When things are right in front of you,
You just tend to take it for granted,
And think that it would be okay,
Because you know for a fact that it might just be there for you,
Even the most silly thought that,
It will be there forever...
It is just a different interpretation for each individual,
Some forever last a decade,
Some only lasted one day.
And when that day comes,
The only thing you can hold on to,
Are the things which will last you forever,
Those are what we call memories...
Breathing in that familiar scent in the air,
I wonder who have that same scent as yours,
Or it is just me missing the smell on your shirt that I am imagining it,
I am too good at it because...
It felt so real that I fooled myself by turning around to look for that person.
I know I shouldn't be feeling like this, I have enough reasons to tell myself not to feel like this, but then me being me, I judge myself quicker than anyone else, and I set really high expectations for myself, sigh...
I hope I will be doing better, don't wanna wake up every morning feeling this invisible force pressing against my chest making me hard to breath...
How I wish I can just have the pills from the movie 'Limitless', to activate 100% of my brain, know every damn skills on earth, so I can be my own everything, can exactly do what I have picture in mind and put it in real.
Or I don't mind being weird in having more than 1 brain, few more extra arms and legs to work things faster, be able to multi-task.
At the end of the day, there is no such genius pill, no such thing as having more than 1 brain and extra few arms and legs, because...