Sunday, May 24, 2009

My Movie List 2009


Watched the trailer, just felt like watching this movie, hehehe...


Harry Potter!!! The trailer totally turn me on can!


Another end of world movie, just wanna see how good is this gonna be, the trailer looks really good though.


ICE AGE 3
Jeez this is my all time favourite apart from Shrek!


Ok I'm kinda addicted to Twilight when I 1st watched it, mainly because of the vampires, who doesn't like pretty things right?!


Night at the Museum 2
Hmm I heard that it's kinda entertaining, well I do love Ben Stiller, always got Adam Sandler to mixed up with. >.<


Not so much of a terminator fan, but because Christine Bale is in the movie!! And most of all, I don't get to see Arnold Schwarzenegger!!! Wooohoooo!!!


Transformers!!! I've been dreaming about this movie for such a long time!!!

Almost a month old

It's been almost a month old since I joined the nuffies!
Here are some of the not so update updates, hehehe...

Online Marketing Workshop, which I think it's really an eye opener and good exposure.







Yes it's LG Event!
Angels and Devils








I'm honoured :)

Saturday, May 09, 2009

这样深情

原谅我当天不懂得珍惜
只知任性
坏事情
唯原你此刻可于虚空中
将心聆听
将来若真的再有个约会会完成
真的会再有这样深情
我以天为证跟你带领

Wesak day... Believe in reincarnation?
The Chinese saying, we will never remember what we've gone through from our previous life. How is it feels like when we remembers everything, it will be a good start, a way of turning back time and fixed thing.
I wish... Tomorrow is my reincarnation, so I can... Start all over again, and if I ever remembers you, I'll want to restart everything, like what you said, if I see you and I don't remember you, we'll just walk pass each other without feeling.
Will you still love me like now, even I have reborn into a new body?
For me, as long as it's you, I will...

Locked


Back to my old self...
Locking everything up again...
Just when I can finally let things flow...
A huge rock just block the way and I have to leave...

Yes...
Back to my old self, I'm all cold and locked up again...
And I felt better this way...

I’m Gonna Lock My Heart ~ Billie Holiday

I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw away the key
I’m wise to all those tricks you played on me
I’m gonna turn my back on love
Gonna snob the moon above
Seal all my windows up with tin
So the love bug can’t get in
Park my romance right along the curb
Hang a sign upon my heart
“Please don’t disturb”
And if I never fall in love again
That’s soon enough for me
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw the key

And if I never fall in love again
That’s soon enough for me
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw away the key

I’ll never fall in love again
I’m gonna lock my heart
And throw away the key

Friday, May 08, 2009

Cockroach for Meal

Well another nice Friday, decided to have breakfast with brother since it was way too early for me to step in the office yet, and yes I was hungry, wasn't on a good eating habit lately, ah yes yes I know I might get gastric, I will eat on time!

Sat down and my mind was focused on having nasi lemak, brother influenced by me, so ordered biasa for myself and brother wanted ayam rendang.

Hmmm food arrived, not bad taste nice, went and taste a bit of my brother's ayam rendang, damn nice can! Quickly I ordered ayam rendang too, and it came with a separate plate, woohooo...

The feat may begin, as usual, I played with my food a bit before I eat (Yes I must admit it was good practicing in playing your food before you eat lah Justin), and woooot, there were this prawn in ayam remdang too? No wonder it tasted nice, using my utensil to happily flip the prawn, and yes that is where it begins...

Description:
Gasping in horror
Goosebumps
Heart sink
The scratchy feeling over my skull


OMFG!!! That is not a blardy prawn!!!! That is a full grown COCKroach! I almost stop eating immediately, and yes my brother was stunned for a moment and continue eating but left the ayam rendang alone. Every bite I chew, I suppose it's the psychology playing tricks, I kept feeling that I'm chewing on some cockroach!
YES, THEY DID NOT CHARGE US FOR THE BREAKFAST!


