The Break

Its been more than a week since my last day... It feels weird somehow, weird to stop doing something so routine for the past 3 years... And I know how my mind works, and he too, he said if I stop doing anything and started to think within my own zone, I probably get lost in my own world and wouldn't know how to come back to reality,often enough when I started to quiet down, that's what scares or worries him... 'Baby what are you thinking? You okay? Come back!' Always the same answer 'I am just dreaming...' I love seeing him smile, making him laugh knowing that will help a lot for the both of us, so we went to Kuantan, the place where he has been travelling to most often. I couldn't be more happy being there, first is for him, second is because it is so near the sea, and I said once that the beach here is alive, mainly fill with little sea creatures. We went on a little exploring adventure too, sometimes to travel without a map is quite an exploration, we found little hidden corners which surprises us, one of them is this little unique cafe we passed by along the street.

So pretty we both couldn't stop telling each other we must come back and visit this little cafe again. The uniqueness of this place is mainly the really old and torn painting on their walls, together with their oldest furniture and decoration, it really do put up a very pretty ambience. And never fail, we went to the beach for a night walk, not crowded and it is good enough to free your mind, or it works the other way round, thoughts fill up my mind...

Simple life, nothing luxury, just holding hands walking down the beach, the feeling is comforting.

Pinterest

Is Pinterest the new trend? Oh I must say I am pretty addicted to it now, anything which is visually based attracts me, maybe I am lazy like that, maybe the majority of people are lazy like that. =P

 Found an infographic (another visual process explaining method I really love) talking about pinterest, maybe you would want to read about it, and if you are on pinterest, you can follow me on Jestgsm (Finally I changed it to align to both my Instagram and Twitter.

Source : http://www.mdgadvertising.com/blog/a-marketers-guide-to-pinterest-pin-it-to-win-it-infographic/

Hey 2012

I remember when 2011 was ending, I told myself that no matter what, I am going to make sure that 2012 is going to be wonderful.

Indeed, I would say that, this year is a remarkable year for me, because there were so many new experiences in my life.

1. For the first time, I get to travel to Taiwan, a place where I was hoping to step foot in for the longest time with a mad traveller, whom I never thought he will become someone so important to me.

Silly you, thanks for always being there for me. =)

2. For the first time, I finally bought a cheong sum and wore it on CNY.

3. For the first time, I wrote a wish on the lantern and let it go, together with my bestie.

4. For the first time, I bought a RM500.00 long black dress for an occasion, which until today I didn't regret buying it.

5. For the first time, the POTP travelled out together and hell yea we had lotsa fun, people whom I will miss, very very much!

Also for the first time, I had so much impact in my life for the first 5 months for this year, so much that I felt that it has been a year. Things are going to change further after the month of June, a new path which I am somewhat worried yet excited, a new journey, and I never thought this would happen. 

I am writing this post because I realized that I am much forgetful these days, and I don't know how many meaningful moments I don't get to write it down somewhere, and last time whenever I have any interesting thoughts, I don't write them down and worst is I tend to forget.. Now, to prevent myself from not forgeting any awesome thoughts or moment, I actually developed a habit to write everything down, to constantly remind myself about things which happened and yet to happen.

Maybe, I just know that life isn't that long after all... And I choose to remember everything, as much as I can.

I Know

I know what you did there...
You are reading my blog and I know who you are...

You know you know... =D

I Won't Give Up

I attended few concerts before, to be frank, I am not a concert person, not a crowd person, so when it comes to attending concert with a crowd, I am extremely picky, so far I only attended few, guess it could be the age factor, artist whom I love seeing them singing live, probably not those when you sweat and rock with the crowd. =)

Jason Mraz, Michael Buble, and David Foster...

Knowing that Jason Mraz got this new song playing on radio stations, love it to bits.
I always love good voice + beautifully written lyrics.

This is for you, for me, for him, for us, don't give up, failure happens only when you give up.

Not giving on us =)

Chance

Source : http://leloveimage.blogspot.com

Hello 2012

Last day of 2011, looking back and thinking to myself, what a year. 

Ups and downs, many falls, struggled in putting myself back in 1 piece over and over again... Felt like I was sitting on a Mary go round, many miserable rounds on a same place same spot, can't more forward and it just keep spinning round and round.

Didn't think much about how am I going to end my 2011, thinking that it will be just as bad, no expectations, but it turns out to be the most wonderful happenings I ever have.

Met a group of new crazy friends.

Holiday wasn't wasted.

Reunion with some of my oldest friends in life.

Been waking up smiling.

Clear blue sky.

And... 

I met you. =)

Believing 2012 its going to be a year, full of hopes and dreams. A fresh and great start!

The journey begins!

Happy new year people and have a fantastic celebration! 

Random

Random pictures, those socks are cute, not mine :)

Christmas 2011

I never realized how time flies, or maybe i do,just that i didn't want to acknowledge that it was that quick...

This year wasn't really a fantastic year for me, miserable since 2009, hopefully next year will be a better year for me for you for everyone...

How long more i need to be in this situation, i guess i have no one to blame but myself, time to wake up from this nightmare already, it's been too long that i guess sleeping beauty have already woke up a few times from her prince charming's kisses... :)

Life is beautiful, isn't it? Yes it is, have no doubts about it, just by looking at the beautiful Christmas decorations everywhere, who cares if i am celebrating it alone, i don't mind just bringing my camera going down town and capture the decoration and the smiles on the happy faces... I think i'll just set that as my mission for this Christmas... Who is with me? :p

Merry Christmas people, lots of <3...

