Lavender

One day, if you were to bring me away...

Bring me to the field filled with the scent of lavender...

And we'll just hide in that little cozy wooden house.

Away from the city, and thinking...

This is life, our life.

Close

I rather not.
Before I completely lose myself...
I rather not see, not hear and not feel.

Don't keep coming back and tell me it's true, because I don't feel it.
At the end of the day, what matter the most has been gone long ago.

Summer Love

They say summer love are the ones that never last.

I say...

Summer love are the ones that will last forever in your memory.

Happy Dosage

Thank you for filling in the happy dosage in this empty jar.
Coffee for you. :)

And hot chocolate for me.

I hope...

Some day…

I hope to have that biggest jar of jelly beans...

I hope to have that biggest teddy bear...

I hope to have that most beautiful dress on my prom night...

I hope to have that car to drive around town with my girlfriends...

I hope to have that clothing design under my name...

I hope to have that building with the brightest light...

Some day...

I hope to be in that white wedding gown...

I hope to be seeing you in your best tuxedo...

I hope to say ‘I do…”

I hope to just live with you for the rest of my life...

Painting

There were this 2 young painters, sitting side by side, they were young, fresh, energetic and full of hope.
Both of them decided to paint a picture together 'Hey lets paint Happy?'

So they started with trees, then a hill top, then a sunset view, the picture was warm enough, enough to describe 'Happy', but they thought something was missing, then she said "Ah I know, lets paint a girl and a boy?"

So the boy and the girl were sitting close to each other on the hilltop watching the sunset, it was a perfect Happy painting, both of them are happy, the painter laid her head on his shoulder, then he said "How about putting a Future in this Happy painting?"

And there they added kids running and flying kite on the hill top together with the couple, it looks like a family now, and that feels like Future, both painters looked at each other in their eyes and smiled.

'Hey baby, lets paint an ending?' He asked, she nodded.
They added a bench, an old couple sitting on it holding hands...

Now isn't that a pretty ending? The old couple sitting on the bench, watching their grandchildren running and flying kite, while the mom and dad were just sitting there watching the sunset.

Just went she was about to keep this painting that both of them painted, someone came and told him that she wants to paint a prettier picture with him, so they walked away leaving her behind with the painting.

Sad enough she open up the paint to try and find out what was missing? It was Happy, and there is a Future, which they can imagine how pretty the Ending could be...

The rain came, the painting was gone, she tried touching it up but somehow it doesn't seems to be the one before, he came helping while she was away, no matter how hard they try, the painting was no longer the 1st one...

相信

听到了， 也选择了相信。

放吗？

  

楼梯得故事

有两张照片，一张是想上拍得，一张是往下拍的。

我拿了往下拍的，正好形容着我的心情指数。

照片：香港

Hi July

Hi July,

Someone told me you will be my good friend, and I hope so.
One day, just you, me, and a camera, we will capture moments and put them in a beautiful box.

Deal?

Kids

Was walking with mom at 1 Utama yesterday, saw this little boy at the Transformer's booth asking his dad to buy him the Optimus Prime, so cute!

I told my mom " Mummy, I really love kids, especially those with very Chinese looking ones, with really small eyes, nice pointy nose, then when they smile right, can see all the little baby teeth nicely line up, and you can barely see the eyes, so cute! I wanna have a baby now!"

Expecting my mom to ask me to focus on work first, family can come later bla bla bla, she said "Ya go give birth one for me, so I can play with my grandchild..." *Eh totally speechless*

I do love kids, really cute ones, if I ever have my own kids, if is a HE, I will make sure he wear really cute tiny sport shoes, polo T shirts or checkered shirt.
If is a SHE, I will make sure she wear really cute bright colour flowery dresses, and also with cute pair of shoes. 

 

My cousin's son, geram feel like biting his cheeks!

Dear Stranger

Dear Stranger,

If you happen to find my heart, 

Can you help me to keep it in a safe box,

Safe from others who wants to hurt it badly,

Because if I ever have it back,

I might hand it over to the same person,

Whom I know, he will hurt it over and over again.

I rather not have it back.

5th June 2011 - Smile

Today, I watched a few videos and I realize human being are actually strong in their mind.
No matter how unfortunate you are, but when you stand strong, you are always a better person.

Even if the whole world give up hope on you, as long as you still have faith in yourself, that's where you stand up and face them, because you are your own greatest strength, and you will be the one who will always stand by your side.

On a side note, I never really understand how to properly define someone with a sweet smile and presence, but now I know, is where no matter how bad things can go wrong, you greet it with a smile, and in exchange the world smile with you.

Smile People.

Picnic For Two?

Just the two of us

Sitting side by side

With the beautiful greenery

Walking down memory lane

Wondering how lucky we are

To have each other

All the time...

Too Many

Too many voices talking in her head...

Can't focus can't analyze can't think...

Too many faces to identify...

Can't identify which is real which is not...

Too many things that doesn't flow your way...

Can't control mindsets which doesn't belong to own self...

Too many thoughts that both brain and the heart doesn't sync...

Can't decide if I should follow the brain or the heart...

These are not pleasant feelings, not positive stress, and sometimes you just feel like screaming and hope everything will be fine soon...

The bottle is cracking, not long before it shatter by these...

Timing

She told herself that she will give another chance if he ask.

He told himself he will need more time to think about it.

She told herself that she will never walk back into his life.

He told himself that he will never make her sad again if given a chance.

Timing is just not with us all the time, most of the time.

Rain

I wish it is raining now,

So I can stand under the rain,

And no one will know.

Memories

When things are right in front of you,
You just tend to take it for granted,
And think that it would be okay,
Because you know for a fact that it might just be there for you,
Even the most silly thought that,
It will be there forever...

But forever...
It is just a different interpretation for each individual,
Some forever last a decade,
Some only lasted one day.

And when that day comes,
The only thing you can hold on to,
Are the things which will last you forever,
Those are what we call memories...

Fool

Breathing in that familiar scent in the air,
I wonder who have that same scent as yours,
Or it is just me missing the smell on your shirt that I am imagining it,
I am too good at it because...
It felt so real that I fooled myself by turning around to look for that person.

There was no one.

3rd May 2011

I know I shouldn't be feeling like this, I have enough reasons to tell myself not to feel like this, but then me being me, I judge myself quicker than anyone else, and I set really high expectations for myself, sigh...

I hope I will be doing better, don't wanna wake up every morning feeling this invisible force pressing against my chest making me hard to breath...

How I wish I can just have the pills from the movie 'Limitless', to activate 100% of my brain, know every damn skills on earth, so I can be my own everything, can exactly do what I have picture in mind and put it in real.

Or I don't mind being weird in having more than 1 brain, few more extra arms and legs to work things faster, be able to multi-task.

At the end of the day, there is no such genius pill, no such thing as having more than 1 brain and extra few arms and legs, because...

I am only human...

Goodnight people, you guys have a blast! =)

Quiet Night

Back in the office at 10.57pm...

I like the feeling of being alone in the office sometimes, maybe it helps me to focus and concentrate more...

The office at this hour, no it's not spooky, it's just relaxing, our office are with really dim lights, and we have pretty windows where you can actually see the city lights of KL.

Playing Michael Buble's song, I miss his concert, if he ever performing here again, I will be there.

Before I left home today, I overheard this song sang by a Chinese singer, caught 1 sentence of the lyrics.

"Everyone love someone else, but not themselves"

How true is that... =)

The Weird Feeling

Life is like an onion : You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

True isn't it, ask yourself how many layers you have peel, and how many times you weep.