Saturday, October 27, 2007

Alone...


I was watching a lot of those "virus transmitting" movies where once you are infected, you are a blood sucking creature, which is like 28 days later, 28 weeks later and resident evil... I don't know why I was so into these kind of movies, well maybe it's my own way of releasing stress, stress of boredom, hahaha...

While watching movies, I tend to put myself into the character, and feel if I were him/her, what would I do... This time, I put myself in this character in the movie of 28 days later...

If anyone of you watched this movie, I guess you all are familiar where this actor woke up in the hospital where not even a single person was in that hospital, slowly he moves to the main street of London, no cars, no people and empty shops... As if the whole London left him all alone there...

So there my auto mode switch on, putting myself in this character, where I woke up with no one in the house, slowly to the garden , and then the main street of KL... OMG how creepy is it? No one talking to you, no cars driving around honking, no shops open for selling, damn it's a dead city, it's seriously scary and horrible even if it is in the broad daylight, yuke! Don't feel good at all...

Learn t something, it's so good to hear people talking and laughing, it's so good to see traffic jams when you know there are hundreds of people are with you, it's just good to be crowded!!!

This is what we call-----> The reverse psychology

Hahaha good day everyone, and good luck in the internship!!

Monday, October 22, 2007

It's raining...

3.00am sharp, a really early Monday morning...
Can't sleep yet, I guessed my sleeping time is all upside down, have to better tune it back to normal before I start my internship...
Sitting in front of the computer,listening to sentimental songs, how can these situation not trigger my thoughts, so that's why I am blogging here...
Thinking deeply, about what have I achieve so far in my 22 years of life, second thought, I achieve nothing yet... Seeing and hearing stories and experiences from friends telling me that how much the have achieve, I felt so behind, I can;t even chase their shadow...
I am one career minded women which he sometimes wish that I am one who is not so adventurous... Well, since young, I think I am more tomboyish than any other girl,I love learning guy's thing;cars,sci-fi related stuff,being mechanical in my house... Believe me or not, I fixed my electrical household items that my dad thinks I am no difference from my brother lol...
Thinking how much will I achieve in the future, I don't even know what do I wanna achieve, I am still lost...
Anyone of you found your aim in the future yet? Share with me!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Just for laughter...

Ok I got this joke from an email,was nice, read it ok? Hehehehe...

A woman stopped by unannounced at her recently married son's house.
She rang the doorbell and walked in.
She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked.
Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"I'm waiting for my husband to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered.

"But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed.

"This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained.

"Love dress? But you're naked!"

"My husband loves me to wear this dress," she explained.

"It excites him to no end.

Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on end.
He can't get enough of me."

The mother-in-law left.

When she got home, she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive.
Finally, her husband came home.
He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively.
"What are you doing?" he asked.

"This is my love dress," she whispered, sensually.

"Needs ironing," he said. "What's for dinner?

"

Sunday, October 14, 2007

It farted...

Blardy...
Ok seriously I never knew animals do fart like a skunk,until that perfect afternoon...
I was laying down on the couch watching tv, as usual the si manja Ben will jump onto the couch and land on me,pose his sleeping pose, usually it would be his asshole, I mean his butt facing me, maybe he wanted some tv shows too, no idea about it...
Ok there it goes, it's like a silent killer,it comes so quietly but it leaves a deadly smell,omg! Right into my nose! At first I felt some warm air, and the smell follows.............
Confirmed it was him who did the farting, his stupid guilty look saying " I am sorry I farted right into your nose..." Those kind of look...
So, from that day onwards, When he land on me with his butt facing me, I have the phobia and I will turn him to the other side where his guilty face facing me...
Wonder why Bluey (my 7 year old bunny) nv farted, maybe he did, just not that stinko?

