Thursday, August 21, 2008

Girls ^^

I don't know why, I just felt lucky to have you girlfriends with me, I felt that I'm turning into a lesbo, gosh! Ok I was seriously kidding...

Wonder why do you see so many tomboys, lesbians and gays out there now? Well I kinda figured out that:

Tomboys= I can be a better man to take care of the girls, real mans are not as good as us understanding the females?

Lesbian= We've been hurt by males a lot and now we don't need them?

Gays= For Christ sake, I don't want to be part of the male family at all, shames!

Alright I was pretty much cracking a joke and only assuming, I guess its not the truth,do not accept my silly assumptions haha...

Girls, wanted to tell that, I finally get over it, I stop being a big girl's blouse, and it was because I was lucky enough to have you girls with me, my sistas! You know you are in my girl list, I don't need to name you out, hahah!

Gonna start my internship soon, hey let's have some trips or outings before we start to work like a cow please? And yea Mady, I remembered your invitation to your BBQ! Maybe the mass comers should plan a trip to Thailand for a shopping spree? Warehouse sales from SS!!! Our parties!!! Girls night out!!!

Well, isn't life wonderful? I can tell you that, of course it is!

Oh hey, take a look a this clip, this was the former event company I was working with, see if you can spot me ok!! Hoho!!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

This is...

This is how much I lay my trust on you
I doubted everyone's word but you
I trusted no one fully but you

Until you swap all the trust away from me
That now I can't even sleep well
The moment I open my eyes
I wish it was a really bad dream
That only it felt so real that made me cry

You were really someone that I trusted so much
Whole heartily that I can swear you will never do such things to me
But God proves me wrong
I fell so hard on the ground
That the impact were like a rusted sword
Pierce through the heart that I have always save for you
That I once know that, this man is worth my trust and everything

It was nothing and I shall stand strong again
Accept the truth; Face the truth; Solve the problem

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Heart Break

I don't have to celebrate the 4th year anniversary already, so girls, I seriously need you to dig me out for drink!

How Can You Deal With Heartbreak?

Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain. Here are some tips that might help:

* Share your feelings. Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to.)

* Remember what's good about you. This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.

* Take good care of yourself. A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too. Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and depression and give your self-esteem a boost.

* Don't be afraid to cry. Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.

* Do the things you normally enjoy. Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.

* Keep yourself busy. Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps. This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby. That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process — it just means you should focus on other things too.

* Give yourself time. It takes time for sadness to go away. Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks — and sometimes even months.

Friday, August 08, 2008

Olympic 2008 China


OMG it's today!!!! Although I'm typing this at 1.56am, I just can't wait to watch the opening ceremony, I just know that it's going to be awesome!

Counting down to the hours, it's gonna begin soon! Wooh!!

Good luck and all the best to the Malaysian contestants!! Badminton gold medal woohooo!!!