Ok I was tagged..

Tagged by Guineaaaaaa...

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
Jason Lim (He was imitating Ben)

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Eating Bah Kut Teh.. Hohoho

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Sitting in front of the computer and complaining about mass comm research

4. What happened to you in 2006?
Erm.. How am I supposed to remember?! Well I was still attached to the same guy, and my family was real fine

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
What the fu*k lah wei!!

6. How many beverages did you have today?
Woo plenty, I don't being call a camel for nothing...

7. What colour is your hairbrush?
Skin colour, I used my fingers >.<

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
My Digi prepaid card..

9. Where were you last night?
At college interviewed by LAN and home.

10. What colour is your front door?
Dark brown

11. Where do you keep your change?
Purse

12. What's the weather like today?
Was stuck in the whole campus without feeling the sunlight from 9-5pm

13. What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Rum Raisin

14. What excites you?
Breath taking sceneries, I might cry for those sceneries.

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
I wish I could even do it now, see how desperate am I?

16. Are you over the age of 25?
Blardy of course not yet!!!! Not so soon either!

17. Do you talk a lot?
Well I guess so, do I?

18. Do you watch the O.C?
Apa ni?!

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Plenty and it's confusing.

20. Do you make your own words?
Well well yeah :D

21. Are you a jealous person?
Hmm don't really get jealous, more to envy :D

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'
Alisha

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'
Kelvin

24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
Endang ---> 9am.. Hahaha!!

25. What does the last text message you received say?
" Ok ok, wantanpoh is like that d. Forever wantan!!"

26. Do you chew on the straw?
Well yea but stopped.

27. Do you have curly hair?
Which part of the hair you are talking? *grin

28. What's the next place you're going to?
Going to the hall and disturb Ben

29. Who's the rudest person in your life?
Those uncivilized passerby s on streets

30. What was the last thing you ate?
cin cau

31. Will you get married in the future?
Well I wish for that :)

32. What was the best movie you've seen in past 2 weeks?
The Guardian and The exoticism on Emily Rose (HBO)

33. Is there anyone I like right now?
My besties!

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Sunday

35. Are you currently depressed?
Indeed, that stupid not so workable topic.

36. Did you cry today?
nope

37. Why did you answer and post this?
Because I was tagged by someone who looks like a guinea pig

38. Tag 5 people who would do this.
Shiro,Mady,Ying Han,Maggie and Cherrion

Di dum Di

Well well well... Felt like screaming at the particular lecturer, just felt like screaming at her asking " What the hell do you want lah?!"

U blardy chicken!!! Die!!! *Wish I could do that to her...

Ok stop the violent part, life still goes on, but was about to end when I was like sitting in a freaking freezer for like 2 hours?!!!! Was sleepy, the lecture was about history, and the air conditioner was blowing blardy air towards my direction, really make me got the urge to just set up a fire in the middle and warm everybody up, duh!

Tuesday is always tiring... Have to stay focus from 9.30am - 5.30pm with only half an hour break, oi pengsan lah! Talking about 9.30am.. Someone actually ring me up this morning at 9am ---> "Ei Jest, where is the class? Why nobody there one?" Ahahahaha you know who you are, and I know you will definitely read my blog and start cursing me like " That Jest ar!!!!"... Ok last week I had the same situation, reached college at 8.45am, rush to class and ding* --> Where is everybody? Starting to get panic and ring up some fairy for guidance, well I waited for 45 minutes for class to start, sitting in the stupid tiny room, practicing one man show...

Just one thing, you girls are the one who motivates me to college I guess, hehe.. SO I actually dig out an old picture from my collection, well someone is missing there thou, sweet memory...

The Green With the White
Special thanks to ji mui sueshen for that post on your blog, it's touching, I love you muax!!!

2008...

Well I know it's slightly late to start off the title with 2008, since it's already 12 days passed 2007...

First of all, again happy new year to all my friends, and girls, if you are calculating and complaining about how old you are getting, please don't!( I have to admit I am one of them who is complaining) Well try thinking that, instead of getting older every year passed, let's put it this way ----> Girls, we are a year wiser ... Sounds better? Well that's the truth, we do become mature when every year passed, or even everyday,every hour, every minute, every second..

Time flies, don't they? When I was young, or even smaller, I used to hate schools, hate getting up early in the morning catching school buses, hate wearing uniform,just you name it, I might put it in the hate list, and most of all, I hate when time crawls...

