Monday, October 22, 2007

It's raining...

3.00am sharp, a really early Monday morning...
Can't sleep yet, I guessed my sleeping time is all upside down, have to better tune it back to normal before I start my internship...
Sitting in front of the computer,listening to sentimental songs, how can these situation not trigger my thoughts, so that's why I am blogging here...
Thinking deeply, about what have I achieve so far in my 22 years of life, second thought, I achieve nothing yet... Seeing and hearing stories and experiences from friends telling me that how much the have achieve, I felt so behind, I can;t even chase their shadow...
I am one career minded women which he sometimes wish that I am one who is not so adventurous... Well, since young, I think I am more tomboyish than any other girl,I love learning guy's thing;cars,sci-fi related stuff,being mechanical in my house... Believe me or not, I fixed my electrical household items that my dad thinks I am no difference from my brother lol...
Thinking how much will I achieve in the future, I don't even know what do I wanna achieve, I am still lost...
Anyone of you found your aim in the future yet? Share with me!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Actually dis kind phenomena exist in our life..just the matter u r not aware to think too extensively & too deeply when u r still studying n most of d time enjoying ur life..Achieving something dat u reali demanded is not simple..U nit to take time n effort to work it out.I know dat hearing stories from frens and family members where we sit down together gossiping about our achievements in careers n some of us mb had their succesful ones n some may not..don wori u just havent reach the stage yet n dis is all walks of life..avone nit to filled in it..feel pressuring now is not a big deal..People out there which had achieve their career..u r not realize dat how much commitment they had commit,time effort they had spend and mistakes that they hav learned when working with their career..Dis is all shud b consider in the elements of building a successful career..U r still young & active, there is a lil achievement in d past shud motivates u..I believe in u dat u can achieve wat u want..Ni Bu Yao Fang Qi & Bu Yao Nan Guo..=P

Anonymous said...

Actually dis kind phenomena exist in our life..just the matter u r not aware to think too extensively & too deeply when u r still studying n most of d time enjoying ur life..Achieving something dat u reali demanded is not simple..U nit to take time n effort to work it out.I know dat hearing stories from frens and family members where we sit down together gossiping about our achievements in careers n some of us mb had their succesful ones n some may not..don wori u just havent reach the stage yet n dis is all walks of life..avone nit to filled in it..feel pressuring now is not a big deal..People out there which had achieve their career..u r not realize dat how much commitment they had commit,time effort they had spend and mistakes that they hav learned when working with their career..Dis is all shud b consider in the elements of building a successful career..U r still young & active, there is a lil achievement in d past shud motivates u..I believe in u dat u can achieve wat u want..Ni Bu Yao Fang Qi & Bu Yao Nan Guo..=P

Jester Da Great said...

Aww that's one good comment, thank you so much^^
Just one thing, can I know who is this? U left comments but without your name, and it felt like I knew you long ago ;)
Hope to hear from u again, mr/ms anonymous ^^

Anonymous said...

I think i shud remain mr.anonymous haha..its sounds better ^^ one day i'll shall keep in touch with you agen n re-born my identity..
ur blog serves differents thoughts n feelings..it suits me to read ur stories..dats y I'm alwis leave a comment for u..=P

Anonymous said...

How do u feel after I was intentionally wrote u dis comment?
Mmm..I think dat there's always feelings dat u hardly speak it out verbally in situations n u constantly wrote word by word to describe ur feelings..
Mind to share with me :*)

Jester Da Great said...

Awww c'mon, at least some hints? It seems that we lost contact for some time? I wonder, share my thoughts with u? Sure, let me email u ;)

Anonymous said...

It is not surprise dy..if u know the hints i'm secretive either..u seems that had the feeling knowing me for quite sometime..U just take a guess..Hope dat u can share thoughts wif me.=P

Shiro said...

Hmm.. I had thought my goal was just simple. Live a happy and simple life, not luxurious, marry and have a family I could bring out on my adventures.

but well, life isn't so simple and straight. When plans are bound to go wrong they do. Currently my next turn point is to get a home for myself. Just a condo somewhere, a pool and gym included. A nice bedroom rigged with wireless tech. A study cum work room. A living area attached to a kitchen. Not too fancy but just enough to do some simple baking as well. Pine wood furnitures from IKEA. If one thing living alone previously taught me is that homes get dusty very quickly. Still researching on how to overcome that. Perhaps ventilation filters with aircon all the way =p

Anonymous said...

"walks of life" like Mr/Ms Anonymous said... indeed a long walk. stages we all go tru at diff steps of our life... diff expectations... diff concepts... diff dreams... looking at things and situations from diff times makes such a big diff huh rite?