Just to share, I went for a family lunch with Jason at somewhere some place, I always got the habit in playing my food, a better word to use, I check my food, not until that day, I oversee the black wild mushroom when I chewed on it...
"Hmm it tasted funny and a bit crunchy. Ok I am going to spit it out and yeaaaahhhhhhhhhhh -----> I was eating a small cockroach, WTF!

you won't know how many nightmares I have ride on with cockroach, they are the worse thing that God ever created! Especially those which flies!!

Reminder : Play with your food before you eat!

Wanted to browse through some cockroaches pictures, look here is what I got:
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DAMN GELI CAN!!! WHICH PART OF THE PLANET DID IT COME FROM!

Till then, have a great weekend peeps!

Sunday, May 03, 2009

There & Then

This is the normal usual picture when I walked in my office every morning.
*Yes it's all nice and tidy*


And this would be the not so normal and usual picture when I walked in the office in the mornings, well yes everything you see, it has to be upside down, inside out, and whatever you call, it's a disaster.



But well, never gonna expect this during my last day of work in PnR, total disaster, more of a massive tsunami hit. You will sit and stoned for seconds before you decided to snap a picture out of it.
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TADA!!!!!!!


Monitor facing back, my precious bear being stuffed in some cup, all the stationary all lined up isntead of being in the pencil case, everything upside down, yes u must be wondering, the umbrella is open to cover my upside down office chair, that I 1st thought that it has gone missing, the only few things is still in order, is my table, CPU and yes the rubbish bin, nicely done, big applause to the creative minds from the creative team, and yes not forgetting the usual 3 musketeers.

Now you know why it's worth a shot? Because I'm gonna miss the disasters I encounter during the alternative mornings, and yes, I'm missing the PnRians already, you guys rock and thanks for everything!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Uncivilized people

Was on my way to the office this morning, the weather was pretty good, all warm and shiny. Not until I witnessed this incident…

Happened to stop at a traffic light on a bridge, saw this Indian man, assuming him aging from 30- 40 years old, riding on a motorcycle, he stopped at the bridge, took off his helmet, at the same moment, took out a yellow dirty plastic bag, look right look left, followed with that stupid “Ops it wasn’t on purpose punya attitude”, happily letting go the grip of his fat hands of the plastic bag, and there and then, into the river, gotten on his blardy motorcycle, and ride off.

The moment I saw this, oh my god if ever you touch my head, it was boiling, I was seriously damn furious! How old are you man, old enough to think and old enough to understand littering like that is such a disgrace to yourself and also polluting the river lah!
This is lah Malaysian, apa pun boleh, littering also boleh!

I actually realized this happens in Malaysia, if you ever see there is a signboard with “Jangan Membuang Sampah Di Sini, Denda RM500”, there goes the spot lah, will be filled up with pile of rubbish, what the? Now people don’t understand or what? What is wrong with our education system now? Maybe someone shud try put the signage in the rubbish bin so people will throw in? Will it work that way?

Educators like parents, some are really siao loh, I’ve seen father lowering down the window to allow the children to throw rubbish out, WHAT?!

People are not being dumb for failing to understand what pollution is, it’s just plain selfishness and so call being convenient to them. If the earth dies, you suffer too, and because of all your stupid selfishness, we tend to suffer together with you.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Left 4 Dead

It’s been raining since morning, and well no joke, the rain was pouring, heavy enough to blur the sight of the road, and the saddest is, everyone is already on the road for work in such a fine weather. Well in my dictionary, fine weather means rainy and cozy weathers, not the sunny kind one, yes I know, I should be a vampire.

Latest addiction – Left 4 Dead.
Why is it when I say I do play L4D, especially the guys, and also the same response  Wah lau you play L4D one ar!!?? Unexpected loh!!
Adding in I also told them I go cyber café for the game, another response  Wah so did all the guys were shock to see girls like you playing this kind of games?!

