Thursday, April 29, 2010

I'm a girl

Playing online games doesn't make you a guy, I can play Left 4 Dead in a sissy way...
Watching action movies like Transformers doesn't make you a guy, I can watch and imagine it as Barbie...
Plus loving horror movies and gruesome stories doesn't make you a guy, I can easily count a few guys on my mind who don't dare watching these... (You know who you are ahem...)

No worries DogBone, you are talking to a real girl, no I haven't been to Thailand for any surgeries don't cha worry, it's just my nature that I am into guy's kind of thing?

I am a girl, really... That hard to believe?
Trying to schedule a day sometime next week for Nightmare on Elm Street, niceeeeee...

Some People

In this world, some people are just contradicting...
Hello let me ask you, if you don't really like a person, will you talk to him/her?
For me? Nope, that's why if you realize I haven't been talking to you, or just to be more specific I don't even bother replying your Facebook message (Directing this message to Ms.Lee), you tau apa hal lah,because I don't like you and please everyone around thinks that you are just a bit*h la.

If you don't like me, don't even bother to fake it out like you care about what's happening around me. Like the saying goes, fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me, nope shaming on me part is not going to happen, and sad it is, you never change since primary school... =)
Adding in another note JUST IN CASE you are reading this - I felt lucky for him who left you, because everyone (to rephrase, not only me who gotten this thought) thinks that he deserves someone 100% better than you.

Quote from Huai Bin :
"Anyway, if you don't like reading rants, please go watch Barney the cute purple dinosaur on TV. Yeah, switch on that idiot box."

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Thinking Back...

Some of the old posts really bring back memories, reading them is like walking down my own little memory lane...
I was very much in love with this someone, so much that I want to plan a future with him, so much that I think everything will be going smooth even though it wasn't...

I remembered people around us often tell us that we have the husband and wife look, people have faith in us that we both will build a future together... But well, good scenes never last long, my posts started to get sour and lost its sweetness when I think about you back then, but now, it's all gone for good.

I was worried that will I feel anything if you are seeing someone new already? I was worried I will care too much if this ever happens, maybe I prepared myself too well, or maybe I just don't feel anything anymore, in fact I felt a relief and yes I am definitely happy for you, for moving forward, because that's what life is all about, it doesn't stop there and wait for you just because you don't feel like moving forward.

I hope, we learnt plenty from each other, we will not do things that we know it will hurt our love ones, and, may you be happy with her, as long as it may, make her smile, just like how you made me smile.

Whatever it is, when I think of you, I can only remember the good ones, and I hope when there are moments you are thinking about me, you will smile too.

Thank you for everything... =)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

20th April 2010

Warning : It's the ramblings again, don't bored yourself. 

Reading back some of my really old entries, I must say that I haven't been a hardworking blogger, I only blog when I got the urge, and I used to blog with whatever I felt like expressing...
Comparing to my newer entries now, it seems to be 'not me', environment do really change a person eh? Could it possibly be the age too? Yes I am mid 20s now, k thanks bai close file.

Sitting here in my balcony, pretty cooling, with quite a good night view, I am thinking how nice if time will just crawl a little slower for this moment, for me to really enjoy whatever I have now, because I noticed that since I shifted to my new place, I haven't really sat down and enjoy the  new shelter, and most important thing is, I forgot to slow down and enjoy...

Parents were complaining that they don't really see me spending time with them, I won't tell them I don't have time, and I will make time for them.

I wish I can be just like him... =) Good life eh?

Thursday, April 15, 2010


我又帮不上忙, 好无奈