How is it like to have a boyfriend?
How is it like to hold hands and hug each other while doing simple window shopping?
How is it like when you felt like crying and there is a shoulder for you to rely on?
How is it like when you can openly talk about the sweetest things you both did with everyone?
How is it like to have him mention about you being the most precious without taking into considerations?
I think... I already forgotten how it feels like already...
Because I am... Just like this... I'll just have an imaginary him then, and hope he won't turn out to be a boogie man when I find someone real to be with...
Yes you may agree, I'm not being desperate but psychotic, this is the Jester.
Him- My imaginary boyfriend =)