Here are some of the not so update updates, hehehe...
Online Marketing Workshop, which I think it's really an eye opener and good exposure.
Yes it's LG Event!
Angels and Devils
I'm honoured :)
Beautiful. Laughter. Blue Sky. Hope
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Almost a month old
It's been almost a month old since I joined the nuffies!
Here are some of the not so update updates, hehehe...
Online Marketing Workshop, which I think it's really an eye opener and good exposure.
Yes it's LG Event!
Angels and Devils
I'm honoured :)
Here are some of the not so update updates, hehehe...
Online Marketing Workshop, which I think it's really an eye opener and good exposure.
Yes it's LG Event!
Angels and Devils
I'm honoured :)
Saturday, May 09, 2009
这样深情
原谅我当天不懂得珍惜
只知任性
坏事情
唯原你此刻可于虚空中
将心聆听
将来若真的再有个约会会完成
真的会再有这样深情
我以天为证跟你带领
Wesak day... Believe in reincarnation?
The Chinese saying, we will never remember what we've gone through from our previous life. How is it feels like when we remembers everything, it will be a good start, a way of turning back time and fixed thing.
I wish... Tomorrow is my reincarnation, so I can... Start all over again, and if I ever remembers you, I'll want to restart everything, like what you said, if I see you and I don't remember you, we'll just walk pass each other without feeling.
Will you still love me like now, even I have reborn into a new body?
For me, as long as it's you, I will...
只知任性
坏事情
唯原你此刻可于虚空中
将心聆听
将来若真的再有个约会会完成
真的会再有这样深情
我以天为证跟你带领
Wesak day... Believe in reincarnation?
The Chinese saying, we will never remember what we've gone through from our previous life. How is it feels like when we remembers everything, it will be a good start, a way of turning back time and fixed thing.
I wish... Tomorrow is my reincarnation, so I can... Start all over again, and if I ever remembers you, I'll want to restart everything, like what you said, if I see you and I don't remember you, we'll just walk pass each other without feeling.
Will you still love me like now, even I have reborn into a new body?
For me, as long as it's you, I will...
Locked
Back to my old self...
Locking everything up again...
Just when I can finally let things flow...
A huge rock just block the way and I have to leave...
Yes...
Back to my old self, I'm all cold and locked up again...
And I felt better this way...
I’m Gonna Lock My Heart ~ Billie Holiday
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw away the key
I’m wise to all those tricks you played on me
I’m gonna turn my back on love
Gonna snob the moon above
Seal all my windows up with tin
So the love bug can’t get in
Park my romance right along the curb
Hang a sign upon my heart
“Please don’t disturb”
And if I never fall in love again
That’s soon enough for me
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw the key
And if I never fall in love again
That’s soon enough for me
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw away the key
I’ll never fall in love again
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw away the key
Friday, May 08, 2009
Cockroach for Meal
Well another nice Friday, decided to have breakfast with brother since it was way too early for me to step in the office yet, and yes I was hungry, wasn't on a good eating habit lately, ah yes yes I know I might get gastric, I will eat on time!
Sat down and my mind was focused on having nasi lemak, brother influenced by me, so ordered biasa for myself and brother wanted ayam rendang.
Hmmm food arrived, not bad taste nice, went and taste a bit of my brother's ayam rendang, damn nice can! Quickly I ordered ayam rendang too, and it came with a separate plate, woohooo...
The feat may begin, as usual, I played with my food a bit before I eat (Yes I must admit it was good practicing in playing your food before you eat lah Justin), and woooot, there were this prawn in ayam remdang too? No wonder it tasted nice, using my utensil to happily flip the prawn, and yes that is where it begins...
Description:
Gasping in horror
Goosebumps
Heart sink
The scratchy feeling over my skull
OMFG!!! That is not a blardy prawn!!!! That is a full grown COCKroach! I almost stop eating immediately, and yes my brother was stunned for a moment and continue eating but left the ayam rendang alone. Every bite I chew, I suppose it's the psychology playing tricks, I kept feeling that I'm chewing on some cockroach!
YES, THEY DID NOT CHARGE US FOR THE BREAKFAST!
Just to share, I went for a family lunch with Jason at somewhere some place, I always got the habit in playing my food, a better word to use, I check my food, not until that day, I oversee the black wild mushroom when I chewed on it...
"Hmm it tasted funny and a bit crunchy. Ok I am going to spit it out and yeaaaahhhhhhhhhhh -----> I was eating a small cockroach, WTF!
you won't know how many nightmares I have ride on with cockroach, they are the worse thing that God ever created! Especially those which flies!!
Reminder : Play with your food before you eat!
Wanted to browse through some cockroaches pictures, look here is what I got:
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DAMN GELI CAN!!! WHICH PART OF THE PLANET DID IT COME FROM!
Till then, have a great weekend peeps!
Sat down and my mind was focused on having nasi lemak, brother influenced by me, so ordered biasa for myself and brother wanted ayam rendang.
Hmmm food arrived, not bad taste nice, went and taste a bit of my brother's ayam rendang, damn nice can! Quickly I ordered ayam rendang too, and it came with a separate plate, woohooo...
The feat may begin, as usual, I played with my food a bit before I eat (Yes I must admit it was good practicing in playing your food before you eat lah Justin), and woooot, there were this prawn in ayam remdang too? No wonder it tasted nice, using my utensil to happily flip the prawn, and yes that is where it begins...
Description:
Gasping in horror
Goosebumps
Heart sink
The scratchy feeling over my skull
OMFG!!! That is not a blardy prawn!!!! That is a full grown COCKroach! I almost stop eating immediately, and yes my brother was stunned for a moment and continue eating but left the ayam rendang alone. Every bite I chew, I suppose it's the psychology playing tricks, I kept feeling that I'm chewing on some cockroach!
YES, THEY DID NOT CHARGE US FOR THE BREAKFAST!
Just to share, I went for a family lunch with Jason at somewhere some place, I always got the habit in playing my food, a better word to use, I check my food, not until that day, I oversee the black wild mushroom when I chewed on it...
"Hmm it tasted funny and a bit crunchy. Ok I am going to spit it out and yeaaaahhhhhhhhhhh -----> I was eating a small cockroach, WTF!
you won't know how many nightmares I have ride on with cockroach, they are the worse thing that God ever created! Especially those which flies!!
Reminder : Play with your food before you eat!
Wanted to browse through some cockroaches pictures, look here is what I got:
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DAMN GELI CAN!!! WHICH PART OF THE PLANET DID IT COME FROM!
Till then, have a great weekend peeps!
Sunday, May 03, 2009
There & Then
This is the normal usual picture when I walked in my office every morning.
*Yes it's all nice and tidy*
And this would be the not so normal and usual picture when I walked in the office in the mornings, well yes everything you see, it has to be upside down, inside out, and whatever you call, it's a disaster.
But well, never gonna expect this during my last day of work in PnR, total disaster, more of a massive tsunami hit. You will sit and stoned for seconds before you decided to snap a picture out of it.
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TADA!!!!!!!
Monitor facing back, my precious bear being stuffed in some cup, all the stationary all lined up isntead of being in the pencil case, everything upside down, yes u must be wondering, the umbrella is open to cover my upside down office chair, that I 1st thought that it has gone missing, the only few things is still in order, is my table, CPU and yes the rubbish bin, nicely done, big applause to the creative minds from the creative team, and yes not forgetting the usual 3 musketeers.
Now you know why it's worth a shot? Because I'm gonna miss the disasters I encounter during the alternative mornings, and yes, I'm missing the PnRians already, you guys rock and thanks for everything!
*Yes it's all nice and tidy*
And this would be the not so normal and usual picture when I walked in the office in the mornings, well yes everything you see, it has to be upside down, inside out, and whatever you call, it's a disaster.
But well, never gonna expect this during my last day of work in PnR, total disaster, more of a massive tsunami hit. You will sit and stoned for seconds before you decided to snap a picture out of it.
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TADA!!!!!!!
Monitor facing back, my precious bear being stuffed in some cup, all the stationary all lined up isntead of being in the pencil case, everything upside down, yes u must be wondering, the umbrella is open to cover my upside down office chair, that I 1st thought that it has gone missing, the only few things is still in order, is my table, CPU and yes the rubbish bin, nicely done, big applause to the creative minds from the creative team, and yes not forgetting the usual 3 musketeers.
Now you know why it's worth a shot? Because I'm gonna miss the disasters I encounter during the alternative mornings, and yes, I'm missing the PnRians already, you guys rock and thanks for everything!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Uncivilized people
Was on my way to the office this morning, the weather was pretty good, all warm and shiny. Not until I witnessed this incident…
Happened to stop at a traffic light on a bridge, saw this Indian man, assuming him aging from 30- 40 years old, riding on a motorcycle, he stopped at the bridge, took off his helmet, at the same moment, took out a yellow dirty plastic bag, look right look left, followed with that stupid “Ops it wasn’t on purpose punya attitude”, happily letting go the grip of his fat hands of the plastic bag, and there and then, into the river, gotten on his blardy motorcycle, and ride off.
The moment I saw this, oh my god if ever you touch my head, it was boiling, I was seriously damn furious! How old are you man, old enough to think and old enough to understand littering like that is such a disgrace to yourself and also polluting the river lah!
This is lah Malaysian, apa pun boleh, littering also boleh!
I actually realized this happens in Malaysia, if you ever see there is a signboard with “Jangan Membuang Sampah Di Sini, Denda RM500”, there goes the spot lah, will be filled up with pile of rubbish, what the? Now people don’t understand or what? What is wrong with our education system now? Maybe someone shud try put the signage in the rubbish bin so people will throw in? Will it work that way?