29th October 2011

Did you see these faces walking around at Solaris that night?

That night, Marilyn Manson, The Black Swan, Captain America, Marilyn Monroe, Little Red Riding Hood, Posion Ivy, The X-Men, guy from LMFAO were all gathered at the Astro B.yond IPTV Hollywood and Celebrities Night, trust me, there were a lot more celebrities there...

That night was crowded, full of celebrities....

But... There are some who came as sesat celebrities....

Nope not these group of people...

Could be these 2 fella ?

Oklah I was the sesat one, wanted to be Harley Quinn but ended up hanging my mask around my neck, so from front I looked like a vampire, while back I have a Jester mask.

Anyway, Happy Belated Halloween everybody, for those of you who were at Astro B.yond IPTV Hollywood and Celebrities Night, I am sure you guys had fun!

Left Handed

While waiting for my parents in the office, decided to Google some fact or personality about left handed people, here are some, how true is these?
Source from http://l-pawlik-kienlen.suite101.com/personality-traits-of-lefties-a46563

• About 10% of the world’s population is left-handed.
• Some doctors believed that left-handed people are more likely to struggle with breast cancer, allergies, and asthma.
• Leadership. About 66% of American presidents in the last 30 years were left-handed men. Bill Clinton, George H.W. Bush, Ronald Reagan, and Gerald Fold were all left-handed presidents. Barack Obama and John McCain are both left-handed.
• Quick thinkers. Studies have shown that lefties are “exceptional.” Australian research shows that left-handed people think more quickly when playing computer games or sports. Left-handed people also tend to earn more money.
  
• Sexuality. Research from Canada reveals this interesting quality of left-handed people: they’re more likely to be homosexual. (WTFFFFFF???)
  
• Independence: Some experts believe left-handed people are more independent because they’ve had to get along in a world that’s not made for them. Dr Peters says that lefties are “slightly more resistant to social pressures, to have more of an independent streak.”
• Adaptability: Canadian research shows that left-handed people are more adaptable than right-handed people. That is, a lefty can use her right hand to do tasks much easier than a righty can use his hand. Left-handed people seem to be able to switch over more easily.

Really? Anyone else who is a lefty?

Heart

They tell me to follow my heart...

I followed...

But when it hurts, do I still follow?

Blue Sky

Do you see what I see? Are we at the same place looking up to the same sky?

If one day I were to give up on one thing about me, i think I will give up on feelings, things are so much easier without involving this thing call feeling.

True I might not know how happy feels like, but at the same time, I don't need to have the feeling of worrying or being sad or even angry, isn't better that way?

Went to a meeting at KLCC last week and saw this group of syndrome down children having KFC, sometimes I wonder, are they actually the lucky ones? Or is it still us, the normal crowd.

Friends

Thanks for giving the poor lonely rabbit a friend, hope this fat smiling dude will walk a long journey with the cranky white bunny...

Acne popping out, painful and annoying...

Happy Tuesday people. :)

Happy Faces

Faces that will put a smile on your face too... :)

Familiar Stranger

(Picture Taken : Melaka Jonker Street)

Hello Stranger,

I know you when we were only 18...
Different time zone different culture different lifestyle...
But we did promise each other we will meet up one day...

I am sorry many years back when that one day was approaching,
I ran away...

But now I know that one day is coming again, I won't run away...
I will wait for you and say " Finally eh?..."

We have plenty to catch up, too many you might wanna be here for a month or more... :)
Greetings from Finland, you still look good from the cam I saw the other night.

Stories

Was reading some of the stories online, not sure if you ever come across certain articles,

Where you will have the familiar feeling, is like someone just wrote the story about your life, without you telling them how you were feeling...

I felt that a moment ago, and I am glad that what I was going through, I wasn't alone, and someone somewhere in this world, is sharing the same thoughts as me.

I love this picture a lot

Arthur's Day

Been really stress over work?

Been really fed up about not having a proper life?

Been telling yourself that life should be like this like that?

Been knowing friends who has been enjoying their life much?

Been wanting to have a moment of getaway?

You know what?

You should start telling yourself that you wanna celebrate and live your life!

Now sing!

Cause we gon' rock this club

We gon' light it up

Like it's dynamite!

Best part is you don't need to just youtube Taio Cruz video or listen it in a club, because you can see him live!

Yes if you have already know Arthur's day is happening this weekend, prepare yourself to throw your hands up in the air, Saying AYO, gotta LET GO!

Now if you haven't gotten yourself the tickets, all you need to do is just click here and I shall see you at Arthur's Day.

Details of THE DAY

Date: 23 September 2011 (Friday)
Time: 7 pm onwards
Venue: Speed City KL, Selangor Turf Club

YOU BETTER BE THERE!!!

Lavender

One day, if you were to bring me away...

Bring me to the field filled with the scent of lavender...

And we'll just hide in that little cozy wooden house.

Away from the city, and thinking...

This is life, our life.

Close

I rather not.
Before I completely lose myself...
I rather not see, not hear and not feel.

Don't keep coming back and tell me it's true, because I don't feel it.
At the end of the day, what matter the most has been gone long ago.