Hello… What do you mean by girls like me? So what should ‘girls like me’ do would be best fit in the picture? Bakery? Cooking? Shopping? Make up? Pedicure? Or maybe even Barbie? No offence, I love doing the things above, and do exclude the Barbie thingy, but somehow, I also love doing the boy stuff, and I’m not alone, I got a girl partner for that too ok, our L4D team is like equal, 2 guys 2 girls, fun!

So here are some of the screens for the games, so you can get a better feel on it.




I enjoy playing with my usual mates, main thing is, we do not practice serious gaming, so everytime we'll laugh our ass out while playing, I have to admit I'm being so noob in the game that, I am the one that everyone will pay extra attention on, I'm either walking too near the zombies as I am trying to make friends with them, or might even try playing unsucccessful hide and seek with the tank that I gave up and try riding on it, or falling off stairs and even shooting own team mates that i thought it was zombie, accidently throwing flames that causes fire, and most of all, I will pick up guns and health pack when team mates die, LOL!

Dear team mates, I know I am forgiven for all these silly things, and I love you guys hahaha! XOXOXO

Whoever haven't try the game, if you do not in tend to get addicted to something, warning --> Do not try! You will definitely have the addiction for it!

CHEERS!!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Getting old...

Thank you for all the pressies and wishes from all of you, once again, you guys rock! I'm glad I always have you all here with me...

I remembered when I was young, I have to admit I gets very excited over my birthdays, because at the end of the day, I would calculate how many presents I got, and I would open up all in one shot like a ceremony, that is why, I love birthdays! My wish is always hoping everyone will shower me loads of goodies during the day...

There was also a stage, where I started to rush the time to come faster so I can get out of schooling life, telling myself it's so boring studying all the text books and those gov exams... Every birthday, I would tell myself, ok it's gonna be quick enough to leave this study life and go yahoooo!!!

But then as time goes by, I do not celebrate birthdays anymore, I do not wait for the day to come and count my presents anymore, i do not make the wish in volume but quality ones, wishes that only I myself can achieve. The different stages of life, which stage am I stepping in already?
I wanna be sharp and I won't allowed myself to get lost in the path anymore, and I know I am not taking an easy and straight path, the path i am taking, if I achieve, I would achieve it great, that's for now my biggest wish.
I've been already blessed by Him for giving me great gift that I once never realized, I don't need more than them.

Imma being tagged

*Tagged by Guinea Pig :)
The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1. I am into horror and gruesome movies, if you are saying fanatic, I'm one.
2. I am a thinker.
3. I can be on the extremes, either extremely crazy or quiet.
4. I would love to be an eagle, dog or a bear.
5. I love breathing in the smell of fresh cut grass.
6. I am still a milk drinker, no coffee and tea yet.
7. I can laugh out without a reason, at the same time, I can cry without a reason too.
8. I am an explorer and hope to be a traveler.
9. I treasure life experience, never try never know.
10. I love creativity.
11. I can be very abstract, well most of the time.
12. I like taking care of others.
13. I still love junk food and chocolates like a 5 year old.
14. I love huge animals, coz I love holding big paws.
15. I am someone who love hugs.

Added in the 16 would be --> I treasured and appreciate that one who tagged me in, love you girl...


You are being tagged!! ---> Mady, Drew, Reagen Chong, Yee Hou!!!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Breather


Woke up quite early on a Saturday morning, it's now not even 8am yet, how nice... :)
The morning was breezy, sitting on my desk, I can feel the breeze blowing in softly in my room, I feel fresh, for one morning...
Thinking forward, YTD Feb 2010, I won't be longer sitting in this room of mine, I would be already move in to the new place, and I'm gonna miss this place seriously, most of all, my dearies who are just blocks away to reach... If I were to live up till 100 years old, which I don't think it's possible and I don't really think I want to live that long, I actually already spent quarter of my life here in this tiny little hut, how could I not miss it...

I am taking a wild guess that, the leavers always felt much harder and emotional where the stayers don't get the impact so much, I can feel you when you said you were stoned for a while in your room when you got back, somehow deep down, you feel real sad...

