Kids

Was walking with mom at 1 Utama yesterday, saw this little boy at the Transformer's booth asking his dad to buy him the Optimus Prime, so cute!

I told my mom " Mummy, I really love kids, especially those with very Chinese looking ones, with really small eyes, nice pointy nose, then when they smile right, can see all the little baby teeth nicely line up, and you can barely see the eyes, so cute! I wanna have a baby now!"

Expecting my mom to ask me to focus on work first, family can come later bla bla bla, she said "Ya go give birth one for me, so I can play with my grandchild..." *Eh totally speechless*

I do love kids, really cute ones, if I ever have my own kids, if is a HE, I will make sure he wear really cute tiny sport shoes, polo T shirts or checkered shirt.
If is a SHE, I will make sure she wear really cute bright colour flowery dresses, and also with cute pair of shoes. 

 

My cousin's son, geram feel like biting his cheeks!

Dear Stranger

Dear Stranger,

If you happen to find my heart, 

Can you help me to keep it in a safe box,

Safe from others who wants to hurt it badly,

Because if I ever have it back,

I might hand it over to the same person,

Whom I know, he will hurt it over and over again.

I rather not have it back.

5th June 2011 - Smile

Today, I watched a few videos and I realize human being are actually strong in their mind.
No matter how unfortunate you are, but when you stand strong, you are always a better person.

Even if the whole world give up hope on you, as long as you still have faith in yourself, that's where you stand up and face them, because you are your own greatest strength, and you will be the one who will always stand by your side.

On a side note, I never really understand how to properly define someone with a sweet smile and presence, but now I know, is where no matter how bad things can go wrong, you greet it with a smile, and in exchange the world smile with you.

Smile People.

Picnic For Two?

Just the two of us

Sitting side by side

With the beautiful greenery

Walking down memory lane

Wondering how lucky we are

To have each other

All the time...

Too Many

Too many voices talking in her head...

Can't focus can't analyze can't think...

Too many faces to identify...

Can't identify which is real which is not...

Too many things that doesn't flow your way...

Can't control mindsets which doesn't belong to own self...

Too many thoughts that both brain and the heart doesn't sync...

Can't decide if I should follow the brain or the heart...

These are not pleasant feelings, not positive stress, and sometimes you just feel like screaming and hope everything will be fine soon...

The bottle is cracking, not long before it shatter by these...

Timing

She told herself that she will give another chance if he ask.

He told himself he will need more time to think about it.

She told herself that she will never walk back into his life.

He told himself that he will never make her sad again if given a chance.

Timing is just not with us all the time, most of the time.

Rain

I wish it is raining now,

So I can stand under the rain,

And no one will know.

Memories

When things are right in front of you,
You just tend to take it for granted,
And think that it would be okay,
Because you know for a fact that it might just be there for you,
Even the most silly thought that,
It will be there forever...

But forever...
It is just a different interpretation for each individual,
Some forever last a decade,
Some only lasted one day.

And when that day comes,
The only thing you can hold on to,
Are the things which will last you forever,
Those are what we call memories...

Fool

Breathing in that familiar scent in the air,
I wonder who have that same scent as yours,
Or it is just me missing the smell on your shirt that I am imagining it,
I am too good at it because...
It felt so real that I fooled myself by turning around to look for that person.

There was no one.

3rd May 2011

I know I shouldn't be feeling like this, I have enough reasons to tell myself not to feel like this, but then me being me, I judge myself quicker than anyone else, and I set really high expectations for myself, sigh...

I hope I will be doing better, don't wanna wake up every morning feeling this invisible force pressing against my chest making me hard to breath...

How I wish I can just have the pills from the movie 'Limitless', to activate 100% of my brain, know every damn skills on earth, so I can be my own everything, can exactly do what I have picture in mind and put it in real.

Or I don't mind being weird in having more than 1 brain, few more extra arms and legs to work things faster, be able to multi-task.

At the end of the day, there is no such genius pill, no such thing as having more than 1 brain and extra few arms and legs, because...

I am only human...

Goodnight people, you guys have a blast! =)

Quiet Night

Back in the office at 10.57pm...

I like the feeling of being alone in the office sometimes, maybe it helps me to focus and concentrate more...

The office at this hour, no it's not spooky, it's just relaxing, our office are with really dim lights, and we have pretty windows where you can actually see the city lights of KL.

Playing Michael Buble's song, I miss his concert, if he ever performing here again, I will be there.

Before I left home today, I overheard this song sang by a Chinese singer, caught 1 sentence of the lyrics.

"Everyone love someone else, but not themselves"

How true is that... =)

The Weird Feeling

Life is like an onion : You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

True isn't it, ask yourself how many layers you have peel, and how many times you weep.

Hot Air Balloon

Was at this hot air balloon thing, well, no I didn't manage to be in any of them, because if you wants to ride on one, you need to be there by 6am, like seriously? Clearly I screwed that.

But it's a new experience, I don't really see hot air balloons before even if I do, not in so many pattern and design. Here are some pictures!

Nice eh?

Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you choose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
If I could 
Turn back the years
If you could 
Learn to forgive me
Then I could 
Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel

Michael Buble 13th March 2011

This was the best present I ever bought for myself on my birthday, a ticket to Michael Buble concert with my favourite people too, what else I can ask more... =)

Until now, when I look back at the pictures, I still miss it a lot, and I told myself if he is gonna be here again, I don't mind paying more for his concert, because it's just worth it, really.

I was hooked on to him when I was looking for songs to download, and I accidentally downloaded the song ' I wanna go home', and I totally fall for him after the first time listening to his voice, I was accidentally in love.

That's where I started paying a lot of attention to him, listening to almost all his songs, especially when I was about to sleep, I would have this habit of listening to one or two of his songs, helps me to sleep better, all the time. 

I gotten more in love, when someone like him introduced this song 'Lost' to me, every now and then when I listen to it, it brings back memories, good ones. 

Another thing I really miss is the company trip on a cruise, that was really awesome and I am gonna miss it a very long time.

Chapter Closed

Was reading a lot of news about the victims in Japan, NZ and some other places which was affected by the earthquake, I felt a heartache.

I have been through some rough time these few weeks, ups and down, dilemma, confused, angry, sad, hopeless... But when I looked at myself after reading all those articles about this people, mine was merely nothing. 

If I have a bad day, I have a bunch of friends I know I can count on to, a family to talk to, and most importantly a home I can go back to, and just cuddle under the blanket and sleep, and even if I have a nightmare, when I wake up, I know it's just a nightmare and it's not real.

Relationship is not the main focus in life, there are so many things more to do, worth spending time worrying and planning for, instead of just restrain self at a corner thinking about things which is not worth spending time and think everything is going to be alright.

I have a bigger heart to love more than hate, to give more than take, and to forgive and forget. 

Chapter Closed. Move on.

An old friend of mine, they say we look alike, do we? Really? :)

Hold On

So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright
Cause we are stronger here together
Then we could ever be alone
Just hold on to me
Don't you ever let me go
Hold on to me, it's gonna be alright
Hold on to me tonight
They always say we were the lucky ones

#Michael Buble

Sometimes

People said things are all within your control...

But I guess its not all, because sometimes...

Things are not within your control...

But... If you can't control what's happening, maybe you can try to control the outcome of it...

LOL

Hahahaha poor lady...

20th March 2011

Today is one really good Saturday, totally felt that it wasn't wasted...

I didn't sleep through the whole day, did not just surf the internet the whole day, but...

Woke up at 6am to see the pretty hot air balloons...

Went for some crazy badminton with the nuffies...

Nothing much to update, happy Sunday everyone. =)

p/s : I love rainy days...