When I used to sit in the classroom, focusing on the teacher's lecture, I will always peep to my watch and wish time will speed up at least 10 times of it's speed, so instead of tickling per second, I wish it was tickling 10 seconds at once, just can't wait to grow up and do many things that adults do, well cut off the "blue" scene please, hahaha...

Eventually, I've grown up, reaching 20's, the reverse mood came, instead of 10 times faster, I wished it was 10 times slowly, or if time never moves, it would be the greatest, and now, I missed those uniform days, those schools, and even love recalling how I used to catch buses.. My wish was granted -----> Time flies....

We are almost graduating, not even a year time, just few months... I seriously telling you that, I'll missed this college life no matter how crappy it get sometimes, I missed wandering in just anywhere while waiting for classes, and most of all, I will really missed you guys for being there for a total of 3 years,can I just hug you girls when I see u all next week? Hahaha...

Remember, we are not getting older but wiser, both are facts, depends on which side you will perceive it better, the coin is always 2 sided,flip to the other side, you will definitely see something different... Love you girls, and good luck for the whole of 2008!

Astro Kirana

Phew, I was actually half vanished from this blogging stuff ever since I started my internship, but then, it's going to end very soon, only a couple more days, and I will be seeing my girls again, and I bet, we are gonna share so so much hahaha! Can't wait...

Alright I attend a short film award 2007 at Sunway Convention Hall, was organized by Astro Kirana, was a good experience thou...

So there, among 100 short films, 10 was nominated, and guessed what, "The Promise" was nominated as one of the Top 10, and here I would like to take this opportunity to thank those who voted for the film, that we won the Audience Award category, hahaha... Well, special thanks to Phei Ni,Mady,Cades,Carmen,Alisha and many many more lol!

So that night, sat with Patrick and wife Jennifer on a same table, while Sia and Sook Kee was separated from us, how sad... :(
There were guest like Carmen Soo, 3R girls, Ammir Mohammed who directed Durian,The Last Communist and his latest film will be Susuk, Osman Ali and great backbones from Puteri Gunung Ledang, and again, many many more...

The ambiance was kinda ok for a first timer cause this is the 1st time Kirana hosting such ceremony which I think it's marvelous to get new fresh blood into the film industry to increase the fame of Malaysia cinema talent.
The Top 3 winners, which I predicted the exact 3 films will be having the awards, 1st runner up and the grand prize winner's films was really stunning and the impact was really good, from here, we noticed that, in Malaysia, there are many talented freshies are waiting to express their great passion in the film industry.

If any of you are interested to know why are they the winners, you will be greatly impressed by their performance and teamwork, try log on to Astro website and go for the short films award, you will see a listed nominated films... 1st runner up was" Shou Ji" and grand prize winner was "Beautifool Life"... Seriously, I really think that these 2 films deserved the award, you will understand what am I trying to say when you watched them, and Dang, you favourite actress was nominated as the best performance award, which I'm glad she got it too ^^

Do watch Astro Kirana on every Monday 11pm, there will be short films shown on screen as well, and by March, top 10 nominated films will be screened as well hehe...
Here I would really wanna thanked Sia for giving such opportunity and experience ^^...

Please Don't...

Please don't let me dislike talking to you
Please don't let me begin ignoring you
Please don't let me look down on you by how you behave
Please don't let me loose my respect towards you
Please don't let me have the feeling of frustration when I see you
Please don't let me get irritated when you ask really dumb questions
Please don't let me have so many chances to raise my voice against you
Please don't let me think that you are the black sheep among others
Please don't let me repeat things which had been repeated a thousand times
Please don't let me stop saying hi to you
Please don't let me think that talking to you is such suffering and wasting time

Just you know who you are... Please don't... I'm getting real sick...

自然减肥方法

姐妹们
我最近发现了乐一格减肥方法 但你们不要学哦 不健康。。。

原来人失恋 是很自然地没有胃口 就算再美的美食 你都不会吃。。。
而且。。。
很容易发呆
很容易胡思乱想
很容易想睡觉 因为睡觉才不会觉得痛苦
很容易无精打采
很容易想大声地喊

不止这样。。。
很难开心地笑
很难有心机做事
最终的是。。。
真的很难控制不哭
因为。。。
我从第一句打到现在，
竟然说服不到自己不要哭。。。

自然而然， 我应该也会减轻几磅。。。
有人告诉我， 到底眼泪会让我瘦吗?
因为我担心我会便排骨，

泪水，你可以不要流了吗?