Educators like parents, some are really siao loh, I’ve seen father lowering down the window to allow the children to throw rubbish out, WHAT?!
People are not being dumb for failing to understand what pollution is, it’s just plain selfishness and so call being convenient to them. If the earth dies, you suffer too, and because of all your stupid selfishness, we tend to suffer together with you.
Happened to stop at a traffic light on a bridge, saw this Indian man, assuming him aging from 30- 40 years old, riding on a motorcycle, he stopped at the bridge, took off his helmet, at the same moment, took out a yellow dirty plastic bag, look right look left, followed with that stupid “Ops it wasn’t on purpose punya attitude”, happily letting go the grip of his fat hands of the plastic bag, and there and then, into the river, gotten on his blardy motorcycle, and ride off.
The moment I saw this, oh my god if ever you touch my head, it was boiling, I was seriously damn furious! How old are you man, old enough to think and old enough to understand littering like that is such a disgrace to yourself and also polluting the river lah!
This is lah Malaysian, apa pun boleh, littering also boleh!
I actually realized this happens in Malaysia, if you ever see there is a signboard with “Jangan Membuang Sampah Di Sini, Denda RM500”, there goes the spot lah, will be filled up with pile of rubbish, what the? Now people don’t understand or what? What is wrong with our education system now? Maybe someone shud try put the signage in the rubbish bin so people will throw in? Will it work that way?
Educators like parents, some are really siao loh, I’ve seen father lowering down the window to allow the children to throw rubbish out, WHAT?!
People are not being dumb for failing to understand what pollution is, it’s just plain selfishness and so call being convenient to them. If the earth dies, you suffer too, and because of all your stupid selfishness, we tend to suffer together with you.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Left 4 Dead
It’s been raining since morning, and well no joke, the rain was pouring, heavy enough to blur the sight of the road, and the saddest is, everyone is already on the road for work in such a fine weather. Well in my dictionary, fine weather means rainy and cozy weathers, not the sunny kind one, yes I know, I should be a vampire.
Latest addiction – Left 4 Dead.
Why is it when I say I do play L4D, especially the guys, and also the same response Wah lau you play L4D one ar!!?? Unexpected loh!!
Adding in I also told them I go cyber café for the game, another response Wah so did all the guys were shock to see girls like you playing this kind of games?!
Hello… What do you mean by girls like me? So what should ‘girls like me’ do would be best fit in the picture? Bakery? Cooking? Shopping? Make up? Pedicure? Or maybe even Barbie? No offence, I love doing the things above, and do exclude the Barbie thingy, but somehow, I also love doing the boy stuff, and I’m not alone, I got a girl partner for that too ok, our L4D team is like equal, 2 guys 2 girls, fun!
So here are some of the screens for the games, so you can get a better feel on it.
I enjoy playing with my usual mates, main thing is, we do not practice serious gaming, so everytime we'll laugh our ass out while playing, I have to admit I'm being so noob in the game that, I am the one that everyone will pay extra attention on, I'm either walking too near the zombies as I am trying to make friends with them, or might even try playing unsucccessful hide and seek with the tank that I gave up and try riding on it, or falling off stairs and even shooting own team mates that i thought it was zombie, accidently throwing flames that causes fire, and most of all, I will pick up guns and health pack when team mates die, LOL!
Dear team mates, I know I am forgiven for all these silly things, and I love you guys hahaha! XOXOXO
Whoever haven't try the game, if you do not in tend to get addicted to something, warning --> Do not try! You will definitely have the addiction for it!
CHEERS!!
Latest addiction – Left 4 Dead.
Why is it when I say I do play L4D, especially the guys, and also the same response Wah lau you play L4D one ar!!?? Unexpected loh!!
Adding in I also told them I go cyber café for the game, another response Wah so did all the guys were shock to see girls like you playing this kind of games?!
Hello… What do you mean by girls like me? So what should ‘girls like me’ do would be best fit in the picture? Bakery? Cooking? Shopping? Make up? Pedicure? Or maybe even Barbie? No offence, I love doing the things above, and do exclude the Barbie thingy, but somehow, I also love doing the boy stuff, and I’m not alone, I got a girl partner for that too ok, our L4D team is like equal, 2 guys 2 girls, fun!
So here are some of the screens for the games, so you can get a better feel on it.
I enjoy playing with my usual mates, main thing is, we do not practice serious gaming, so everytime we'll laugh our ass out while playing, I have to admit I'm being so noob in the game that, I am the one that everyone will pay extra attention on, I'm either walking too near the zombies as I am trying to make friends with them, or might even try playing unsucccessful hide and seek with the tank that I gave up and try riding on it, or falling off stairs and even shooting own team mates that i thought it was zombie, accidently throwing flames that causes fire, and most of all, I will pick up guns and health pack when team mates die, LOL!
Dear team mates, I know I am forgiven for all these silly things, and I love you guys hahaha! XOXOXO
Whoever haven't try the game, if you do not in tend to get addicted to something, warning --> Do not try! You will definitely have the addiction for it!
CHEERS!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Getting old...
Thank you for all the pressies and wishes from all of you, once again, you guys rock! I'm glad I always have you all here with me...
I remembered when I was young, I have to admit I gets very excited over my birthdays, because at the end of the day, I would calculate how many presents I got, and I would open up all in one shot like a ceremony, that is why, I love birthdays! My wish is always hoping everyone will shower me loads of goodies during the day...
There was also a stage, where I started to rush the time to come faster so I can get out of schooling life, telling myself it's so boring studying all the text books and those gov exams... Every birthday, I would tell myself, ok it's gonna be quick enough to leave this study life and go yahoooo!!!
But then as time goes by, I do not celebrate birthdays anymore, I do not wait for the day to come and count my presents anymore, i do not make the wish in volume but quality ones, wishes that only I myself can achieve. The different stages of life, which stage am I stepping in already?
I wanna be sharp and I won't allowed myself to get lost in the path anymore, and I know I am not taking an easy and straight path, the path i am taking, if I achieve, I would achieve it great, that's for now my biggest wish.
I've been already blessed by Him for giving me great gift that I once never realized, I don't need more than them.
I remembered when I was young, I have to admit I gets very excited over my birthdays, because at the end of the day, I would calculate how many presents I got, and I would open up all in one shot like a ceremony, that is why, I love birthdays! My wish is always hoping everyone will shower me loads of goodies during the day...
There was also a stage, where I started to rush the time to come faster so I can get out of schooling life, telling myself it's so boring studying all the text books and those gov exams... Every birthday, I would tell myself, ok it's gonna be quick enough to leave this study life and go yahoooo!!!
But then as time goes by, I do not celebrate birthdays anymore, I do not wait for the day to come and count my presents anymore, i do not make the wish in volume but quality ones, wishes that only I myself can achieve. The different stages of life, which stage am I stepping in already?
I wanna be sharp and I won't allowed myself to get lost in the path anymore, and I know I am not taking an easy and straight path, the path i am taking, if I achieve, I would achieve it great, that's for now my biggest wish.
I've been already blessed by Him for giving me great gift that I once never realized, I don't need more than them.
Imma being tagged
*Tagged by Guinea Pig :)
The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!
1. I am into horror and gruesome movies, if you are saying fanatic, I'm one.
2. I am a thinker.
3. I can be on the extremes, either extremely crazy or quiet.
4. I would love to be an eagle, dog or a bear.
5. I love breathing in the smell of fresh cut grass.
6. I am still a milk drinker, no coffee and tea yet.
7. I can laugh out without a reason, at the same time, I can cry without a reason too.
8. I am an explorer and hope to be a traveler.
9. I treasure life experience, never try never know.
10. I love creativity.
11. I can be very abstract, well most of the time.
12. I like taking care of others.
13. I still love junk food and chocolates like a 5 year old.
14. I love huge animals, coz I love holding big paws.
15. I am someone who love hugs.
Added in the 16 would be --> I treasured and appreciate that one who tagged me in, love you girl...
You are being tagged!! ---> Mady, Drew, Reagen Chong, Yee Hou!!!
The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!
1. I am into horror and gruesome movies, if you are saying fanatic, I'm one.
2. I am a thinker.
3. I can be on the extremes, either extremely crazy or quiet.
4. I would love to be an eagle, dog or a bear.
5. I love breathing in the smell of fresh cut grass.
6. I am still a milk drinker, no coffee and tea yet.
7. I can laugh out without a reason, at the same time, I can cry without a reason too.
8. I am an explorer and hope to be a traveler.
9. I treasure life experience, never try never know.
10. I love creativity.
11. I can be very abstract, well most of the time.
12. I like taking care of others.
13. I still love junk food and chocolates like a 5 year old.
14. I love huge animals, coz I love holding big paws.
15. I am someone who love hugs.
Added in the 16 would be --> I treasured and appreciate that one who tagged me in, love you girl...
You are being tagged!! ---> Mady, Drew, Reagen Chong, Yee Hou!!!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Breather
Woke up quite early on a Saturday morning, it's now not even 8am yet, how nice... :)
The morning was breezy, sitting on my desk, I can feel the breeze blowing in softly in my room, I feel fresh, for one morning...
Thinking forward, YTD Feb 2010, I won't be longer sitting in this room of mine, I would be already move in to the new place, and I'm gonna miss this place seriously, most of all, my dearies who are just blocks away to reach... If I were to live up till 100 years old, which I don't think it's possible and I don't really think I want to live that long, I actually already spent quarter of my life here in this tiny little hut, how could I not miss it...
I am taking a wild guess that, the leavers always felt much harder and emotional where the stayers don't get the impact so much, I can feel you when you said you were stoned for a while in your room when you got back, somehow deep down, you feel real sad...