But life goes on, no matter how many stay how many left, no matter you are a leaver or a stayer, life just goes on, and the important part is, we are all reachable, just if you are staying out of this globe, this planet, then that would be a totally different story.

Cheers people, have a great weekend.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Rain



Went for a nice dinner...

It was raining heavily outside, while waiting for the car, I looked up to the dark yellowish sky, looking at the drops of falling rain, hitting softly on the road...
Just a sudden urge, I felt like going under the rain, to walk slowly under rain, without concerning what will get wet, just felt like it, soaking myself with the night rain, hoping it will wash away all the complications and simplified it, all worries and doubts into the drain, how nice, and I will be light as a feather...

I will have to learn smiling to myself again...

Monday, February 23, 2009

Some random thing

My blog is collecting dust already, ah never mind, cleaning up bit now...
Stepping into the 3rd month of working, I see myself as a workaholic where I rather stay back in the office and finish up undone business...

This field is teaching me lots, more than I ever expected I could gained in only 2 months, you don't need a long time to see the true colour though, it's just right there for you, they don't hide and most of all, they don't need to.

Having complicated feelings so frequently, I don't know what am i thinking and what do I really want in my life, I might not be as old but old enough to plan a more further goal to achieve.

Seriously, I haven't been laughing whole heartily, it's like nothing there for me to have a good laugh, but not to be forgotten, L4D team is my current happy chips, hehehe... Missing you guys there...

I'm also seriously missing the studying life, and of course the girls, where we really laugh our ass out over the slightest thing, hahaha...

Update me people, I know I've been sort of missing, but I'm still here, still the same old me ;)

Cheers.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I am...

Feeling so tiny
Felt like I am smaller than an ant,
that I am easily crushed...

This is....
The End....
No more... I don't want more...

If you don't know how to love me, someone will...

Saturday, January 03, 2009

A moment of 2008

Finally we have stepped into the new year 2009, where 2008 is a historical chapter that we can only refer back through memories...

First of all, happy new year peeps, hope it's not late for a greeting :)

2008

This is a year, that I crossed the different stages in my life, from a student to working, finally I've done all the studying stuff, although I wish to continue studying but well, financial doesn't allow me to do so...

Happy and sad moments, crumble up together, to make me grow up stronger, to make me realize so much more that I once do not understand.

I can't say I am totally grown up mentally, but I know I will, from differentiating dreams and reality, which is workable and which is not. Well it is always been so painful to let go some dreams when you know you can't do it at the moment, but that's life, and that's reality stepping in.

Most of all, I realized....
in the year of 2008, I lost two of my buddies...

Dear Syed, it's new year now and it's been awhile since we last saw you, hoping you are all peaceful and, of course I hope you are still looking over your crazy friends up there...

Dear Bluey, been 7 years, you have been with us, it was another powerful stab in my heart when you left us, left us crying, even mom was crying for days... Can you imagine how much you have left behind for us? Till now, whenever I stare out the balcony, it felt so empty yet it's like you are still here, we are all missing you, and each of family have put you in our little frame in our hearts, you are not forgotten, you are one bunny that made me cried for days... Even weeks... And even now...

Well 2009 is a brand new diary, every page is blank and waiting to be fill in with memories, hope it will all be colourful, even prettier than the 2008 diary!

Great Start Peeps!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Chiang Mai

Still it's not complete but well... Here are the pictures...
Next trip I wish I can visit Taiwan, hope to make it come true by next year!!!

People actually sleep on the air plane like this,he must have been missing his bed so much :|

Ahem... Sleeping beast.... Don't wake her up or else, BITE!!!

Oh yea this is the hotel we were staying in for the past few days, we got lost for the 1st day and couldn't find the path and lift to our room... Can?!

The 1st stop --> temple visiting, we look so orang kampung :|

Another way of getting bless is to bang the head against the bell till you bleed, thank you for the demonstration.