Happy Deepavali?

Wishing al my Indian fellas who is celebrating this festive, do have a really wonderful one ok?! HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

Tomorrow, a holiday, woohoo! But unfortunately it's only 1 day, so I was wondering, why do Indians get to celebrate their festive for only one day?! Malays have their long holidays for Hari Raya , and counting in other Raya Haji plus minus, Chinese do have their Chinese New Year and also other small small festives, but Indians, I only heard of Deepavali and Thaipusam, so total sum up it's only 2 days.. 2 days?!

Talking about festive, besides Deepavali, X'mas is on his way here, after that, looking forward to Chinese New Year! Yay!! So there is a benefit living in a multi racial country, where you can have all sort of holiday even the festive has nothing to do with you, untungnya~ Well let me take one day, I don't know when, I will count how many holidays we have in a year,that would be interesting eh?

Looking forward for x'mas, just hope there is no events up on that day, pray*
Oh one more thing, Christians do celebrate their own race festives do they, like Indian Christians celebrates Deepavali? Chinese Christians celebrates Chinese New Year? Confused...

Anyhow, good day to all and happy holiday, although it's only for 1 day, hahaha...

Another one...

Another raping case...
9 year old Indian girl, raped and thrown out of the balcony...
She was left 2 hours without the parents...

Now, people say don't go out and stay at home,yu will be safe... But for now,staying at home isn't safe,so where do we go now? dig a hole and hide?

I used to walk with my 2 besties to school in the early morning, well nothing ever happens, except for once when I have to walk alone, I met this moron who actually half masturbating infront of me, wtf... That's where I carry my pepper spray...

So now, people are getting more violent, more beasty, more scary... Are we back to the uncivilize era, or we are worse than that?

Well you tell me...

P.S= girls, please be exra caution about our surrounding ok? ^^

New Start

Stepped my foot at Star Event Company today, for the first time, 2 months internship,grr...
Well fist impression, superiors are nice, colleagues are nice, and everything nice, maybe it's the first day, everything seems fine...
I am looking forward to invloved myself into just anything that the company is dealing with, I wanna be as busy as I can, coz at this moment, I am just sitting down here, surfing the net and doing nothing...
Between, have anyone of you registered to ahmoi.com? Well the design is cute, I guess girls will love it so much, so if you are interested, go and do a slight survey,it won't take you long...

www.ahmoi.com

If anyone of you have registeredm add me at Jester85 ok?
Hope everyone is doing great in their internship ok? Muahhh!!


The cutie female version


The male version

Alone...

I was watching a lot of those "virus transmitting" movies where once you are infected, you are a blood sucking creature, which is like 28 days later, 28 weeks later and resident evil... I don't know why I was so into these kind of movies, well maybe it's my own way of releasing stress, stress of boredom, hahaha...

While watching movies, I tend to put myself into the character, and feel if I were him/her, what would I do... This time, I put myself in this character in the movie of 28 days later...

If anyone of you watched this movie, I guess you all are familiar where this actor woke up in the hospital where not even a single person was in that hospital, slowly he moves to the main street of London, no cars, no people and empty shops... As if the whole London left him all alone there...

So there my auto mode switch on, putting myself in this character, where I woke up with no one in the house, slowly to the garden , and then the main street of KL... OMG how creepy is it? No one talking to you, no cars driving around honking, no shops open for selling, damn it's a dead city, it's seriously scary and horrible even if it is in the broad daylight, yuke! Don't feel good at all...

Learn t something, it's so good to hear people talking and laughing, it's so good to see traffic jams when you know there are hundreds of people are with you, it's just good to be crowded!!!

This is what we call-----> The reverse psychology

Hahaha good day everyone, and good luck in the internship!!

It's raining...