But life goes on, no matter how many stay how many left, no matter you are a leaver or a stayer, life just goes on, and the important part is, we are all reachable, just if you are staying out of this globe, this planet, then that would be a totally different story.
Cheers people, have a great weekend.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Rain
Went for a nice dinner...
It was raining heavily outside, while waiting for the car, I looked up to the dark yellowish sky, looking at the drops of falling rain, hitting softly on the road...
Just a sudden urge, I felt like going under the rain, to walk slowly under rain, without concerning what will get wet, just felt like it, soaking myself with the night rain, hoping it will wash away all the complications and simplified it, all worries and doubts into the drain, how nice, and I will be light as a feather...
I will have to learn smiling to myself again...
Monday, February 23, 2009
Some random thing
My blog is collecting dust already, ah never mind, cleaning up bit now...
Stepping into the 3rd month of working, I see myself as a workaholic where I rather stay back in the office and finish up undone business...
This field is teaching me lots, more than I ever expected I could gained in only 2 months, you don't need a long time to see the true colour though, it's just right there for you, they don't hide and most of all, they don't need to.
Having complicated feelings so frequently, I don't know what am i thinking and what do I really want in my life, I might not be as old but old enough to plan a more further goal to achieve.
Seriously, I haven't been laughing whole heartily, it's like nothing there for me to have a good laugh, but not to be forgotten, L4D team is my current happy chips, hehehe... Missing you guys there...
I'm also seriously missing the studying life, and of course the girls, where we really laugh our ass out over the slightest thing, hahaha...
Update me people, I know I've been sort of missing, but I'm still here, still the same old me ;)
Cheers.
Stepping into the 3rd month of working, I see myself as a workaholic where I rather stay back in the office and finish up undone business...
This field is teaching me lots, more than I ever expected I could gained in only 2 months, you don't need a long time to see the true colour though, it's just right there for you, they don't hide and most of all, they don't need to.
Having complicated feelings so frequently, I don't know what am i thinking and what do I really want in my life, I might not be as old but old enough to plan a more further goal to achieve.
Seriously, I haven't been laughing whole heartily, it's like nothing there for me to have a good laugh, but not to be forgotten, L4D team is my current happy chips, hehehe... Missing you guys there...
I'm also seriously missing the studying life, and of course the girls, where we really laugh our ass out over the slightest thing, hahaha...
Update me people, I know I've been sort of missing, but I'm still here, still the same old me ;)
Cheers.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
I am...
Feeling so tiny
Felt like I am smaller than an ant,
that I am easily crushed...
This is....
The End....
No more... I don't want more...
If you don't know how to love me, someone will...
Felt like I am smaller than an ant,
that I am easily crushed...
This is....
The End....
No more... I don't want more...
If you don't know how to love me, someone will...
Saturday, January 03, 2009
A moment of 2008
Finally we have stepped into the new year 2009, where 2008 is a historical chapter that we can only refer back through memories...
First of all, happy new year peeps, hope it's not late for a greeting :)
2008
This is a year, that I crossed the different stages in my life, from a student to working, finally I've done all the studying stuff, although I wish to continue studying but well, financial doesn't allow me to do so...
Happy and sad moments, crumble up together, to make me grow up stronger, to make me realize so much more that I once do not understand.
I can't say I am totally grown up mentally, but I know I will, from differentiating dreams and reality, which is workable and which is not. Well it is always been so painful to let go some dreams when you know you can't do it at the moment, but that's life, and that's reality stepping in.
Most of all, I realized....
in the year of 2008, I lost two of my buddies...
Dear Syed, it's new year now and it's been awhile since we last saw you, hoping you are all peaceful and, of course I hope you are still looking over your crazy friends up there...
Dear Bluey, been 7 years, you have been with us, it was another powerful stab in my heart when you left us, left us crying, even mom was crying for days... Can you imagine how much you have left behind for us? Till now, whenever I stare out the balcony, it felt so empty yet it's like you are still here, we are all missing you, and each of family have put you in our little frame in our hearts, you are not forgotten, you are one bunny that made me cried for days... Even weeks... And even now...
Well 2009 is a brand new diary, every page is blank and waiting to be fill in with memories, hope it will all be colourful, even prettier than the 2008 diary!
Great Start Peeps!
First of all, happy new year peeps, hope it's not late for a greeting :)
2008
This is a year, that I crossed the different stages in my life, from a student to working, finally I've done all the studying stuff, although I wish to continue studying but well, financial doesn't allow me to do so...
Happy and sad moments, crumble up together, to make me grow up stronger, to make me realize so much more that I once do not understand.
I can't say I am totally grown up mentally, but I know I will, from differentiating dreams and reality, which is workable and which is not. Well it is always been so painful to let go some dreams when you know you can't do it at the moment, but that's life, and that's reality stepping in.
Most of all, I realized....
in the year of 2008, I lost two of my buddies...
Dear Syed, it's new year now and it's been awhile since we last saw you, hoping you are all peaceful and, of course I hope you are still looking over your crazy friends up there...
Dear Bluey, been 7 years, you have been with us, it was another powerful stab in my heart when you left us, left us crying, even mom was crying for days... Can you imagine how much you have left behind for us? Till now, whenever I stare out the balcony, it felt so empty yet it's like you are still here, we are all missing you, and each of family have put you in our little frame in our hearts, you are not forgotten, you are one bunny that made me cried for days... Even weeks... And even now...
Well 2009 is a brand new diary, every page is blank and waiting to be fill in with memories, hope it will all be colourful, even prettier than the 2008 diary!
Great Start Peeps!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Chiang Mai
Still it's not complete but well... Here are the pictures...
Next trip I wish I can visit Taiwan, hope to make it come true by next year!!!
People actually sleep on the air plane like this,he must have been missing his bed so much :|
Ahem... Sleeping beast.... Don't wake her up or else, BITE!!!
Oh yea this is the hotel we were staying in for the past few days, we got lost for the 1st day and couldn't find the path and lift to our room... Can?!
The 1st stop --> temple visiting, we look so orang kampung :|
Another way of getting bless is to bang the head against the bell till you bleed, thank you for the demonstration.
The eyebrow dog, wonder if it uses Benefit punya brand...
Alright the next stop we came by a umbrella factory, the umbrellas are all hand made and I wanted to grab some back home but then, have you heard of the spirit of the umbrella? :D
The manyak serious punya uncle, imagine if I accidentally patah one of the kaki there, sure kenna gau gau...
The felt so impressive foreigner...
The half way hand drawing t-shirt, it's mineeeeeeeee!!
The very satisfying consumer, he even painted my name nicely on the t-shirt, hohohoho...
So erm, still there is more to upload, so many pictures lah, will continue "Orang Kampung at Chiang Mai" Season 2 soon! More to come----> To be continue----> I'll BE BACK!
Next trip I wish I can visit Taiwan, hope to make it come true by next year!!!
People actually sleep on the air plane like this,he must have been missing his bed so much :|
Ahem... Sleeping beast.... Don't wake her up or else, BITE!!!
Oh yea this is the hotel we were staying in for the past few days, we got lost for the 1st day and couldn't find the path and lift to our room... Can?!
The 1st stop --> temple visiting, we look so orang kampung :|
Another way of getting bless is to bang the head against the bell till you bleed, thank you for the demonstration.
The eyebrow dog, wonder if it uses Benefit punya brand...Alright the next stop we came by a umbrella factory, the umbrellas are all hand made and I wanted to grab some back home but then, have you heard of the spirit of the umbrella? :D
The manyak serious punya uncle, imagine if I accidentally patah one of the kaki there, sure kenna gau gau...
The felt so impressive foreigner...
The half way hand drawing t-shirt, it's mineeeeeeeee!!
The very satisfying consumer, he even painted my name nicely on the t-shirt, hohohoho...So erm, still there is more to upload, so many pictures lah, will continue "Orang Kampung at Chiang Mai" Season 2 soon! More to come----> To be continue----> I'll BE BACK!
Monday, December 15, 2008
Something so random
Everyone loves December, it's the most welcomed month of the year, and I too welcome and hoping it never ends...
Kissing 2008 goodbye in only few weeks more, how fast can it be? We are finally getting rid of books, exams, presentations and lectures and stepping into the working world already, and seriously, I am missing those studying days ok...
At last, I got the mood to blog again, by cleaning my dusty blog with some new post.
How come a 20+ year old women is like going through a mid life crisis? It's like everything seems to be so uncertain and lifeless? Where is all the excitement that a young chap like us shall be enjoying instead? Bleh!
The only nice hope so far would be Christmas, but then, there is no plan yet! I can't feel Christmas at the mean time, gaah!
Ah finally I got part of the Chiang Mai pictures after like dunno how many hundred years, thanks to the one who is being such a good photo keeper that he don't even share it out, crappy eh?
Only one for the moment, well at least better than none duh~
Well yes I'm peeping, you won't know if there is any nice undies down there
More to come once I got all the pictures from the keeper! ^^
Kissing 2008 goodbye in only few weeks more, how fast can it be? We are finally getting rid of books, exams, presentations and lectures and stepping into the working world already, and seriously, I am missing those studying days ok...
At last, I got the mood to blog again, by cleaning my dusty blog with some new post.
How come a 20+ year old women is like going through a mid life crisis? It's like everything seems to be so uncertain and lifeless? Where is all the excitement that a young chap like us shall be enjoying instead? Bleh!
The only nice hope so far would be Christmas, but then, there is no plan yet! I can't feel Christmas at the mean time, gaah!
Ah finally I got part of the Chiang Mai pictures after like dunno how many hundred years, thanks to the one who is being such a good photo keeper that he don't even share it out, crappy eh?
