not in so many pattern and design. Here are some pictures!

Nice eh?

Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you choose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could 
Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel

Michael Buble 13th March 2011

This was the best present I ever bought for myself on my birthday, a ticket to Michael Buble concert with my favourite people too, what else I can ask more... =)

Until now, when I look back at the pictures, I still miss it a lot, and I told myself if he is gonna be here again, I don't mind paying more for his concert, because it's just worth it, really.

I was hooked on to him when I was looking for songs to download, and I accidentally downloaded the song ' I wanna go home', and I totally fall for him after the first time listening to his voice, I was accidentally in love.

That's where I started paying a lot of attention to him, listening to almost all his songs, especially when I was about to sleep, I would have this habit of listening to one or two of his songs, helps me to sleep better, all the time. 

I gotten more in love, when someone like him introduced this song 'Lost' to me, every now and then when I listen to it, it brings back memories, good ones. 

Another thing I really miss is the company trip on a cruise, that was really awesome and I am gonna miss it a very long time.

Chapter Closed

Was reading a lot of news about the victims in Japan, NZ and some other places which was affected by the earthquake, I felt a heartache.

I have been through some rough time these few weeks, ups and down, dilemma, confused, angry, sad, hopeless... But when I looked at myself after reading all those articles about this people, mine was merely nothing. 

If I have a bad day, I have a bunch of friends I know I can count on to, a family to talk to, and most importantly a home I can go back to, and just cuddle under the blanket and sleep, and even if I have a nightmare, when I wake up, I know it's just a nightmare and it's not real.

Relationship is not the main focus in life, there are so many things more to do, worth spending time worrying and planning for, instead of just restrain self at a corner thinking about things which is not worth spending time and think everything is going to be alright.

I have a bigger heart to love more than hate, to give more than take, and to forgive and forget. 

Chapter Closed. Move on.

An old friend of mine, they say we look alike, do we? Really? :)

Hold On

So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright
Cause we are stronger here together
Then we could ever be alone
Just hold on to me
Don't you ever let me go
Hold on to me, it's gonna be alright
Hold on to me tonight
They always say we were the lucky ones

#Michael Buble

Sometimes

People said things are all within your control...

But I guess its not all, because sometimes...

Things are not within your control...

But... If you can't control what's happening, maybe you can try to control the outcome of it...

LOL

Hahahaha poor lady...

20th March 2011

Today is one really good Saturday, totally felt that it wasn't wasted...

I didn't sleep through the whole day, did not just surf the internet the whole day, but...

Woke up at 6am to see the pretty hot air balloons...

Went for some crazy badminton with the nuffies...

Nothing much to update, happy Sunday everyone. =)

p/s : I love rainy days...

What?

Was talking to this friend of mine, she was too curious to know why am I being single.

"Single? You sure or not? For sure not long one, your queue so long, so many to choose from..."

"Wahlau you think I choose people only? People also got the right to choose me one okay, not when I say I want then I can get..."

"Your standards too high lah must be, if not you sure can get one... Better lower your standards a bit, if not how many people you are going to reject? Then because of your character, sooner or later you become your own boyfriend..."

**She made me sounds like I am some, I dunno, it just doesn't sounds good**

"Got such thing as becoming your own boyfriend? Wtf?"

Someone who is mature, stable, caring, and loving - high standards?

Don't think so... Let's see what are the no no characters I won't get attracted to...

I can't take guys with childish character, and thinks he knows everything but just living in a nutshell.

I don't quite admire guys who just live their life each day and not plan for a future.

I don't like guys who mask a lot, it doesn't look good when I find out the person behind it.

I don't like guys who boast about nothing but himself - Hate it when someone is always full of himself...

Not picky, am I? =P

Game Trailers

Was actually watching the trailer for Transformers, and accidentally stumble upon this cool game trailer, which I kind knew it quite sometime ago, but didn't really watch it.

I was watching this trailer - Dead Island. (I will definitely want to get my hands on this game)

One awesome game trailer, haven't watch something like this, despite having the zombies growling at the back scene, together with the theme song, seriously, it brings out all the emotions man.

The last scene was the killer, that makes you go all emotional... T_T

One word for this game trailer - Brilliant

After done watching the emo trailer, I watched Alice - Been hearing how dark this Alice in Wonderland is, and yea the trailers are very much based on various dark elements, not the Disney ones when I watched, everything was so candy colour and pretty.

The Disney version will make people wanna go wonderland

This version will makes you have goosebumps over wonderland, not really a wonderland.

Nevertheless, me being me, I love dark themes, the darker the better, so, I love the trailers, here you go :)

Did you enjoy it? Or is it only me? :P

18th February 2011

Yesterday was the last day of CNY, never really attended any of the chap goh meh activities, throwing oranges for me is such a waste, I guess I would very much set up a mini stall selling those oranges after people throwing them. =D

For me, I went to a place, nowhere near the sea, it was a view you can see the highways and buildings, when you close your eyes and listen, you hear cars cutting through the busy streets, a different kind of calmness you get when the breeze were blowing against your face.