3.00am sharp, a really early Monday morning...
Can't sleep yet, I guessed my sleeping time is all upside down, have to better tune it back to normal before I start my internship...
Sitting in front of the computer,listening to sentimental songs, how can these situation not trigger my thoughts, so that's why I am blogging here...
Thinking deeply, about what have I achieve so far in my 22 years of life, second thought, I achieve nothing yet... Seeing and hearing stories and experiences from friends telling me that how much the have achieve, I felt so behind, I can;t even chase their shadow...
I am one career minded women which he sometimes wish that I am one who is not so adventurous... Well, since young, I think I am more tomboyish than any other girl,I love learning guy's thing;cars,sci-fi related stuff,being mechanical in my house... Believe me or not, I fixed my electrical household items that my dad thinks I am no difference from my brother lol...
Thinking how much will I achieve in the future, I don't even know what do I wanna achieve, I am still lost...
Anyone of you found your aim in the future yet? Share with me!

Just for laughter...

Ok I got this joke from an email,was nice, read it ok? Hehehehe...

A woman stopped by unannounced at her recently married son's house.
She rang the doorbell and walked in.
She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked.
Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"I'm waiting for my husband to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered.

"But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed.

"This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained.

"Love dress? But you're naked!"

"My husband loves me to wear this dress," she explained.

"It excites him to no end.

Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on end.
He can't get enough of me."

The mother-in-law left.

When she got home, she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive.
Finally, her husband came home.
He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively.
"What are you doing?" he asked.

"This is my love dress," she whispered, sensually.

"Needs ironing," he said. "What's for dinner?

"

It farted...

Blardy...
Ok seriously I never knew animals do fart like a skunk,until that perfect afternoon...
I was laying down on the couch watching tv, as usual the si manja Ben will jump onto the couch and land on me,pose his sleeping pose, usually it would be his asshole, I mean his butt facing me, maybe he wanted some tv shows too, no idea about it...
Ok there it goes, it's like a silent killer,it comes so quietly but it leaves a deadly smell,omg! Right into my nose! At first I felt some warm air, and the smell follows.............
Confirmed it was him who did the farting, his stupid guilty look saying " I am sorry I farted right into your nose..." Those kind of look...
So, from that day onwards, When he land on me with his butt facing me, I have the phobia and I will turn him to the other side where his guilty face facing me...
Wonder why Bluey (my 7 year old bunny) nv farted, maybe he did, just not that stinko?

Song

There are some songs, when you hear them, it reminds you of that situation, it brings back the particular memory, happy, sweet, sad, heartbroken... I tend to tell myself that, I can forget things which I don't want them to come back to my memory box, but I was wrong, when you listen to a certain song, it actually brought back the exact feeling of things... I was wrong that, things cannot be forgotten, it was just hiding somewhere where you can't find them, until something happens, it comes back... This is a song from someone which I thought I can forget,unfortunately, I was wrong, still exist in my memory, the feeling of that time, just wanna ask, how are you doing now, it's been a long long time since we last sat down and talk, I know you were hiding from me before, and I did the same, till the day you called me back,things might not be the same anymore, but truly, you are still someone that I care... A friend... Remember this song?

梁静茹 可惜不是你

这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴著心
(我想我更有权力关心你)
可能你 已走进别人风景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

Breast Cancer

To all the girls,

Walked by pass a champagne the other day in college, it's all about breast cancer and how to fight it, I guess we should all be aware of it and it's danger, you won't wanna have half your breast cut off when you are in your 30s right? So I browse through the net and found some info for how do you know you are actually affected by this nightmare...

Changes that could be due to a breast cancer are
* A lump or thickening in an area of the breast
* A change in the size or shape of a breast
* Dimpling of the skin
* A change in the shape of your nipple, particularly if it turns in, sinks into the breast or becomes irregular in shape
* A blood-stained discharge from the nipple
* A rash on a nipple or surrounding area
* A swelling or lump in your armpit

Well a change in the size or shape of the breast, mm... I guess it's pretty normal to us girls, but if you are also facing the other symptoms, please please go to the doctor and do a check up ok? I will arrange a check up as well, just to put my mind in rest, anyone interested lol?

P.S= This is not only for girls, guys can get breast cancer in any chance too ok? But I guess it wont be the change in size or shape, if yes, u definitely have to consult a doctor, there is definitely something wrong hahahah!

Girls and Guys!