Only one for the moment, well at least better than none duh~
Well yes I'm peeping, you won't know if there is any nice undies down there
More to come once I got all the pictures from the keeper! ^^
Monday, November 03, 2008
Dreaming Big
How many times people have crushed your dreams without you noticing it?
How many times when you share your dreams and got unsupportive feedbacks?
And you gave up all your dreams, covered them up, or hide it behind your mind, and never to be mentioned again.
You get back to do things which is not what you dreamt of, for the sake of the salary, you force yourself to do something which you have 0% interest in it.
That’s what we named it “The cruel reality”
People often say that we are born to die, well yes it is true, everyone who is born, eventually have to die, there is no escape in this process. No one gotten the immortal medicine yet, the emperor of China was looking for it until now.
To be crueler, don’t let yourself die with your dreams, make at least one of the alive!
Dreaming is so easy, but to make dreams alive isn’t a 123 step, it depends on how much effort and how you want to execute it and let it happen. Thousands or more people made their dream came true, why not us?
People who wanted to make dreams happen are often dreamers, and they dare to dream big. There goes the first man who leaves human prints on the moon surface, Microsoft by Bill Gates. Flashing back even earlier, Thomas Edison invented a thing call light. Examples are too great to be applying on the normal people like us? C’mon, who told you Edison was a great student or even a super smart ass in school? No he wasn’t, but maybe he was special in his way- He never fails to try, and he never tries to give up.
Earlier stage, ever thought that there are things call computers and mobile phones? If you were in that era of people only using phone with lines attached, you go and tell them that, “Soon people can hold their phones in hand walking and talking, cordless…” The people might laugh at you and tell you that you are dreaming and being crazy, but now you see mobile phones everywhere, almost everyone is holding one in hand.
Nothing is impossible, dreams are often precise as things which cannot be achieve, but that’s is the wrong conception, people will only be successful when they dare to try, to risk, to fail and stand again, and try again till they achieve what the have longed for.
So from today onwards, do no stop yourself from dreaming, and do not only allowed yourself to dream without executing it, the first step is always the most difficult one, but once you made the first move, nothing can come in your way to stop you. Things aren’t difficult when you think that it is easy.
I have my dreams too, and I’ll execute it, I hope one day we will be celebrating dreams.
When the whole world falls, and if you stand strong, the world is yours ;)
Good day peeps, and if there is anything you wanna comment, feel free to leave them here.
How many times when you share your dreams and got unsupportive feedbacks?
And you gave up all your dreams, covered them up, or hide it behind your mind, and never to be mentioned again.
You get back to do things which is not what you dreamt of, for the sake of the salary, you force yourself to do something which you have 0% interest in it.
That’s what we named it “The cruel reality”
People often say that we are born to die, well yes it is true, everyone who is born, eventually have to die, there is no escape in this process. No one gotten the immortal medicine yet, the emperor of China was looking for it until now.
To be crueler, don’t let yourself die with your dreams, make at least one of the alive!
Dreaming is so easy, but to make dreams alive isn’t a 123 step, it depends on how much effort and how you want to execute it and let it happen. Thousands or more people made their dream came true, why not us?
People who wanted to make dreams happen are often dreamers, and they dare to dream big. There goes the first man who leaves human prints on the moon surface, Microsoft by Bill Gates. Flashing back even earlier, Thomas Edison invented a thing call light. Examples are too great to be applying on the normal people like us? C’mon, who told you Edison was a great student or even a super smart ass in school? No he wasn’t, but maybe he was special in his way- He never fails to try, and he never tries to give up.
Earlier stage, ever thought that there are things call computers and mobile phones? If you were in that era of people only using phone with lines attached, you go and tell them that, “Soon people can hold their phones in hand walking and talking, cordless…” The people might laugh at you and tell you that you are dreaming and being crazy, but now you see mobile phones everywhere, almost everyone is holding one in hand.
Nothing is impossible, dreams are often precise as things which cannot be achieve, but that’s is the wrong conception, people will only be successful when they dare to try, to risk, to fail and stand again, and try again till they achieve what the have longed for.
So from today onwards, do no stop yourself from dreaming, and do not only allowed yourself to dream without executing it, the first step is always the most difficult one, but once you made the first move, nothing can come in your way to stop you. Things aren’t difficult when you think that it is easy.
I have my dreams too, and I’ll execute it, I hope one day we will be celebrating dreams.
When the whole world falls, and if you stand strong, the world is yours ;)
Good day peeps, and if there is anything you wanna comment, feel free to leave them here.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
A Motivating One...
I got this post from a random webpage, it's a good one to read on, cheers to life!
Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak
Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat
Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion
Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven
Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren
Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets
Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet
And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your
job
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around .
Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak
Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat
Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion
Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven
Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren
Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets
Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet
And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your
job
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around .
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Where is ...
Is God with us on earth?
Or out of this pity planet?
What happens if 2012 is the end of earth day,
Will He too vanished together with us?
Or looking at it happen in the universe?
Are these placebo effect? Or is it real?
Mind me, this questions just pop up out of a sudden :)
Or out of this pity planet?
What happens if 2012 is the end of earth day,
Will He too vanished together with us?
Or looking at it happen in the universe?
Are these placebo effect? Or is it real?
Mind me, this questions just pop up out of a sudden :)
不要随便说分手..
相爱的时候，女人会一次次地提出：我们分手吧！
男人只是本能的愤怒，他会猜疑她是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他，他会气恼女人的绝情而大声呵斥她，在女人真正转身地那一刻，男人除了悲愤地看着她的背影离去而没有一句挽留！
女人一路上一直期待男人会跑上来，拉着她的手，挽留她，说声：宝贝，我爱你！别走！等到泪已尽，仍然听不到任何声响，爱情就这样夭折了！
男人怎懂女人？说分手只是为了被挽留！
每一次说分手，女人都会很害怕，怕你会真的离去，每一次说分手，女人都很期待，期待你们的挽留，让她知道你在乎他，你舍不得她走，每一次说分手，女人都很无奈，你的一些微妙变化让她不再肯定你是否还那样爱她，所以她拿放弃做赌注，如果输了，只是你真的不够爱她！每一次当分手成了事实，女人会伤心欲绝，男人为什么不懂女人的心思？
女人说分手，只是真的爱你！只是太在乎你！只是你的一些微妙变化让女人恐慌！让女人心不安！只是女人想弄明白你是否还爱着她？
女人以为，爱情的迷茫不肯定会让自己有足够的勇气，做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案，女人以为爱情就象一个开关，啪地一声打开，啪地一声关闭，女人以为及时拨掉电源就可以幸免于毁灭，女人以为分手可以解决所有的困惑、痛苦、忧郁，女人以为缓慢的生长可以愈合此处的断裂，女人以为她说分手你会挽留她！
然而这都是只女人的一相情愿，多少此时的男人是默默看着自己心爱的女人离去而没有挽留？女人的心凉了，为什么男人不懂女人的心思？
女人只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲，用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷……
你不够爱我
也许某一天
我想起你也是一件很远很远的事
那一天，在未来的未来
再远处，是衰老，更远处，是死亡！
近处是分手，其实是真的爱你，太害怕失去你！只是你永远不懂！还是不懂！
命中注定无法永远！
但是，＂分手＂二字也请别随便说，要知道，这二个字，也深深的伤害了男人！
所以，无论是男人或女人，都千万不要随便说分手！
男人只是本能的愤怒，他会猜疑她是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他，他会气恼女人的绝情而大声呵斥她，在女人真正转身地那一刻，男人除了悲愤地看着她的背影离去而没有一句挽留！
女人一路上一直期待男人会跑上来，拉着她的手，挽留她，说声：宝贝，我爱你！别走！等到泪已尽，仍然听不到任何声响，爱情就这样夭折了！
男人怎懂女人？说分手只是为了被挽留！
每一次说分手，女人都会很害怕，怕你会真的离去，每一次说分手，女人都很期待，期待你们的挽留，让她知道你在乎他，你舍不得她走，每一次说分手，女人都很无奈，你的一些微妙变化让她不再肯定你是否还那样爱她，所以她拿放弃做赌注，如果输了，只是你真的不够爱她！每一次当分手成了事实，女人会伤心欲绝，男人为什么不懂女人的心思？
女人说分手，只是真的爱你！只是太在乎你！只是你的一些微妙变化让女人恐慌！让女人心不安！只是女人想弄明白你是否还爱着她？
女人以为，爱情的迷茫不肯定会让自己有足够的勇气，做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案，女人以为爱情就象一个开关，啪地一声打开，啪地一声关闭，女人以为及时拨掉电源就可以幸免于毁灭，女人以为分手可以解决所有的困惑、痛苦、忧郁，女人以为缓慢的生长可以愈合此处的断裂，女人以为她说分手你会挽留她！
然而这都是只女人的一相情愿，多少此时的男人是默默看着自己心爱的女人离去而没有挽留？女人的心凉了，为什么男人不懂女人的心思？
女人只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲，用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷……
你不够爱我
也许某一天
我想起你也是一件很远很远的事
那一天，在未来的未来
再远处，是衰老，更远处，是死亡！
近处是分手，其实是真的爱你，太害怕失去你！只是你永远不懂！还是不懂！
命中注定无法永远！
但是，＂分手＂二字也请别随便说，要知道，这二个字，也深深的伤害了男人！
所以，无论是男人或女人，都千万不要随便说分手！
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Dreams turning into reality?!!
I found my dream path and I wish they will give me the opportunity to make it a reality, even before I start to join in, I already know I will be so devoted in the jobs they have there.