I looked upon the sky, the moon was bright, only very few shining stars, and I saw this plane, makes me wonder passengers on board, where are you going?

Everyone is going to a same place, sitting on a same plane, but different purposes, some for travel, some for work, some for any other reasons.

Same as life, pretty sure everyone wants to be happy, we're living on a very same planet, but different things define happiness for different individuals.

What's your definition of happiness? =)

Good morning peeps, time for me to get ready for a 2 days conference up at a hill!

Love Quote

For you :)

The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it...

You and You along make me feel that I am alive...

Other men, it is said, have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.

By George Moore

Happy CNY

Ya I know, it's almost ending already but heck it's never too late!

This year is kinda quiet for me, not much of a visiting but impromptu visit to one of the highlands. 

I used to remember how ambitious I was in collecting ang paus, as if I set KPIs for it, but now, no more, but I do enjoy the time spent with my family, the older you grow, the more you will understand the importance and tend to appreciate it more, I am sure my brother felt the same too...

This year, let's make sure it's going to be awesome!

Happy CNY peeps.

The Goon Family

Not forgetting him too...

I Need to Exercise

Seriously...

When I was back in Ipoh during CNY, my cousins was asking why do I look different...

One of them said : Eh I think because you gained weight!

OUCH!

Ok need to exercise because I am a big time failure in dieting thank you.

Planning my weekly or maybe daily schedule already... Ok let's just stick to weekly =D

Life

I met up with an old friend today, I met up with him because I saw his Facebook status that I only knew that his mom passed away 2 weeks ago, yes without me knowing if I did not pay attention to the status...

He was okay, I hope... When he was sharing how his mom suffered from the sickness, I saw the corner of his eyes, it was wet... He said without his mom now, his life seems to very different...

While he was talking to me, I saw there was this couple with their new born baby, mom was feeding the baby with milk, and dad was looking at their precious happily...

When one is gone, one is born... Life is that simple, is that pretty, is just a circle...

Now look back at your life circle, what you have achieve, and where are you now? If everything is on your track, you should be smiling when you think of it... =)

Happy Chinese New Year people, and Happy Holidays...

You all out there, deserve to take a break, and just smile, smile from the heart.

Thank You

Thank you for the turtle wax...

I wasn't really focusing that night... T.T

Yes, I scratched my car, brand new...

This Is It

I guess this is it...

For how it's going to be...

19th January 2011

It's been more than half a month since the new year has begun, I should feel that it's a brand new start, and I guess I didn't manage to do it because I accidentally brought in the old stuff from last year to a new year, big mistake really...

How have I been feeling? I don't know, how could someone be at this stage for so long, way too long, tried many ways, or maybe I didn't try hard enough.

Sometimes the most simple things are the things that is the most difficult to have, I think being happy and love is quite simple, but somehow it doesn't last long, it's always been like that, they come and go, as quickly as they can, the happier you are, the faster it will be gone, how come?

How about one of the old topic, or a trending topic that have been with us since the longest time? No not talking about sex but yea the thing call love, it happens to me, they come quickly and left quickly too, don't seems to capture it for a longer time, the longest was 4 years plus and poof, there you go, it's gone.

I am easily cheered when I see the people that I care are happy, but then when I look back at myself, I don't know what went wrong, most of them just want to have some fun, well isn't it more fun and happy when you can be with someone that you really have the heart to be with? Doesn't fun originated from the feeling of happy, and doesn't happy feelings are generated when you know you can love someone who loves you back? 

I am in a totally different situation, I have a heart of steel for the longest time, I won't want to blame the previous relationships that made me into this, I don't believe in fairytale no more, I don't believe that if you love someone whole heartily, they will too, I don't believe that even if you do your best, they will appreciate.

I am just negative towards this word call love, call me a non believer, and I am not afraid to admit it.

Do you agree that the older you grow,the more you gain in life experience, and funny thing is, life experience is somewhat you need to pay, not pay by cash, you pay life experience by things which is so valuable when you're much younger, things like patience, faith, happiness, satisfactory... No?

Randomly saw this tweet on twitter which is quite meaningful.

总有人问你“有对象没？”“呵呵，没有呢。”“不可能吧！”其实，那是真的，不是没人追，只是没有合适的；不是眼光高，只是没有感觉的。也许有时想恋爱，想让自己不再寂寞，可是那个人却没有，不想随随便便的爱了。因为有一种单身叫“宁缺勿滥”，有一种单身只为等待某人。

Good morning world, it's only 4.22am and you should still be in bed...=)