Hey! Mmm lately im trying hard to find nice movies, I had some already, but I am scratching my head to get more nice movies, categories would be romance and humour hahaha, so please please drop me a comment about which movie is nice to get? any language will do, but within the range of English, Mandarin or even Cantonese, I don't mind Korean movies too hahaha! Pls don't comment me on Bollywood movies, you girls know why...
Anyhow, presentation for seminar is superd near, it's just a blink of an eye, gosh gotta prepare it already, before that, good luck girls on the presentation and million thanks to Drew for the information you gave me ^^

What is on their mind?!

Nurin, an 8 year old girl was found missing on 20th August, being raped and murdered brutally...

Now what is wrong with all these people now, what's going on in their stupid minds?!! Are these human beings or beast?! Don't they have bloody feelings for the victims? Don't they have nightmares every night after they committed such act? I believe even animals kill for a reason, meat eater kill for the sake of hunger... How many people around us are slowly evolving into some kind of beast?!

The old people always say," What is happening to the world now? Every page of the newspapers reporting tragedies instead of news that can lightened up a day..." So here, when is the last time you read the headlines and actually smiled? Some said all these tragedies were happening all the time, maybe in the good old days, news just did not cover so much of these stories like now... I don't think so...

Tsunami, earth quakes, mother nature disasters are wiping out numbers of live, is this a symptom of clearance?

Reality or Dreams?

Since young, for me, were asked to fill in the ambition blanks, I remembered filling in teacher, doctor and singer...
Slowly moving into the teenage world, the above ambitions seems to be getting far away from me, so as for my interest, I told myself I would stick to the doctor...
After form 5, the doctor's ambition vanished after all the years, and it confused me that was my ambition a reality or just a dream which you could only dream on?
At the age of early 20s, surprisingly a lot of occupation seems to be so unreachable where you could only dream on things, what happen to those ambitions which I filled in when I was just a kid? Kids often think that everything is possible, some might even filled in the blanks like, "I want to be a superhero..." which us, adults would laugh at them and tell them is impossible. While for adults, everything seems to be impossible, if you tell someone that," Hey I want to be a spaceman walking on the surface of the moon...", definitely you would have exchange those words with stares from your friends or even family, "What the hell? Spaceman? Why not you stop dreaming and get your feet back into reality!"
So, there you go, being a spaceman, a billionaire, a president of a country is all just illusion and dreams? So Bill Gates, George Bush, Valentina Tereshkova, the first woman in space were all not humans? Coz if we want to be them ,we can only dream about it and not having it stated down in the list.

There is these few words and phrases which push me from moving forward to the so call impossibles: There is a Will, There is a Way. If others can do it, why not you?

Be brave to chase your dreams and make it come true,there is a possibility. ^^

13.9.2007

Mom went medical check up yesterday, result was that she has high blood pressure which she will have to take medicine to control it, mom let's go for exercise ok?

Ok tomorrow will be the day for it, hate it so much that I have to revise every damn thing again, but I guess I really deserved this.. So here I would like to wish all my fellow mates who's going for the second battle, GOOD LUCK!!

Read one old copy of reader digest, but still the information is never old :)
I would really like to share this with you all.

Preparing my son for his first day of kindergarden, we were reviewing numbers and counting. Suddenly he asked," What is the biggest number in the world?"
As briefly as possible, I tried to explain to him the concept of infinity, I thought I had done pretty well, but then he said," Dad, then what number comes just before infinity?"-Shawn Foster,December 2001

Something to ponder over... ^^

Love Story

Watched a Korean drama, finished 20+ chapters in 2 days, coz it is really addictive... I usually do not fancy all this drama as I am afraid to cry because of all this soap opera, but well, someone introduced me the drama, and I watch...
Was touching, it really touches ur heart that made ur tears drop...
Watching this drama made me think alot, that's why he is always afraid that I watch sad love stories, because after every love stories I watched, I will tend to ask alot of questions which he cannot answer, like " How if I have few days left in this world, what would you do?" He will always refused to answer and say " Pls do not say all this things? We are now healthy and nothing will happen?"
Well baby, life is where people get together, but at the end, it is always the split... I remembered when there were only few days ahead before my PMR arrived, my grandfather passed away,he was buried next to my grandmother's tombstone, when I saw my grandmother's tombstone, it was already grown with alga... Knew how long my grandfather waited to be re-unite with my his wife? It was a total of 15 years...
Dear, whenever I think of this, I don't know why I just got a painful feeling that makes me wanna cry and do nothing...
I will always miss you, no matter when or where...