I am sending in resume to strive for an interview,I know it isn't going to be easy, but just if I have the chance to step in, I can by far saying that, this is so far the biggest joy that it may bring into my life.
Keeping finger cross, hoping for the best!
Will review only if I am being interviewed and accepted
Wish me luck and all the best!
I am sending in resume to strive for an interview,I know it isn't going to be easy, but just if I have the chance to step in, I can by far saying that, this is so far the biggest joy that it may bring into my life.
Keeping finger cross, hoping for the best!
Will review only if I am being interviewed and accepted
Wish me luck and all the best!
Simple things
Hold on to me,
and I will hold on to you
through anything and everything
life brings our way
Bring me your worries
and I'll listen
with my heart
Ease them away I try
Tell me what you need
and I'll do my best to give it to you
Love me
even when I know it isn't easy,
and I promise...
I will do the same for you.
and I will hold on to you
through anything and everything
life brings our way
Bring me your worries
and I'll listen
with my heart
Ease them away I try
Tell me what you need
and I'll do my best to give it to you
Love me
even when I know it isn't easy,
and I promise...
I will do the same for you.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Grumpy day~
In the office right now, well been working here for 3 days counting in today, 1st day was kinda awkward, but it’s always been like that for new comers in a new company, but yesterday and today is kinda good, enjoy doing the task given. The only thing I don’t enjoy is waking up like 6am+ in the morning, so damn sien can!! So forceful in waking up so darn early lah, dragging myself off the bed and clean up, what motivates me is that, I knew someone who is also waking up at these hour, oh well you know who you are people!
Ok I’m kinda dozing off here, the water I almost drank it all, refill the bottle like 3 to 4 times in a day, camel can?! I think they need to put one private one for me, right next to me!
I need work to do, the task comes in one by one, so when I finish it up ,I’m like, omg what can I do now, there are a lot of nice magazines here, felt like grabbing it and read but it doesn’t seem nice.
There is this creative department here, people there are friendlier I can say, so anyone of you designers or those who are wanting to work in here, can always try to apply.
Someone please try to bang me with a train can?! I’m so sleepy! I will never get used to not being sleepy by waking so darn early, even during primary and secondary, I always try to be awake, it’s so darn hard! Why lah can’t the office hours in Malaysia starts from 10pm?! Better still right? Maybe I should suggest it to…
Ah ok off I go :D
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Different
I guess we are 2 different people struggling to patch things up,
And it is not happening
You and your thoughts
Me and my thoughts
Best we go separate ways
And it is not happening
You and your thoughts
Me and my thoughts
Best we go separate ways
Monday, September 15, 2008
There goes another year
Happy belated mid-autumn festival to all =D
Well,there goes the festival, the year is getting to an end again,soon enough, we will be in Raya,following by Christmas,then welcoming 2009...
Am I being slow in not beating the clock and the days? I seems to remembered CNY was just yesterday, still a freshly painted picture in my head though,everything is like a player forwarding on itself,once you pause or stop for a while, you have a lot to catch up,casualties like me,will stay at where we pause *stunned*
Left study life for more than a month already, remembering when we were at college, we always have plenty to look forward to, like "Ei class end at 12.30pm,go makan or sing k!", but I wonder, what do we look forward when we started working? Only salary day? No more week breaks, when you need to apply for day off,the only think I can be positive about is, I hope what I am doing in my job scope is my interest, where I can fully devoted to my job...
Just another boring post here,from the boring me...
I should do spring cleaning too, shall I? Hehehe...
Well,there goes the festival, the year is getting to an end again,soon enough, we will be in Raya,following by Christmas,then welcoming 2009...
Am I being slow in not beating the clock and the days? I seems to remembered CNY was just yesterday, still a freshly painted picture in my head though,everything is like a player forwarding on itself,once you pause or stop for a while, you have a lot to catch up,casualties like me,will stay at where we pause *stunned*
Left study life for more than a month already, remembering when we were at college, we always have plenty to look forward to, like "Ei class end at 12.30pm,go makan or sing k!", but I wonder, what do we look forward when we started working? Only salary day? No more week breaks, when you need to apply for day off,the only think I can be positive about is, I hope what I am doing in my job scope is my interest, where I can fully devoted to my job...
Just another boring post here,from the boring me...
I should do spring cleaning too, shall I? Hehehe...
Friday, September 12, 2008
Blank
Hmmm... Just felt weird at the moment, plain moody, plenty of things going ahead, but none of them are happening yet, the fastest would be tomorrow, where she is coming back for few days from Macau!! Next will be the vacation and next my job, hehe...
Ah, just if there is any company which doesn't practice politics? People just can't help to be a politician eh? They just practice politics whenever they go, gosh... How I wish I will be working at least with one of you girls, the opportunity is open, if you are into advertising and things, please let me know, I can try to sort out a vacancy for you, they are needing people though... So... Just leave me a message ok?
From here, I am waiting for a mate's feedback,hope it's a good one Mady,muax!
Ah I am rotting at home, I am being such a pig, my skin is starting to get worse, I get tired easily, and at the end I ended up doing nothing, wasting time bleh! Just if I have a car, plenty I can do, Maggie congratulation you are getting your new born baby in white soon! Hehehe, I wish I am getting mine soon too, nowadays, without a transport, is just so difficult, stupid public transportation doesn't reach everywhere, argh!
I seriously need to kick myself up to do jut anything! Mooncake festival is around the corner,wishing everyone is celebrating with their family, Guinea have to attend an event at Puchong, never mind, when you reach home, I play candle with you ok? Hahahah! Raya is also around the corner, just that this Raya made me think of someone, hope he is really good now :)
Till then, chill everyone! The weather is darn hot *Annoyed*
Ah, just if there is any company which doesn't practice politics? People just can't help to be a politician eh? They just practice politics whenever they go, gosh... How I wish I will be working at least with one of you girls, the opportunity is open, if you are into advertising and things, please let me know, I can try to sort out a vacancy for you, they are needing people though... So... Just leave me a message ok?
From here, I am waiting for a mate's feedback,hope it's a good one Mady,muax!
Ah I am rotting at home, I am being such a pig, my skin is starting to get worse, I get tired easily, and at the end I ended up doing nothing, wasting time bleh! Just if I have a car, plenty I can do, Maggie congratulation you are getting your new born baby in white soon! Hehehe, I wish I am getting mine soon too, nowadays, without a transport, is just so difficult, stupid public transportation doesn't reach everywhere, argh!
I seriously need to kick myself up to do jut anything! Mooncake festival is around the corner,wishing everyone is celebrating with their family, Guinea have to attend an event at Puchong, never mind, when you reach home, I play candle with you ok? Hahahah! Raya is also around the corner, just that this Raya made me think of someone, hope he is really good now :)
Till then, chill everyone! The weather is darn hot *Annoyed*
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Hot!
Ish the weather is killing, it made me sweat like hell even at nights, gosh weather are changing so rapidly, I remembered I was shivering because it was too cold, it was only 2 days ago,but it wasn't only the mother nature who is changing, the world of politics and economics are like the weather...
It's going to effect all of us, what we pray from it is that, the effect won't be that big... Gaaahhh!
This is the cause of weather changing rapidly, just when you thought it's gonna be sunny, it's snowing in the next minute... Hahahaha...
It's going to effect all of us, what we pray from it is that, the effect won't be that big... Gaaahhh!
This is the cause of weather changing rapidly, just when you thought it's gonna be sunny, it's snowing in the next minute... Hahahaha...
Monday, September 08, 2008
Update!
Alright, someone was complaining whenever she access to my blogspot,it's always been that old post "Girls", where she said she needed some new things to read on, my young journal superior, lol! She even started work today, I hope everything goes well with you girl, just it's a pity that I wasn't able to join in when I retreat the last minute,hah...
Ok I'm officially starting work in October at Bkt.Damansara, the company is a nice and cozy one, simple organizations with brilliant ideas from experience people, hope this will bring me my permanent job as well,sounds good? I thought so too...
Alright went to Matta fair yesterday,gosh the crowd was 'awesome', parkings are coming out of creativity, people even got their cars up the pathways,all ways of parking, just to squeeze and join in the crowd, I guess everyone needed a good holiday.
Wasn't expecting a lot from the fair, thought of just simply collecting brochures and walking around, ended up going to Chiang Mai on the 18th September,lol, wishing it will be a good trip though.
Lately,I've been doing some planning,planning for my future,have to get my spirit and feet on the go already,no more a student, but someone who is officially stepping in the working field,a friend gave me the sentence " Welcome to the reality girl..." Sounds scary?Well, I guess reality isn't always that bad, it can be pretty too, there are plenty in the reality that made our day, right? And because it is real, that's why it made our day.
Reality isn't always that bad, that's what we called it the balance?
Still appreciating small things in life, they will actually jumbled up and become a big thing,trust me on this... ;)
Beautiful weekend to everyone ok?
Ok I'm officially starting work in October at Bkt.Damansara, the company is a nice and cozy one, simple organizations with brilliant ideas from experience people, hope this will bring me my permanent job as well,sounds good? I thought so too...
Alright went to Matta fair yesterday,gosh the crowd was 'awesome', parkings are coming out of creativity, people even got their cars up the pathways,all ways of parking, just to squeeze and join in the crowd, I guess everyone needed a good holiday.
Wasn't expecting a lot from the fair, thought of just simply collecting brochures and walking around, ended up going to Chiang Mai on the 18th September,lol, wishing it will be a good trip though.
Lately,I've been doing some planning,planning for my future,have to get my spirit and feet on the go already,no more a student, but someone who is officially stepping in the working field,a friend gave me the sentence " Welcome to the reality girl..." Sounds scary?Well, I guess reality isn't always that bad, it can be pretty too, there are plenty in the reality that made our day, right? And because it is real, that's why it made our day.
