Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Thinking Back...

Some of the old posts really bring back memories, reading them is like walking down my own little memory lane...
I was very much in love with this someone, so much that I want to plan a future with him, so much that I think everything will be going smooth even though it wasn't...

I remembered people around us often tell us that we have the husband and wife look, people have faith in us that we both will build a future together... But well, good scenes never last long, my posts started to get sour and lost its sweetness when I think about you back then, but now, it's all gone for good.

I was worried that will I feel anything if you are seeing someone new already? I was worried I will care too much if this ever happens, maybe I prepared myself too well, or maybe I just don't feel anything anymore, in fact I felt a relief and yes I am definitely happy for you, for moving forward, because that's what life is all about, it doesn't stop there and wait for you just because you don't feel like moving forward.

I hope, we learnt plenty from each other, we will not do things that we know it will hurt our love ones, and, may you be happy with her, as long as it may, make her smile, just like how you made me smile.

Whatever it is, when I think of you, I can only remember the good ones, and I hope when there are moments you are thinking about me, you will smile too.

Thank you for everything... =)

4 comments:

Tian Chad @ 永遇乐 said...

Oh somehow I wish it was him and somehow I not.
I am wishing for the best for you in future!! Do inform me when you are throwing the red-bomb!

Tekkaus said...

Wow...good. All the best for you. :D

Li Yen Lim said...

*hugs*

Huai Bin said...

I'm glad you can leave the past in the past! =D

Yup, it's all about moving forward and remembering the good things.

You'll find another person to love. I thought I couldn't find anyone to love after this girl (the only person I loved really) dumped me when I was 24.

Which was probably the catalyst that made me a bit of a player after that - self defence mechanism to not get hurt.

However, time heals all wounds (cliche I know).

...and now I feel like I can love again.

:)

I know I can coz I know who it is. !hi