The eyebrow dog, wonder if it uses Benefit punya brand...

Alright the next stop we came by a umbrella factory, the umbrellas are all hand made and I wanted to grab some back home but then, have you heard of the spirit of the umbrella? :D

The manyak serious punya uncle, imagine if I accidentally patah one of the kaki there, sure kenna gau gau...

The felt so impressive foreigner...

The half way hand drawing t-shirt, it's mineeeeeeeee!!

The very satisfying consumer, he even painted my name nicely on the t-shirt, hohohoho...

So erm, still there is more to upload, so many pictures lah, will continue "Orang Kampung at Chiang Mai" Season 2 soon! More to come----> To be continue----> I'll BE BACK!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Something so random

Everyone loves December, it's the most welcomed month of the year, and I too welcome and hoping it never ends...

Kissing 2008 goodbye in only few weeks more, how fast can it be? We are finally getting rid of books, exams, presentations and lectures and stepping into the working world already, and seriously, I am missing those studying days ok...

At last, I got the mood to blog again, by cleaning my dusty blog with some new post.

How come a 20+ year old women is like going through a mid life crisis? It's like everything seems to be so uncertain and lifeless? Where is all the excitement that a young chap like us shall be enjoying instead? Bleh!

The only nice hope so far would be Christmas, but then, there is no plan yet! I can't feel Christmas at the mean time, gaah!

Ah finally I got part of the Chiang Mai pictures after like dunno how many hundred years, thanks to the one who is being such a good photo keeper that he don't even share it out, crappy eh?

Only one for the moment, well at least better than none duh~


Well yes I'm peeping, you won't know if there is any nice undies down there

More to come once I got all the pictures from the keeper! ^^

Monday, November 03, 2008

Dreaming Big

How many times people have crushed your dreams without you noticing it?
How many times when you share your dreams and got unsupportive feedbacks?
And you gave up all your dreams, covered them up, or hide it behind your mind, and never to be mentioned again.
You get back to do things which is not what you dreamt of, for the sake of the salary, you force yourself to do something which you have 0% interest in it.
That’s what we named it “The cruel reality”

People often say that we are born to die, well yes it is true, everyone who is born, eventually have to die, there is no escape in this process. No one gotten the immortal medicine yet, the emperor of China was looking for it until now.
To be crueler, don’t let yourself die with your dreams, make at least one of the alive!

Dreaming is so easy, but to make dreams alive isn’t a 123 step, it depends on how much effort and how you want to execute it and let it happen. Thousands or more people made their dream came true, why not us?

People who wanted to make dreams happen are often dreamers, and they dare to dream big. There goes the first man who leaves human prints on the moon surface, Microsoft by Bill Gates. Flashing back even earlier, Thomas Edison invented a thing call light. Examples are too great to be applying on the normal people like us? C’mon, who told you Edison was a great student or even a super smart ass in school? No he wasn’t, but maybe he was special in his way- He never fails to try, and he never tries to give up.

Earlier stage, ever thought that there are things call computers and mobile phones? If you were in that era of people only using phone with lines attached, you go and tell them that, “Soon people can hold their phones in hand walking and talking, cordless…” The people might laugh at you and tell you that you are dreaming and being crazy, but now you see mobile phones everywhere, almost everyone is holding one in hand.

Nothing is impossible, dreams are often precise as things which cannot be achieve, but that’s is the wrong conception, people will only be successful when they dare to try, to risk, to fail and stand again, and try again till they achieve what the have longed for.

So from today onwards, do no stop yourself from dreaming, and do not only allowed yourself to dream without executing it, the first step is always the most difficult one, but once you made the first move, nothing can come in your way to stop you. Things aren’t difficult when you think that it is easy.

I have my dreams too, and I’ll execute it, I hope one day we will be celebrating dreams.
When the whole world falls, and if you stand strong, the world is yours ;)

Good day peeps, and if there is anything you wanna comment, feel free to leave them here.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

A Motivating One...