Reality isn't always that bad, that's what we called it the balance?
Still appreciating small things in life, they will actually jumbled up and become a big thing,trust me on this... ;)
Beautiful weekend to everyone ok?
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Girls ^^
I don't know why, I just felt lucky to have you girlfriends with me, I felt that I'm turning into a lesbo, gosh! Ok I was seriously kidding...
Wonder why do you see so many tomboys, lesbians and gays out there now? Well I kinda figured out that:
Tomboys= I can be a better man to take care of the girls, real mans are not as good as us understanding the females?
Lesbian= We've been hurt by males a lot and now we don't need them?
Gays= For Christ sake, I don't want to be part of the male family at all, shames!
Alright I was pretty much cracking a joke and only assuming, I guess its not the truth,do not accept my silly assumptions haha...
Girls, wanted to tell that, I finally get over it, I stop being a big girl's blouse, and it was because I was lucky enough to have you girls with me, my sistas! You know you are in my girl list, I don't need to name you out, hahah!
Gonna start my internship soon, hey let's have some trips or outings before we start to work like a cow please? And yea Mady, I remembered your invitation to your BBQ! Maybe the mass comers should plan a trip to Thailand for a shopping spree? Warehouse sales from SS!!! Our parties!!! Girls night out!!!
Well, isn't life wonderful? I can tell you that, of course it is!
Oh hey, take a look a this clip, this was the former event company I was working with, see if you can spot me ok!! Hoho!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
This is...
This is how much I lay my trust on you
I doubted everyone's word but you
I trusted no one fully but you
Until you swap all the trust away from me
That now I can't even sleep well
The moment I open my eyes
I wish it was a really bad dream
That only it felt so real that made me cry
You were really someone that I trusted so much
Whole heartily that I can swear you will never do such things to me
But God proves me wrong
I fell so hard on the ground
That the impact were like a rusted sword
Pierce through the heart that I have always save for you
That I once know that, this man is worth my trust and everything
It was nothing and I shall stand strong again
Accept the truth; Face the truth; Solve the problem
I doubted everyone's word but you
I trusted no one fully but you
Until you swap all the trust away from me
That now I can't even sleep well
The moment I open my eyes
I wish it was a really bad dream
That only it felt so real that made me cry
You were really someone that I trusted so much
Whole heartily that I can swear you will never do such things to me
But God proves me wrong
I fell so hard on the ground
That the impact were like a rusted sword
Pierce through the heart that I have always save for you
That I once know that, this man is worth my trust and everything
It was nothing and I shall stand strong again
Accept the truth; Face the truth; Solve the problem
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Heart Break
I don't have to celebrate the 4th year anniversary already, so girls, I seriously need you to dig me out for drink!
How Can You Deal With Heartbreak?
Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain. Here are some tips that might help:
* Share your feelings. Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to.)
* Remember what's good about you. This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.
* Take good care of yourself. A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too. Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and depression and give your self-esteem a boost.
* Don't be afraid to cry. Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.
* Do the things you normally enjoy. Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.
* Keep yourself busy. Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps. This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby. That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process — it just means you should focus on other things too.
* Give yourself time. It takes time for sadness to go away. Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks — and sometimes even months.
How Can You Deal With Heartbreak?
Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain. Here are some tips that might help:
* Share your feelings. Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to.)
* Remember what's good about you. This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.
* Take good care of yourself. A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too. Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and depression and give your self-esteem a boost.
* Don't be afraid to cry. Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.
* Do the things you normally enjoy. Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.
* Keep yourself busy. Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps. This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby. That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process — it just means you should focus on other things too.
* Give yourself time. It takes time for sadness to go away. Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks — and sometimes even months.
Friday, August 08, 2008
Olympic 2008 China
8.8.2008
OMG it's today!!!! Although I'm typing this at 1.56am, I just can't wait to watch the opening ceremony, I just know that it's going to be awesome!
Counting down to the hours, it's gonna begin soon! Wooh!!
Good luck and all the best to the Malaysian contestants!! Badminton gold medal woohooo!!!
OMG it's today!!!! Although I'm typing this at 1.56am, I just can't wait to watch the opening ceremony, I just know that it's going to be awesome!
Counting down to the hours, it's gonna begin soon! Wooh!!
Good luck and all the best to the Malaysian contestants!! Badminton gold medal woohooo!!!
Thursday, July 24, 2008
For you and also for all of us
I remembered on our way back from the funeral that afternoon, along the way, was thinking back many things and words you have did and said, this song was aired in the middle of my thoughts, it speaks my mind, we've move on, we will grow old, we will eventually meet again, just the matter of time, one thing will never fade, is the love from us all ;)
Mariah Carey *Bye*
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
Mariah Carey *Bye*
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Good Bye 20.7.2008
19.7.2008
Messages and miss calls, was taken back by the sms, wish it was a silly prank joke, but it wasn't...
Been sobbing for sometime, on and off, but it was good enough to knock me off for some rest...
20.7.2008
Woke up at 7am, all prepared and went for it... Whole heartily just wanted to see him and pay the very last respect,told myself over and over again, I must control and not to cry...
Finally we met, after the hectic semester last year and still remembering that we were having so much fun during my birthday, you were different today,you wasn't showing me your cheeky smile and innocent look when I always like asking you questions that I knew you can't answer, you haven't even told me who she is... U did not respond to us, you did not gave us a big welcome, u were just laying there, emotionless, hardened and not a single word spoken. Everyone was circled around you, few of us were sobbing, we just couldn't take it as a fact yet, you were gone forever... How I wish, you will just get up and laugh at our wet faces, and was just to test out your acting skill, you big director...
Eventually, you never wake up... But we all knew you were there with us...
I'm typing this blog, with my wet face, it wasn't dry since I receive the news, it's just too sudden, we needed time to get over it... We will try to let go because we love you, and you have to let go and continue your life...
The saddest fact that, your friendster there won't be any updates anymore, and your msn, it will never again appear online, there won't be someone like you sharing those funny and convincing conversations anymore, u said keep in touch, I guess there is only memories to link us together.
I wish there will be internet in heaven, at least I could ask, how's life up there?
Last word, may you watch over your crazy friends up there? Lay your eyes on us ok?
Please, rest in peace...
Memorandum Of Syed 1984-2008
Messages and miss calls, was taken back by the sms, wish it was a silly prank joke, but it wasn't...
Been sobbing for sometime, on and off, but it was good enough to knock me off for some rest...
20.7.2008
Woke up at 7am, all prepared and went for it... Whole heartily just wanted to see him and pay the very last respect,told myself over and over again, I must control and not to cry...
Finally we met, after the hectic semester last year and still remembering that we were having so much fun during my birthday, you were different today,you wasn't showing me your cheeky smile and innocent look when I always like asking you questions that I knew you can't answer, you haven't even told me who she is... U did not respond to us, you did not gave us a big welcome, u were just laying there, emotionless, hardened and not a single word spoken. Everyone was circled around you, few of us were sobbing, we just couldn't take it as a fact yet, you were gone forever... How I wish, you will just get up and laugh at our wet faces, and was just to test out your acting skill, you big director...
Eventually, you never wake up... But we all knew you were there with us...
I'm typing this blog, with my wet face, it wasn't dry since I receive the news, it's just too sudden, we needed time to get over it... We will try to let go because we love you, and you have to let go and continue your life...
The saddest fact that, your friendster there won't be any updates anymore, and your msn, it will never again appear online, there won't be someone like you sharing those funny and convincing conversations anymore, u said keep in touch, I guess there is only memories to link us together.
I wish there will be internet in heaven, at least I could ask, how's life up there?
Last word, may you watch over your crazy friends up there? Lay your eyes on us ok?
Please, rest in peace...
Memorandum Of Syed 1984-2008
Monday, June 30, 2008
君妹妹
你啊 在我們三個里 月份歲數都是最小的
可是呢
成長得最快的那個
不到兩個星期 你就會拖者你那重重地行李 張開翅膀飛翔
那時的你 一定是最光榮的一刻
而我也一定替你光榮替你開心
難舍的心情卻比開心來的多
妹 不要退縮 要勇敢前去 去追求你的夢想
你真的要記得 這邊每一個疼你的人
都會支持你
可是呢
成長得最快的那個
不到兩個星期 你就會拖者你那重重地行李 張開翅膀飛翔
那時的你 一定是最光榮的一刻
而我也一定替你光榮替你開心
難舍的心情卻比開心來的多
妹 不要退縮 要勇敢前去 去追求你的夢想
你真的要記得 這邊每一個疼你的人
都會支持你
Sunday, June 22, 2008
50 years from now...
I honestly admit that I am someone who loves animals, so I love animal visiting, going places like SPCA,animal safari and of course ----> The Zoo!
But well, unfortunately, weird thing is, what if you like to do something so much but
your other half doesn't even have the interest in it and despite of that, he shows the face like " Do we really have to go there off all the places? If I go, I won't be going in another 50 years..."
Hohoho what an answer, can't blame can't force, but I told him one thing that what if we visit the zoo in the next 50 years, we see this...............
INSTEAD OF THESE!!!!!
Would it be surprising or already predicted? Is 50 years too short to let these happen? I guess I will say No, since the tsunami is hitting places where in history it never visited those places, earthquakes striking places unpredicted, who knows one day Malaysia will start to snow? Well it was snowing in the middle east, how the hell do we expect it to snow in middle east? But it's happening already, so? Anymore unpredictable scenes to share?
Adding on top of that! Animals are dying due to global warming, we humans adding in the extinction pressure in killing for pleasure? I received forwarded mails showing stupid monsters as in human disguised, killing baby seals for pleasure,what the fuck? Nothing else more important to do?