Monday, October 08, 2007

Song

There are some songs, when you hear them, it reminds you of that situation, it brings back the particular memory, happy, sweet, sad, heartbroken... I tend to tell myself that, I can forget things which I don't want them to come back to my memory box, but I was wrong, when you listen to a certain song, it actually brought back the exact feeling of things... I was wrong that, things cannot be forgotten, it was just hiding somewhere where you can't find them, until something happens, it comes back... This is a song from someone which I thought I can forget,unfortunately, I was wrong, still exist in my memory, the feeling of that time, just wanna ask, how are you doing now, it's been a long long time since we last sat down and talk, I know you were hiding from me before, and I did the same, till the day you called me back,things might not be the same anymore, but truly, you are still someone that I care... A friend... Remember this song?

梁静茹 可惜不是你

这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴著心
(我想我更有权力关心你)
可能你 已走进别人风景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

Friday, October 05, 2007

Breast Cancer

To all the girls,

Walked by pass a champagne the other day in college, it's all about breast cancer and how to fight it, I guess we should all be aware of it and it's danger, you won't wanna have half your breast cut off when you are in your 30s right? So I browse through the net and found some info for how do you know you are actually affected by this nightmare...

Changes that could be due to a breast cancer are
* A lump or thickening in an area of the breast
* A change in the size or shape of a breast
* Dimpling of the skin
* A change in the shape of your nipple, particularly if it turns in, sinks into the breast or becomes irregular in shape
* A blood-stained discharge from the nipple
* A rash on a nipple or surrounding area
* A swelling or lump in your armpit

Well a change in the size or shape of the breast, mm... I guess it's pretty normal to us girls, but if you are also facing the other symptoms, please please go to the doctor and do a check up ok? I will arrange a check up as well, just to put my mind in rest, anyone interested lol?

P.S= This is not only for girls, guys can get breast cancer in any chance too ok? But I guess it wont be the change in size or shape, if yes, u definitely have to consult a doctor, there is definitely something wrong hahahah!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Girls and Guys!



Hey! Mmm lately im trying hard to find nice movies, I had some already, but I am scratching my head to get more nice movies, categories would be romance and humour hahaha, so please please drop me a comment about which movie is nice to get? any language will do, but within the range of English, Mandarin or even Cantonese, I don't mind Korean movies too hahaha! Pls don't comment me on Bollywood movies, you girls know why...
Anyhow, presentation for seminar is superd near, it's just a blink of an eye, gosh gotta prepare it already, before that, good luck girls on the presentation and million thanks to Drew for the information you gave me ^^

Thursday, September 20, 2007

What is on their mind?!


Nurin, an 8 year old girl was found missing on 20th August, being raped and murdered brutally...

Now what is wrong with all these people now, what's going on in their stupid minds?!! Are these human beings or beast?! Don't they have bloody feelings for the victims? Don't they have nightmares every night after they committed such act? I believe even animals kill for a reason, meat eater kill for the sake of hunger... How many people around us are slowly evolving into some kind of beast?!

The old people always say," What is happening to the world now? Every page of the newspapers reporting tragedies instead of news that can lightened up a day..." So here, when is the last time you read the headlines and actually smiled? Some said all these tragedies were happening all the time, maybe in the good old days, news just did not cover so much of these stories like now... I don't think so...

Tsunami, earth quakes, mother nature disasters are wiping out numbers of live, is this a symptom of clearance?

Monday, September 17, 2007

Reality or Dreams?

Since young, for me, were asked to fill in the ambition blanks, I remembered filling in teacher, doctor and singer...
Slowly moving into the teenage world, the above ambitions seems to be getting far away from me, so as for my interest, I told myself I would stick to the doctor...
After form 5, the doctor's ambition vanished after all the years, and it confused me that was my ambition a reality or just a dream which you could only dream on?
At the age of early 20s, surprisingly a lot of occupation seems to be so unreachable where you could only dream on things, what happen to those ambitions which I filled in when I was just a kid? Kids often think that everything is possible, some might even filled in the blanks like, "I want to be a superhero..." which us, adults would laugh at them and tell them is impossible. While for adults, everything seems to be impossible, if you tell someone that," Hey I want to be a spaceman walking on the surface of the moon...", definitely you would have exchange those words with stares from your friends or even family, "What the hell? Spaceman? Why not you stop dreaming and get your feet back into reality!"
So, there you go, being a spaceman, a billionaire, a president of a country is all just illusion and dreams? So Bill Gates, George Bush, Valentina Tereshkova, the first woman in space were all not humans? Coz if we want to be them ,we can only dream about it and not having it stated down in the list.