I got this post from a random webpage, it's a good one to read on, cheers to life!


Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat



Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion


Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your
job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around .

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Where is ...

Is God with us on earth?
Or out of this pity planet?

What happens if 2012 is the end of earth day,
Will He too vanished together with us?
Or looking at it happen in the universe?

Are these placebo effect? Or is it real?

Mind me, this questions just pop up out of a sudden :)

不要随便说分手..

相爱的时候,女人会一次次地提出:我们分手吧!

男人只是本能的愤怒,他会猜疑她是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他,他会气恼女人的绝情而大声呵斥她,在女人真正转身地那一刻,男人除了悲愤地看着她的背影离去而没有一句挽留!

女人一路上一直期待男人会跑上来,拉着她的手,挽留她,说声:宝贝,我爱你!别走!等到泪已尽,仍然听不到任何声响,爱情就这样夭折了!

男人怎懂女人?说分手只是为了被挽留!

每一次说分手,女人都会很害怕,怕你会真的离去,每一次说分手,女人都很期待,期待你们的挽留,让她知道你在乎他,你舍不得她走,每一次说分手,女人都很无奈,你的一些微妙变化让她不再肯定你是否还那样爱她,所以她拿放弃做赌注,如果输了,只是你真的不够爱她!每一次当分手成了事实,女人会伤心欲绝,男人为什么不懂女人的心思?

女人说分手,只是真的爱你!只是太在乎你!只是你的一些微妙变化让女人恐慌!让女人心不安!只是女人想弄明白你是否还爱着她?

女人以为,爱情的迷茫不肯定会让自己有足够的勇气,做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案,女人以为爱情就象一个开关,啪地一声打开,啪地一声关闭,女人以为及时拨掉电源就可以幸免于毁灭,女人以为分手可以解决所有的困惑、痛苦、忧郁,女人以为缓慢的生长可以愈合此处的断裂,女人以为她说分手你会挽留她!

然而这都是只女人的一相情愿,多少此时的男人是默默看着自己心爱的女人离去而没有挽留?女人的心凉了,为什么男人不懂女人的心思?

女人只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲,用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷……
你不够爱我
也许某一天
我想起你也是一件很远很远的事
那一天,在未来的未来
再远处,是衰老,更远处,是死亡!
近处是分手,其实是真的爱你,太害怕失去你!只是你永远不懂!还是不懂!
命中注定无法永远!
但是,"分手"二字也请别随便说,要知道,这二个字,也深深的伤害了男人!

所以,无论是男人或女人,都千万不要随便说分手!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Dreams turning into reality?!!

I found my dream path and I wish they will give me the opportunity to make it a reality, even before I start to join in, I already know I will be so devoted in the jobs they have there.

I am sending in resume to strive for an interview,I know it isn't going to be easy, but just if I have the chance to step in, I can by far saying that, this is so far the biggest joy that it may bring into my life.

Keeping finger cross, hoping for the best!
Will review only if I am being interviewed and accepted

Wish me luck and all the best!

Simple things

Hold on to me,
and I will hold on to you
through anything and everything
life brings our way

Bring me your worries
and I'll listen
with my heart
Ease them away I try

Tell me what you need
and I'll do my best to give it to you

Love me
even when I know it isn't easy,
and I promise...
I will do the same for you.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Grumpy day~


In the office right now, well been working here for 3 days counting in today, 1st day was kinda awkward, but it’s always been like that for new comers in a new company, but yesterday and today is kinda good, enjoy doing the task given. The only thing I don’t enjoy is waking up like 6am+ in the morning, so damn sien can!! So forceful in waking up so darn early lah, dragging myself off the bed and clean up, what motivates me is that, I knew someone who is also waking up at these hour, oh well you know who you are people!

Ok I’m kinda dozing off here, the water I almost drank it all, refill the bottle like 3 to 4 times in a day, camel can?! I think they need to put one private one for me, right next to me!