Off all the unpredictable scenes happening, I figured out one unpredictable issue too, will the earth and us survive through with a massive clean up like what it did to the dinosaurs? Unpredictable? It is... Possible? Don't know but it's never too late to start acting out for the sake of the earth.
Watched "The Happening", there is this phrase which kept me thinking,it says...
"When all the bees disappear from earth and they are no where to be found, human have only 4 years to live..."
Are we humans trying to put this to the test? ;) Cheers people!
But well, unfortunately, weird thing is, what if you like to do something so much but
your other half doesn't even have the interest in it and despite of that, he shows the face like " Do we really have to go there off all the places? If I go, I won't be going in another 50 years..."
Hohoho what an answer, can't blame can't force, but I told him one thing that what if we visit the zoo in the next 50 years, we see this...............
INSTEAD OF THESE!!!!!
Would it be surprising or already predicted? Is 50 years too short to let these happen? I guess I will say No, since the tsunami is hitting places where in history it never visited those places, earthquakes striking places unpredicted, who knows one day Malaysia will start to snow? Well it was snowing in the middle east, how the hell do we expect it to snow in middle east? But it's happening already, so? Anymore unpredictable scenes to share?
Adding on top of that! Animals are dying due to global warming, we humans adding in the extinction pressure in killing for pleasure? I received forwarded mails showing stupid monsters as in human disguised, killing baby seals for pleasure,what the fuck? Nothing else more important to do?
Off all the unpredictable scenes happening, I figured out one unpredictable issue too, will the earth and us survive through with a massive clean up like what it did to the dinosaurs? Unpredictable? It is... Possible? Don't know but it's never too late to start acting out for the sake of the earth.
Watched "The Happening", there is this phrase which kept me thinking,it says...
"When all the bees disappear from earth and they are no where to be found, human have only 4 years to live..."
Are we humans trying to put this to the test? ;) Cheers people!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Dreams...
Just got a strong feeling that, I won't be going too far, at least not as far as I wanted once...
I don't quite sure about my capability and ability, I understand now why do you pressure yourself so much, is to lift yourself higher to an expected stage, how if the pressure made you go down instead of climbing up?
People often said" It's ok to fell down, as long as you will stand up from the spot once again and tell yourself never to fall again..." How easy is this phrase? No it's not...
Heard of Confucian? I'm his legend, by the nick "Confusion"... I confused myself, and I confused others, I do not have one good practical philosophy in my own life, maybe I should really start to build one up, hope it's not too late though...
Ish I'm being so emo these days which I hated myself for that,and far more, everyone is leaving for their dreams, and me? Staying back and day dreaming... What the hell? Almost 24 and I am still empty handed? How many years I can yearn for the success? What I dream is always a dream, and I know it would not be a reality, no wings to spread, and I really envy those who can catch their dream and being proud about it, what will be my achievements?
Last semester and one more internship to go, and same goes to all of you, wishing u all the best in the middle cliff here, I knew everyone of you can handle these emo thinking well, pass me some useful tips to medicate this emo feeling of mine will ya?
I don't quite sure about my capability and ability, I understand now why do you pressure yourself so much, is to lift yourself higher to an expected stage, how if the pressure made you go down instead of climbing up?
People often said" It's ok to fell down, as long as you will stand up from the spot once again and tell yourself never to fall again..." How easy is this phrase? No it's not...
Heard of Confucian? I'm his legend, by the nick "Confusion"... I confused myself, and I confused others, I do not have one good practical philosophy in my own life, maybe I should really start to build one up, hope it's not too late though...
Ish I'm being so emo these days which I hated myself for that,and far more, everyone is leaving for their dreams, and me? Staying back and day dreaming... What the hell? Almost 24 and I am still empty handed? How many years I can yearn for the success? What I dream is always a dream, and I know it would not be a reality, no wings to spread, and I really envy those who can catch their dream and being proud about it, what will be my achievements?
Last semester and one more internship to go, and same goes to all of you, wishing u all the best in the middle cliff here, I knew everyone of you can handle these emo thinking well, pass me some useful tips to medicate this emo feeling of mine will ya?
Thursday, May 15, 2008
China Earthquake
Don't we feel lucky, we escape from the deadly tsunami and the earthquake that strikes China? Is that not enough to tell us that we are so darn lucky? Imagine children buried under the piles of stones, those who witnessed their family members being carried out with clothes covering their bodies, what they can do is just kneel and cry? Here is a clip I found in youtube, despite the song for background,the pictures gave me a impact,which I was telling myself over and over again, I am so lucky, and also to all of you...
Pray for them, hope they will have a better tomorrow...
Pray for them, hope they will have a better tomorrow...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
My diamonds
As the saying goes, true friends are way more precious than diamonds, and of course, it is priceless!
Was browsing through old albums and friendster, took a walk down memory lane, and lately I have old buddies calling back, that's lucky I would say...
So here, just a small reminder to let me feel how lucky when I am with you guys, I am gonna list down all of you...
Century old buddies:
Carmen and Alison = My forever no bloodline sisters!
Mady and Esther = My secondary play mates and soul mates!
Han Seng = My all time hero since secondary,still my hero even until now!
Heffer Tan = Indeed a very special friend to me, an unforgettable one.
Kelvin Pang = I have to emphasize that I met not even 5 times with him, but the friendship stayed long that it never fade!
Yuet Weng = A super nice mate that I knew since I was 14, was my great guitar teacher.
Friends that felt like a century old:
Fairy Lai = Despite all the weird things, you are one mate that I will treasure...
Guinea pig = All the way from Indonesia, my forever best mate
Yok Yee = Knew her from DemoPower, she is my friend more than a colleague
Wenji = Someone that I learnt so much from, thank you for helping me always..
Galdon = You are indescribable, as the saying goes, you know I know lah~
Drew = A sweet friend that I met online, hey we shall hang out one day?
Kue = Spent only 2 years with you,but you were always there when I needed help & I am thankful.
I was not born in a wealthy family, I do not always have what I wanted, but at least, I have a bunch of friends here who supports my back when I fall, and that is you...
Love,
Jestina
Was browsing through old albums and friendster, took a walk down memory lane, and lately I have old buddies calling back, that's lucky I would say...
So here, just a small reminder to let me feel how lucky when I am with you guys, I am gonna list down all of you...
Century old buddies:
Carmen and Alison = My forever no bloodline sisters!
Mady and Esther = My secondary play mates and soul mates!
Han Seng = My all time hero since secondary,still my hero even until now!
Heffer Tan = Indeed a very special friend to me, an unforgettable one.
Kelvin Pang = I have to emphasize that I met not even 5 times with him, but the friendship stayed long that it never fade!
Yuet Weng = A super nice mate that I knew since I was 14, was my great guitar teacher.
Friends that felt like a century old:
Fairy Lai = Despite all the weird things, you are one mate that I will treasure...
Guinea pig = All the way from Indonesia, my forever best mate
Yok Yee = Knew her from DemoPower, she is my friend more than a colleague
Wenji = Someone that I learnt so much from, thank you for helping me always..
Galdon = You are indescribable, as the saying goes, you know I know lah~
Drew = A sweet friend that I met online, hey we shall hang out one day?
Kue = Spent only 2 years with you,but you were always there when I needed help & I am thankful.
I was not born in a wealthy family, I do not always have what I wanted, but at least, I have a bunch of friends here who supports my back when I fall, and that is you...
Love,
Jestina
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Gaaahhhh!!!
Nothing much about the post, but just a warning...
I've been coughing, having bad throats that I lost my voice, fever and just whatever common sickness, u name it, I got it, it is super irritating to see people eating what you can't when you have to recover from your cough and sore throat...
God I even started been awake by my own stupid cough which I can't stop at all, can hardly sleep... It's been the weather, which is the main culprit, and me not drinking enough water, which will be the supporting culprit for all this sickness, so please all my kawan, if you do not want to go through what am I going through now, the worst is being unable to control the cough that constantly wake you up during night time, just try drowning yourself with water to avoid all these tragedy...
College is starting tomorrow, hope everyone have a good kick start for the last semester! ^_^
I've been coughing, having bad throats that I lost my voice, fever and just whatever common sickness, u name it, I got it, it is super irritating to see people eating what you can't when you have to recover from your cough and sore throat...
God I even started been awake by my own stupid cough which I can't stop at all, can hardly sleep... It's been the weather, which is the main culprit, and me not drinking enough water, which will be the supporting culprit for all this sickness, so please all my kawan, if you do not want to go through what am I going through now, the worst is being unable to control the cough that constantly wake you up during night time, just try drowning yourself with water to avoid all these tragedy...
College is starting tomorrow, hope everyone have a good kick start for the last semester! ^_^
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Touched by an angel
Watched the movie again and again, not to feel bored about it, just simply envy the tears that she shed is because he touches her heart, trying to search through my memory box, wonder did I ever shed the tears of happiness, the answer is, for my 23 years of life, not yet... Or will it even come?
I am sentimental, I do shed tears easily for minor things I see I perceive, I shed tears for old couples holding hands, wishing that one day I can go through such great moment, but why it seems so hard to touch my heart to trigger me shed tears for happiness...
I am sure you girls who are engaged in a stable relationship had gone through such experience that you shed tears because you were touched by him, and I wonder, will I ever get my turn... If it ever happen in my life, he will be the one who will be wearing on the ring for my finger, where my surname change to his :)
Wishing all the couples and singles, happy life!
I am sentimental, I do shed tears easily for minor things I see I perceive, I shed tears for old couples holding hands, wishing that one day I can go through such great moment, but why it seems so hard to touch my heart to trigger me shed tears for happiness...