There is these few words and phrases which push me from moving forward to the so call impossibles: There is a Will, There is a Way. If others can do it, why not you?

Be brave to chase your dreams and make it come true,there is a possibility. ^^

Thursday, September 13, 2007

13.9.2007

Mom went medical check up yesterday, result was that she has high blood pressure which she will have to take medicine to control it, mom let's go for exercise ok?

Ok tomorrow will be the day for it, hate it so much that I have to revise every damn thing again, but I guess I really deserved this.. So here I would like to wish all my fellow mates who's going for the second battle, GOOD LUCK!!

Read one old copy of reader digest, but still the information is never old :)
I would really like to share this with you all.

Preparing my son for his first day of kindergarden, we were reviewing numbers and counting. Suddenly he asked," What is the biggest number in the world?"
As briefly as possible, I tried to explain to him the concept of infinity, I thought I had done pretty well, but then he said," Dad, then what number comes just before infinity?"
-Shawn Foster,December 2001

Something to ponder over... ^^

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Love Story

Watched a Korean drama, finished 20+ chapters in 2 days, coz it is really addictive... I usually do not fancy all this drama as I am afraid to cry because of all this soap opera, but well, someone introduced me the drama, and I watch...
Was touching, it really touches ur heart that made ur tears drop...
Watching this drama made me think alot, that's why he is always afraid that I watch sad love stories, because after every love stories I watched, I will tend to ask alot of questions which he cannot answer, like " How if I have few days left in this world, what would you do?" He will always refused to answer and say " Pls do not say all this things? We are now healthy and nothing will happen?"
Well baby, life is where people get together, but at the end, it is always the split... I remembered when there were only few days ahead before my PMR arrived, my grandfather passed away,he was buried next to my grandmother's tombstone, when I saw my grandmother's tombstone, it was already grown with alga... Knew how long my grandfather waited to be re-unite with my his wife? It was a total of 15 years...
Dear, whenever I think of this, I don't know why I just got a painful feeling that makes me wanna cry and do nothing...
I will always miss you, no matter when or where...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

人…


去马六甲的那一段路…
经过了孝恩,也都经过Nilai坟场…
顿时想起了一位朋友,在他十八岁的那一年因为肺癌而去世…
在车上的我,问了一个问题…

“人死了…那灵魂会去哪里?还会感觉到痛吗?”

“也许人死后,要去的地方,才是真正属于人的世界,如果不是的话,为什么在凡间会有那么多的悲伤下场…”

听了他那一番话,有点惊讶,这些答案竟然会从他口中说出…
想告诉你说,就算这世界是多么的悲惨,遇到你是我这生中最幸福的时候…
知道我每次说这番话,眼眶都会湿湿地,但还是忍不住要告诉你,
“希望头上长满了白发的我们,依然还会拖着彼此的手,欣赏天空的美…

Saturday, August 04, 2007

The pet NANNY!


Ok just that this is the punishment for biting off the pink roses from the hair tie band, remember and learn it from the lesson ok you lil boy! Hahahaha!

Saturday, July 28, 2007

蓝色..


最近养成了叹气的习惯...
也许就是因为平时透不过气来,所以一有机会,就很自然地叹一口长长地气...
岁月真的不留人,心灵上的确是老了许多...
想法也开始变老...
好想现在就躺在一个月光可以照进来的空间,
好让我可以享受被月光照射在脸上的感觉...
真的好想全世界都不发出声音,可以听到宁静的时候...