I need work to do, the task comes in one by one, so when I finish it up ,I’m like, omg what can I do now, there are a lot of nice magazines here, felt like grabbing it and read but it doesn’t seem nice.

There is this creative department here, people there are friendlier I can say, so anyone of you designers or those who are wanting to work in here, can always try to apply.

Someone please try to bang me with a train can?! I’m so sleepy! I will never get used to not being sleepy by waking so darn early, even during primary and secondary, I always try to be awake, it’s so darn hard! Why lah can’t the office hours in Malaysia starts from 10pm?! Better still right? Maybe I should suggest it to…

Ah ok off I go :D

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Different

I guess we are 2 different people struggling to patch things up,
And it is not happening
You and your thoughts
Me and my thoughts
Best we go separate ways

Monday, September 15, 2008

There goes another year

Happy belated mid-autumn festival to all =D
Well,there goes the festival, the year is getting to an end again,soon enough, we will be in Raya,following by Christmas,then welcoming 2009...
Am I being slow in not beating the clock and the days? I seems to remembered CNY was just yesterday, still a freshly painted picture in my head though,everything is like a player forwarding on itself,once you pause or stop for a while, you have a lot to catch up,casualties like me,will stay at where we pause *stunned*
Left study life for more than a month already, remembering when we were at college, we always have plenty to look forward to, like "Ei class end at 12.30pm,go makan or sing k!", but I wonder, what do we look forward when we started working? Only salary day? No more week breaks, when you need to apply for day off,the only think I can be positive about is, I hope what I am doing in my job scope is my interest, where I can fully devoted to my job...

Just another boring post here,from the boring me...
I should do spring cleaning too, shall I? Hehehe...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Blank

Hmmm... Just felt weird at the moment, plain moody, plenty of things going ahead, but none of them are happening yet, the fastest would be tomorrow, where she is coming back for few days from Macau!! Next will be the vacation and next my job, hehe...

Ah, just if there is any company which doesn't practice politics? People just can't help to be a politician eh? They just practice politics whenever they go, gosh... How I wish I will be working at least with one of you girls, the opportunity is open, if you are into advertising and things, please let me know, I can try to sort out a vacancy for you, they are needing people though... So... Just leave me a message ok?
From here, I am waiting for a mate's feedback,hope it's a good one Mady,muax!

Ah I am rotting at home, I am being such a pig, my skin is starting to get worse, I get tired easily, and at the end I ended up doing nothing, wasting time bleh! Just if I have a car, plenty I can do, Maggie congratulation you are getting your new born baby in white soon! Hehehe, I wish I am getting mine soon too, nowadays, without a transport, is just so difficult, stupid public transportation doesn't reach everywhere, argh!

I seriously need to kick myself up to do jut anything! Mooncake festival is around the corner,wishing everyone is celebrating with their family, Guinea have to attend an event at Puchong, never mind, when you reach home, I play candle with you ok? Hahahah! Raya is also around the corner, just that this Raya made me think of someone, hope he is really good now :)

Till then, chill everyone! The weather is darn hot *Annoyed*

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

It was a peaceful night



夜澜人静总会记挂某些人,很高兴我是你那个人

-K.Punk-

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Hot!

Ish the weather is killing, it made me sweat like hell even at nights, gosh weather are changing so rapidly, I remembered I was shivering because it was too cold, it was only 2 days ago,but it wasn't only the mother nature who is changing, the world of politics and economics are like the weather...

It's going to effect all of us, what we pray from it is that, the effect won't be that big... Gaaahhh!


This is the cause of weather changing rapidly, just when you thought it's gonna be sunny, it's snowing in the next minute... Hahahaha...

Monday, September 08, 2008

Update!

Alright, someone was complaining whenever she access to my blogspot,it's always been that old post "Girls", where she said she needed some new things to read on, my young journal superior, lol! She even started work today, I hope everything goes well with you girl, just it's a pity that I wasn't able to join in when I retreat the last minute,hah...