I am sure you girls who are engaged in a stable relationship had gone through such experience that you shed tears because you were touched by him, and I wonder, will I ever get my turn... If it ever happen in my life, he will be the one who will be wearing on the ring for my finger, where my surname change to his :)
Wishing all the couples and singles, happy life!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Minor matters
Something flashed back while I was sitting at the kitchen just now, I remembered last year Chinese New Year wasn't a good one, because he spend the whole few months at home, where I have to attend a friend's wedding without him coming along, he was involved in an accident...
Let's say if we make the imagination worse, what if he suffered from a permanent damage, joined the disable society, or even worse than that, that was the last time I saw him? I actually cried when I see him being bandaged all over, that the doctor asked him to stay back and not to move around for at least half a year, I guessed comparing to my imagination, it was a minor case already, at least I still sees him now...
Slowly from this flashed back incident I was thinking, do people really need to suffer through a great lost in order to appreciate what they have now? For example, walking can be such great torture towards certain people, that they rather not use their legs to walk or even decrease it to the minimum usage of the pair of legs... How if one day, they were unable to use their legs anymore, they do not even have to decrease the usage of their legs, sitting on the wheel chair, will they missed those days where they can walk like everyone else? Will they regret that why they were not using such god gifted pair of legs to the max before it even expires? How does it feels when something so minor became such major problem?
Appreciate even the minor acts in life, not only the major ones :)
Good day people!
Let's say if we make the imagination worse, what if he suffered from a permanent damage, joined the disable society, or even worse than that, that was the last time I saw him? I actually cried when I see him being bandaged all over, that the doctor asked him to stay back and not to move around for at least half a year, I guessed comparing to my imagination, it was a minor case already, at least I still sees him now...
Slowly from this flashed back incident I was thinking, do people really need to suffer through a great lost in order to appreciate what they have now? For example, walking can be such great torture towards certain people, that they rather not use their legs to walk or even decrease it to the minimum usage of the pair of legs... How if one day, they were unable to use their legs anymore, they do not even have to decrease the usage of their legs, sitting on the wheel chair, will they missed those days where they can walk like everyone else? Will they regret that why they were not using such god gifted pair of legs to the max before it even expires? How does it feels when something so minor became such major problem?
Appreciate even the minor acts in life, not only the major ones :)
Good day people!
Thursday, March 20, 2008
something to ponder over = )
I got this from a forum, well it was so long since I last visited the forum, and came across this article which I wanted to share with all of you : )
有一隻狐狸, 在路上閒逛時, 眼前忽然出現一個很大的葡萄園,
果實纍纍, 每顆葡萄看起來都很可口, 讓牠垂涎欲滴.
葡萄園的四周圍著鐵欄桿, 狐狸想從欄桿的縫隙鑽進內,
卻因身體太胖了, 鑽不過去.
於是狐狸決定減肥, 讓自己瘦下來. 牠在園外餓了三天三夜後,
果然變苗條了, 真是皇天不負苦心人, 終於順利鑽進葡萄園內.
狐狸在園內大快朵頤. 葡萄真是又甜又香啊!!! 不知吃了多久,
牠終於心滿意足了.
但當牠想溜出園外時, 卻發現自己又因為吃得太胖而鑽不出欄桿,
於是只好又在園內餓了三天三夜, 瘦得跟原先一樣時, 才順利地
鑽出園外. 回到外面世界的狐狸, 看著園內的葡萄, 不禁感嘆:
空著肚子進去, 又空著肚子出來, 真是白忙一場啊!!
我起初以為這個故事告訴我們, 人孑然一身來到這世界,
又孑然一身的離開這個世界, 到頭來還不是白忙一場!!!
呵, 這個講故事的人卻說, 看問題要看重點.
這個故事跟人生一樣, 重點是在中間的部份:
你看, 狐狸在葡萄園內吃得多麼快樂啊!!
"即使生命是一場空, 也要空得很充實﹔縱然人生是白忙一場, 也要忙得很快樂."
有一隻狐狸, 在路上閒逛時, 眼前忽然出現一個很大的葡萄園,
果實纍纍, 每顆葡萄看起來都很可口, 讓牠垂涎欲滴.
葡萄園的四周圍著鐵欄桿, 狐狸想從欄桿的縫隙鑽進內,
卻因身體太胖了, 鑽不過去.
於是狐狸決定減肥, 讓自己瘦下來. 牠在園外餓了三天三夜後,
果然變苗條了, 真是皇天不負苦心人, 終於順利鑽進葡萄園內.
狐狸在園內大快朵頤. 葡萄真是又甜又香啊!!! 不知吃了多久,
牠終於心滿意足了.
但當牠想溜出園外時, 卻發現自己又因為吃得太胖而鑽不出欄桿,
於是只好又在園內餓了三天三夜, 瘦得跟原先一樣時, 才順利地
鑽出園外. 回到外面世界的狐狸, 看著園內的葡萄, 不禁感嘆:
空著肚子進去, 又空著肚子出來, 真是白忙一場啊!!
我起初以為這個故事告訴我們, 人孑然一身來到這世界,
又孑然一身的離開這個世界, 到頭來還不是白忙一場!!!
呵, 這個講故事的人卻說, 看問題要看重點.
這個故事跟人生一樣, 重點是在中間的部份:
你看, 狐狸在葡萄園內吃得多麼快樂啊!!
"即使生命是一場空, 也要空得很充實﹔縱然人生是白忙一場, 也要忙得很快樂."
Monday, March 17, 2008
Once in a lifetime?
Things that you can't reach, things that you know you will never reach, and things that you are so sure that in your life you will never gonna touch it, is always that beautiful, is always that precious, is always that fairytale...
Stars for me is always that beautiful, the moon for me is always that tender and the sunset for me is always that touching, those things will always remind you how if you won't see it the next day,that's why we always drives down to beautiful beaches and places, to adore this sceneries,to show that at least I have no regrets even if I do not see them again the next day, this is the so called "Once in a lifetime scenery", how about once in a lifetime companion?
People often watch movies, they watch movies to try find their stories in it, or even wanted the story to be like what they wanted in the reality world, that's why love stories often touches hearts, especially sorrow hearts, where they tend to be so widely awake in the middle of the night, being a pathetic couch potato, watching movies, thinking which part of the movies can be apply to the real world, in order to have a good excuse to cry over it, how sad...
I once had it, I once hold it, and I am pretty sure if it ever go deeper, it will make me happy, but why do I lost it, because going deeper isn't a one sided fact to be encourage, it affects a lot, there, it stopped me from expressing myself, stopped me from telling the truth, even stopped me from letting it know, how much I love and miss it, I never believe love do works in such a way, in such a time frame, but it does, what do we call it? A miracle? Aren't miracle suppose to show happy endings? Or maybe my life's miracle isn't doing it very well, it made me restrained myself more, and start to doubt myself, are these feelings real? Yes they are, they existed and waiting to be told, but I kept them behind the walls, wishing that the whispers will never reach a single soul, a forever kept beauty, if love is beautiful...
Now... After all these, I do not wish for anything, except wishing that I could smile from my heart again, wish granted? :)
Stars for me is always that beautiful, the moon for me is always that tender and the sunset for me is always that touching, those things will always remind you how if you won't see it the next day,that's why we always drives down to beautiful beaches and places, to adore this sceneries,to show that at least I have no regrets even if I do not see them again the next day, this is the so called "Once in a lifetime scenery", how about once in a lifetime companion?
People often watch movies, they watch movies to try find their stories in it, or even wanted the story to be like what they wanted in the reality world, that's why love stories often touches hearts, especially sorrow hearts, where they tend to be so widely awake in the middle of the night, being a pathetic couch potato, watching movies, thinking which part of the movies can be apply to the real world, in order to have a good excuse to cry over it, how sad...
I once had it, I once hold it, and I am pretty sure if it ever go deeper, it will make me happy, but why do I lost it, because going deeper isn't a one sided fact to be encourage, it affects a lot, there, it stopped me from expressing myself, stopped me from telling the truth, even stopped me from letting it know, how much I love and miss it, I never believe love do works in such a way, in such a time frame, but it does, what do we call it? A miracle? Aren't miracle suppose to show happy endings? Or maybe my life's miracle isn't doing it very well, it made me restrained myself more, and start to doubt myself, are these feelings real? Yes they are, they existed and waiting to be told, but I kept them behind the walls, wishing that the whispers will never reach a single soul, a forever kept beauty, if love is beautiful...
Now... After all these, I do not wish for anything, except wishing that I could smile from my heart again, wish granted? :)
Saturday, March 15, 2008
How much
How much does it take to learn?
How many relationships does it take to be the forever one
How many more steps does it take to touch the smile of happiness
How many miles more to know where you actually stand in his heart
How much I can do to make myself believe that u are the one
How many liters more I have to shed before I tell myself to stop
U asked " What did you do for this relationship?"
I said " I cannot give you materialistic items to make you happy, I can only give you love and care that will last forever, which is now fading..."
No one's fault, no one to be blame, just that its not our fate, we both just can't take it anymore...
See the smile? It's all memories now :) Gone for good
How many relationships does it take to be the forever one
How many more steps does it take to touch the smile of happiness
How many miles more to know where you actually stand in his heart
How much I can do to make myself believe that u are the one
How many liters more I have to shed before I tell myself to stop
U asked " What did you do for this relationship?"
I said " I cannot give you materialistic items to make you happy, I can only give you love and care that will last forever, which is now fading..."
No one's fault, no one to be blame, just that its not our fate, we both just can't take it anymore...
See the smile? It's all memories now :) Gone for good
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