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Can't Breath

I am bombarded with all this assignments and presentations while I only have the weekends to do it, working hours is eating up a lot of my concentration in class, so tired... But well, at least I felt that my whole week is all fully utilized, just another thinking to make myself feel better... *sob*

Pop Culture
18/7/07 - Quiz
18/7/07 - Submission of assignment
25/7/07 - Presentation

Media Law
1/8/07 - Individual Presentation
3/8/07 - Mod court

IMC
31/7/07 - Submission of the project
7/8/07 - Presentation

Saturday, July 07, 2007

7.7.07

Ok I have to admit that I was so damn lazy that I don't even have the time to switch on my computer for these few days (Well sounded that I am busy rather than being lazy.. >.<)

But well, no matter what! Today it's a very special day, guess it might be only special to me, hey it only happens once every 1000 years! It's 7.7.07!! Muahuhuah!!

Alright went and watched Transformers that day, was awesome!! Goosebumps all time, ok I usually don't get goosebumps easily, it's either that thing is damn freaking good or it's too yukes!

Check out these pictures which I took it while I was at The Curve where all these sexy cars were parking right out there for exbition, it was the first preview for TRANSFORMERS!! There you go..


I love this Fair Lady!!!! >.<


Transformers!!! would it be nice for my lil Kelisa? Hahah!!!


I wanna bring her home!!!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Is it still worthwhile?

So tired being considerate when you are not,
So tired when I knew I was right but I've to say sorry,
So tired when you started out the fire and blame me for starting it up,
So tired when you do things with $$$ in your mind first,
So tired when you break promises and you said that you never mentioned it before,

Because I am so tired already, that's why I felt tired too when you say sorry for all the stupid arguments that we don't really actually have to argue over.

Why do I have to fucking cry so easily when I argue with you,
Why do I have to force myself to talk shit when I'm still crying,
Why do I have to go through all those fucking temper when I know I dont have to,
Why do I have to consider so much for you when you dont,
Why do I have to put you at first place in everything when you dont,
Why do I have to doing things to make you happy when you still complain so much,

SueShen you were so right that few of us being so stupid and foolish when people dont even care to appreciate what we have done, not asking for a return but at least let us felt that its worth doing it, but I guess we have to accept that all this are facts from the realistic world.. Can't think about it, Im not even as important as playing mahjong with friends you know? ^^

Cheer up everyone and sorry for having an unpleasant post after some time :)

Sunday, June 17, 2007

The Journey...




They who are near to me do not know that
you are nearer to me than they are.
They who speak to me do not know that
my heart is full with your unspoken words.
They who crowd in my path do now know that I am walking alone with you.
They who love me do not know that
their love brings you to me.



r.tagore

Saturday, June 16, 2007

A night..


A night with thoughts and doubts..

Listening to the rain drops, peaceful and soul smoothing..
Imagining myself holding on an umbrella,
walking on the beautiful streets of London,
where every breath is chilling cold..

I love my freedom, I love my dreams..
But I know that it cannot be compared with reality..
Colourful, rhythmic, boarder less...

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Think b4 u SPEAK..

If you think bitching and spreading stupid rumours behind their back is gona help,
NO you are wrong, you are ruining your ownself reputation ^^

If you think that you don't need to think and say things that hurt people,
GOD I pity that you are stuck at the age below 3 ^^

If you think that you get jealous when people are better than you, and you do things behind them,
*LAUGH* You will only get worse doing those kid's thing instead of improving yourself ^^

If you felt that friends around you start to not talking to you,
You are losing away true friendship becoz of your silly act. ^^

If you think that people are the one to blame when you don't get to do your things well,
Lol I am very speechless about someone who is not responsible with their own act ^^

***People that were your victims before might felt offended, but remember, it's just for a moment of anger, because they are not like you, and of course, WE'RE GROWNUPS ^^

Cheers to my dearie girls! Miss you all alot, see you all in class soon!