Ok I'm officially starting work in October at Bkt.Damansara, the company is a nice and cozy one, simple organizations with brilliant ideas from experience people, hope this will bring me my permanent job as well,sounds good? I thought so too...

Alright went to Matta fair yesterday,gosh the crowd was 'awesome', parkings are coming out of creativity, people even got their cars up the pathways,all ways of parking, just to squeeze and join in the crowd, I guess everyone needed a good holiday.

Wasn't expecting a lot from the fair, thought of just simply collecting brochures and walking around, ended up going to Chiang Mai on the 18th September,lol, wishing it will be a good trip though.

Lately,I've been doing some planning,planning for my future,have to get my spirit and feet on the go already,no more a student, but someone who is officially stepping in the working field,a friend gave me the sentence " Welcome to the reality girl..." Sounds scary?Well, I guess reality isn't always that bad, it can be pretty too, there are plenty in the reality that made our day, right? And because it is real, that's why it made our day.

Reality isn't always that bad, that's what we called it the balance?
Still appreciating small things in life, they will actually jumbled up and become a big thing,trust me on this... ;)


Beautiful weekend to everyone ok?

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Girls ^^


I don't know why, I just felt lucky to have you girlfriends with me, I felt that I'm turning into a lesbo, gosh! Ok I was seriously kidding...

Wonder why do you see so many tomboys, lesbians and gays out there now? Well I kinda figured out that:

Tomboys= I can be a better man to take care of the girls, real mans are not as good as us understanding the females?

Lesbian= We've been hurt by males a lot and now we don't need them?

Gays= For Christ sake, I don't want to be part of the male family at all, shames!

Alright I was pretty much cracking a joke and only assuming, I guess its not the truth,do not accept my silly assumptions haha...

Girls, wanted to tell that, I finally get over it, I stop being a big girl's blouse, and it was because I was lucky enough to have you girls with me, my sistas! You know you are in my girl list, I don't need to name you out, hahah!

Gonna start my internship soon, hey let's have some trips or outings before we start to work like a cow please? And yea Mady, I remembered your invitation to your BBQ! Maybe the mass comers should plan a trip to Thailand for a shopping spree? Warehouse sales from SS!!! Our parties!!! Girls night out!!!

Well, isn't life wonderful? I can tell you that, of course it is!

Oh hey, take a look a this clip, this was the former event company I was working with, see if you can spot me ok!! Hoho!!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

This is...

This is how much I lay my trust on you
I doubted everyone's word but you
I trusted no one fully but you

Until you swap all the trust away from me
That now I can't even sleep well
The moment I open my eyes
I wish it was a really bad dream
That only it felt so real that made me cry

You were really someone that I trusted so much
Whole heartily that I can swear you will never do such things to me
But God proves me wrong
I fell so hard on the ground
That the impact were like a rusted sword
Pierce through the heart that I have always save for you
That I once know that, this man is worth my trust and everything

It was nothing and I shall stand strong again
Accept the truth; Face the truth; Solve the problem

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Heart Break

I don't have to celebrate the 4th year anniversary already, so girls, I seriously need you to dig me out for drink!

How Can You Deal With Heartbreak?

Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain. Here are some tips that might help:

* Share your feelings. Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to.)

* Remember what's good about you. This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.

* Take good care of yourself. A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too. Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and depression and give your self-esteem a boost.

* Don't be afraid to cry. Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.

* Do the things you normally enjoy. Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.

* Keep yourself busy. Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps. This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby. That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process — it just means you should focus on other things too.

* Give yourself time. It takes time for sadness to go away. Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks — and sometimes even months.

Friday, August 08, 2008

Olympic 2008 China

8.8.2008

OMG it's today!!!! Although I'm typing this at 1.56am, I just can't wait to watch the opening ceremony, I just know that it's going to be awesome!

Counting down to the hours, it's gonna begin soon! Wooh!!



Good luck and all the best to the Malaysian contestants!! Badminton gold medal woohooo!!!